I creeeeyyyy

HAVE YOU EVER CRIED IN PUBLIC?

Well, I did this morning.

This is the first time that happened to me.

Someone made me upset this morning. To be accused of something I didn’t do by someone I considered a friend or so I thought just made me saddened today.

I kind of don’t feel sorry for myself for crying in public whilst riding in a FX taxi, coz I know it would hurt me much more if I don’t let go of the tears I was keeping inside. Crying isn’t bad. It actually makes you okay after all the sadness you felt.

But thinking back now, it made me feel funny and stupid at the same time. Imagine, I was crying like a stupid freak that just got dumped by a boyfriend. I think it would be understandable and the whole situation would be okay, if I was REALLY GOT DUMPED BY MY BOYFRIEND, but no! I was crying for a different reason! I wonder if anyone from the passengers of the FX taxi had noticed or seen me crying. I was looking at the window during the whole ride. Were they confused why I always wipe my cheeks and eyes? This got me thinking when I arrived at the office.

I really feel funny and crazy and stupid today.

And yes, thanks to the chocolates I bought from the convenience store, it managed to cheer me up.