My Song for Tom Hiddleston!

I really think that Close To You by The Carpenters is a perfect song made for Tom Hiddleston ♥.

(THEY LONG TO BE) CLOSE TO YOU

~ The Carpenters~

Why do birds suddenly appear, ev'ry time you are near?

Just like me, they long to be close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky, ev'ry time you walk by?

Just like me, they long to be close to you.

On the day that you were born the angels got together.

And decided to create a dream come true.

So, they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold,

And star-light in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town follow you all around.

Just like me, they long to be close to you...

On the day that you were born the angels got together.

And decided to create a dream come true.

So, they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold,

And star-light in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town follow you all around.

Just like me, they long to be close to you...

Just like me, they long to be close to you...

Happy 10th Year Anniversary, TVXQ!!

It's been 10 years since TVXQ debuted right after Christmas! 10 years and they're still here, still around for all of us, their fans. TVXQ may not be complete as a five ensemble now, but, I'm still glad that they've gotten this far even if they're now split into two groups. For me and always will be, they are five.

Thanks for everything, TVXQ/ DBSK. Your music and your group have become a part of my life and I did not regret anything. I know your road and your journey has been tough but we will always be here to support you no matter what. I will never forget Hero, U-know, Micky, Max and Xiah.

Please keep on making great music! And oh by the way, I know some of you would join the army soon, I'll be waiting for you after 2 years!!! :)

Merry Christmas! ~

Merry Christmas everyone and have a blessed holiday! :)

The gifts I received from friends and loved ones for this year...

No filter.

No filter too.

Thanks everyone! Keep the gifts comin'! Sana next year, si MatsuJun naman ang ibalot n'yo tapos ibigay n'yo sa'ken sa Pasko. LOL. Pero okay lang kahit ribbon na lang suot niya. Haha! :)

Happy Birthday, Aiba!

Happy birthday, Miracle boy! I wish for you to have a good health, more projects, more albums and more nice things to come your way! Please don't stop making everyone happy. And I know you wouldn't stop! Keep on shining, Mr. Sunshine! We love you! :)

Christmas Party & 10 Years of Friendship Celebration With My Friends ♥

I had a Christmas party with my college friends last Saturday night at Music Match in Home Depot, Ortigas. I channeled Taylor Swift, but it was epic fail. LOL. Every time I'm with my friends, it is always awesome. :)

We got the same room we had last year. :) And my friend Jackie,
had the same pose she had last year. LOL.

Gift-giving. Hihi.

Bea Rose Santiago is Miss International 2013

image credit : missosology.org

I'm so happy that this year, the Philippines managed to bag three crowns! First, we got Miss Supranational 2013 Mutya Datul, and then Miss World 2013 Megan Young. And before we end this year, Bea Rose Santiago was crowned as the new Miss International last December 17, 2013 in Tokyo, Japan. After 8 years, we got to get the Miss International crown again. :D

Truly, the Philippines is the country of the year. We do not only have 3 crowns (2 major crowns and 1 minor crown) for this year but we also placed runner-ups and semi-finalists in other beauty pageants. Bea's win has been a good Christmas gift to all the Pinoys. We are all proud of you, Bea! Congratulations!

From L-R : 1st Runner-up Miss Netherlands Nathalie den Dekker,
Miss International 2013 Miss Philippines Bea Rose Santiago
and 2nd Runner upMiss New Zealand Casey Radley.
image credit : missosology.org

She looks so beautiful. She kind of reminds me of Amelia Vega ( Miss Universe 2003). I do not care about the bashers and non-believers, I firmly stand by my belief that she's truly deserving as Miss International 2013. And yeah, I saw her performance. She was so regal, queenly, she's smart and she's very articulate that I love hearing her talk. She's got what it takes to be Miss International! Congratulations Bea Rose Santiago!

The Hobbit : The Desolation of Smaug

The second installment of The Hobbit is pure awesome! I love everything! I know the "purists" won't agree with me, but I have to say that Sir Peter Jackson has made a great film. I'm such a huge fan. I wanna see the movie again and again! The execution of the battle scenes / fight scenes were epic. And there was this scene where in Bombur had his shining moment. And I'm so glad he had it. You gotta go watch it ;).

I love all the characters in this film and I can't help getting "kilig" seeing Legolas again ♥. His character does not exist in the book but I love how Peter Jackson brought him in this film. The most refreshing character for me is having a girl in the movie in the person of Evangeline Lily who played the fierce Elven warrior "Tauriel". Her character is amazing I wanted to be like her ♥. I'm not just sold on the Tauriel x Kili thing. Hihi. I mean, well, I just can't picture a charming dwarf and a pretty fierce elf together. On the other hand, Thorin Oakenshield is awesome and so male as ever. And do you know what's more exciting? Finally seeing Smaug the dragon on the big screen! I was so "kilig" with his scenes with Bilbo. Sherlock Holmes, err, Benedict Cumberbatch, hello? He was remarkable!!!

I thought in this second installment they're gonna have the Battle of Five Armies, but then we have to wait for the part III! I'm sure that it's gonna be so freakin' & epic-ly staggering!

Suffice to say, Peter Jackson has not disappointed me... yet. I was really satisfied with the The Desolation of Smaug. I'm sure he won't let me down with the last film.

And oh, it's nice seeing this film with two of my friends who are also a huge fan of  The Lord of the rings and The Hobbit. :)

I see fire - Ed Sheeran ♥

Awesome soundtrack from an equally awesome film! ♥♥♥

I See Fire

~ Ed Sheeran~

Oh, misty eye of the mountain below

Keep careful watch of my brothers' souls

And should the sky be filled with fire and smoke

Keep watching over Durin's son

If this is to end in fire

Then we should all burn together

Watch the flames climb high into the night

Calling out father, oh, stand by and we will

Watch the flames burn auburn on

The mountain side

And if we should die tonight

Then we should all die together

Raise a glass of wine for the last time

Calling out father, oh

Prepare as we will

Watch the flames burn auburn over

The mountain side

Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire

Inside the mountain

I see fire

Burning the trees

And I see fire

Hollowing souls

I see fire

Blood in the breeze

And I hope that you remember me

Oh, should my people fall in

Surely I'll do the same

Confined in mountain halls

We got too close to the flame

Calling out father

Hold fast and we will

Watch the flames burn auburn on

The mountain side

Desolation comes upon the sky

Now I see fire

Inside the mountain

I see fire

Burning the trees

And I see fire

Hollowing souls

And I see fire

Blood in the breeze

And I hope that you remember me

And if the night is burning

I will cover my eyes

For if the dark returns then

My brothers will die

And as the sky is falling down

It crashed into this lonely town

And with that shadow upon the ground

I hear my people screaming out

Now I see fire

Inside the mountain

I see fire

Burning the trees

And I see fire

Hollowing souls

And I see fire

Blood in the breeze

I see fire (Oh you know I saw a city burning) (fire)

And I see fire (Feel the heat upon my skin, yeah) (fire)

And I see fire (Uh-uh-uh-uh) (fire)

And I see fire burn auburn on the mountain side

V-Neck Shirt & Sunglasses

I really find men in white V-neck shirt and sunglasses so fuckin' hot. Not all men can pull-off this outfit. But if a guy/men can pull it off, man, I get weak in the knees and I'm drooling over. Kaya rin, kadalasan ang mga bida ko, kailangan nakasuot ng white v-neck shirt at sunglasses. LOL. Magawa rin nga `yan do'n sa story ni Micky :p.

Confused

Hello December!

Finally, I got the time to update my blog. *throws confetti*

Anyway, what would I talk about here?

Oh yeah, I got it. Things that are making my head spin. Have you come to a point wherein you don't know what to do first in the goals you wanted to attain or achieve ? Mine's not really big of a deal. I'm just kind of confused what to prioritize. I have so many things I wanted to buy and do. But what to do first?

Here's my list:

1) Buy a new phone. The one I'm using right now is still operating. I just want to have an Android phone.
2) Buy new clothes (dress, pants, blouses for office attire)
3) Buy a purple laptop, I'm so dying to have!!!
4) Buy Keds the Taylor Swift edition. ♥
5) Visit the dentist, have my teeth clean and stuff. XD
6) Get a new computer glasses.
7) Buy an external HD where I can store all my Arashi files and whatnot, and the movies I downloaded.

So many things on my list, eh? Ha-ha! And then I have to pay all my purchased Arashi goods... and my mama's making hingi pa ng bonus from me, and I have a Tita and cousin whom I have to give bonuses too.

So what to do? I want all these things to happen but then, thinking about all the amount of which I’m going to spend, it just makes me want to save up all the money I’ll be getting this season! XD

Aside from this confusion, I'm also having a problem with the novel I'm currently writing. Yeah, guys, I'm back to writing again! But I'm stuck at Chapter 6. I have plans for the characters, and I have ideas, but here I go again, I don't know which way to go. Am I doing the right thing? I'm kind of lost. I don't want to disappoint the readers who appreciated Jaeden's story. I want to do better in Micky's story. I really wish I could do it right. I'm having this doubtmare again. *sigh*

Happy Birthday, Ohno Satoshi!

Happy Birthday to the greatest, sexiest, the most talented Riida, I know, Ohno Satoshi!

Wow. I just can’t believe you just turned 33! But you still look younger than your age;). How do you even do that?

Ohno-san, you are a gem ♥. In your own little ways, you may not be aware of it, but you truly inspired each one of us, thus, you are so deserving of the blessings coming your way. I wish for you to have more dramas, more movies, more albums with Arashi, a good health, a happy family and another Freestyle exhibition! Yeah! That would be cool! I know you also wanted that to happen! :) Keep on rockin' and shinin'!

Thanks for everything! We love you so much, Riida!

A Beauty Queen or Loki's Queen?

Yes, people, my secret wish in life is to be a beauty queen!

LOL. But I also want to be Loki's Queen as he is the future King

Of Asgard.

*Channeling my inner Jennifer Hawkins and Ximena Navarrete. :p

I totally ship this!

I totally ship this!
#YanJae #JaeYan
HAHAHAHA.

Everything Has Changed

Everything has changed 

I know I'm late, but I just fell in love with this song after listening to it for the second time. And I think I just fell in love with Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeran. They look so cute together ♥.  Okay, I'm shipping this. I read somewhere that their shipping name is "SWEERAN." Is this for real? LOL.

All I know is I like this song and I've been playing it and watching their live performance since... I don't know when it started. LOL

Aray! Ang Sakit.

Hi guys!

Uhm, ano ba ang ikukuwento ko rito? Wala naman masyado. Naiinis lang ako kasi ang sakit sakit ng tiyan ko at isama pa ang balakang at likod. Feeling ko pati matris ko masakit din x_x. I went to my OB kanina and told her about this, sabi niya gano’n daw talaga kasi medyo malalim yung sugat from my operation. Pero leche naman, kasi ang sakit talaga. Nahihirapan pa akong matulog. Actually, hindi nga ako makatulog dahil masakit siya. But not like the pain I had last year whenever I got my period. At ang lintek na Mefenamic acid, wala talagang silbi saken. I’ve taken this before but it don’t really relieve my dysmenorrhea pain. Parang ngayon lang. Haist. Kakainis lang, eh. I was supposed to go back to work na sana this week, pero extend ko na lang next week. Okay lang naman daw sabi ng boss ko. Sagarin ko na raw ang 60 days leave ko. Dahil masunurin ako, next week na lang ako papasok! Sana magaling na talaga ako.

Anyways, I’m back to writing again! Yay! Pinilit ko talaga ang sarili ko na magsulat ulet, kasi nahiya naman ako sa mga nagpi-pm saken sa FB. And they were expecting Micky’s story. So, ayan, napilitan ako. CHOS. Well, plano ko naman talaga isulat ang love story ni Micky. Isang malaking tamad lang talaga ako. But let’s forget about my katamaran kasi sinusulat ko na siya ngayon. At sa awa ng Diyos, ang bagal ko pa rin magsulat. I’m always like this. Never naman ako nakakatapos ng manuscript in days. It always takes me months. Natuwa naman ako sa plot ko, pero parang ang hirap pa rin. Siyempre, laging gano’n naman ang problem ng writer na baguhan na tulad ko. Maraming doubts. Anyway, sana matapos ko nga ito before December ends. Para ma-submit ko na siya by then. Pero bago ang lahat, hindi sana naliligaw ang utak ko sa pagsusulat nito. As usual, magulo na naman ang utak ko. Di ako makapag-decide kung ano gusto kong mangyari talaga sa mga bida, eh. Haha. Pero dahil nga may nagre-request, pilitin ko pa rin ang sarili ko na matapos ito. Pero dahil masakit nga ang everything ko right now, hindi ako makapagisip kaya iniwan ko ang pagsusulat ng novel. Ang hirap naman kasi yung nagiisip ka ng isusulat mo, tapos may parte ng katawan mo na ang sakit-sakit. I could not focus. Imbes nga na itulog ko na ito, hindi rin ako makatulog kasi ang sakit nga. Hay, buhay! Ang hirap talaga ng may matris!

At bakit ako nagta-Tagalog ngayon? Tinatamad ako mag-Ingles, eh. Haha.

P/S: Canon in D by Pachelbel is playing in the background... I just love this song. I want this to be played when I walk down the aisle. Ninomiya Kazunari or Sakurai Sho playing Canon in D on the piano while MatsuJun is waiting for me at the altar. LOL

Gabriela Isler is Miss Universe 2013

Molly Isler from Venezuela (as I prefer to call her, that's her nickname) I think really deserves her win and I'm happy about it. She looks elegant, classy, queenly and she's beautiful. She totally fits the Miss Universe standards. Though, she wasn't my bet as Miss Universe 2013 (I wanted Spain to win or my sentimental favorite Great Britain who didn't get into the Top 5)  I think she would be a great Miss Universe. She's growing on me. I love her vibrant, friendly, and humble aura! And the Diamond Nexus crown looks perfect on her head. Congrats Venezuela!! Hope you have a great reign!

P/s: I'm also proud of Miss Universe Philippines Ariella Arida's 3rd-Runner up finish. I've known and believed even before the pageant finals night that she would enter the top 5 no matter what. Lol. Congrats, Ariella!

Thor : The Dark World~

Thor: The Dark World opens on Philippine cinemas today. I'm excited to see this movie,well, all because of my dear Tom Hiddleston. It's my first time to see Tom on the big screen :). So even if I'm still not okay to go out because I'm still recuperating from surgery, I cannot pass up the chance to watch the awesomeness that is LOKI. That's how important he is to me. ;) My friend Jackie will pick me up on Sunday in our house. Siya na ang bahala sa'ken. LOL.

Who When Why

Hi dear fangirls! Jaejoong's got a new album entitled, WWW, released yesterday. And oh my gahd, what an album!! I really am so proud of him. It's the best album of his career! And right now, I couldn't contain my spazzing as I'm listening to the tracks of WWW (Who When Why). The album contains nothing but ah-mazeballs! Every single song would be a favorite of yours, of mine, of whoever! Really! I can't form the proper words in my mind to describe the awesomeness of Jaejoong's album. And awesome is an understatement. Like, really. The most amazing thing about this is, it is composed of different sub-genres of rock! I'm so glad because I'm such a huge fan of this genre.

Kim Jaejoong is just so fucking awesome, fucking talented, fucking brilliant!! All the feels I have for him are overflowing right now!! I'm so happy and proud and oh my god.. I just love him. I totally adore this guy!! *spazzing alone in the wee hours of the morning*

You can check out his single Just another girl and know for yourself that I'm not just inventing things. LOL.

FUNKY

If you happened to be an Arashi fan just like me, you probably know by now that the group has a new album. and in the album they have this song "FUNKY", which by the way, happens to be MatsuJun's favorite same as me. And Jun said, if it's only possible, he wants to see the fans dancing to this song. Because Jun's words are like the law, LOL, J-net decided to have a tutorial on the choreography of this song FUNKY. The day after, a friend on Facebook shared a tutorial of the FUNKY choreography on youtube which I think is more helpful than the one in J-net.

I actually still can't understand why there is a Block A and Block B for the tutorials. I'm watching both the videos and I don't see any difference...yet. Anyways, you can tell me about it, my eyes are just probably tired or I'm just stupid. LOL. I don't know.

Block A

Block B



I would love to see the fans dancing along with Arashi on this song at the LOVE concert.

credits: thanks so much chihhieAAA for uploading your video. Means a lot to us! :)

Arashi's LOVE

LOVE - Limited edition

LOVE - Regular edition

1.愛を歌おう (Ai wo utaou)
2.サヨナラのあとで (Sayonara no ato de)
3.CONFUSION
4.Hit the floor (Vocal:Satoshi Ohno)
5.P･A･R･A･D･O･X
6.sugar and salt (Vocal:Sho Sakurai)
7.Breathless
8.20825日目の曲 [Nichi me no Kyoku] (Vocal:Kazunari Ninomiya)
9.Rock Tonight
10.Endless Game
11.Calling
12.夜空への手紙 (Vocal:Masaki Aiba)
13.Dance in the dark (Vocal:Jun Matsumoto)
14.Starlight kiss
15.FUNKY
16.Tears

LE comes with the DVD of the making of Arashi's PV  P･A･R･A･D･O･X

A new album from the greatest idol group in Japan  Arashi. Hooray! 

The covers are, well, just okay. It's simple and I don't find anything special on it aside from the fact that my le hubby (MatsuJun) is hawt. The good thing about this though, is the album is an upgrade from their last year's album Popcorn which I find so meh/depressing/mediocre. Not really my taste. It felt like Popcorn album was rushed so they could released something for their fans.  Popcorn wasn't their best album. That's just my opinion, okay?

While LOVE is full of LOVE. It's like the boys put their hearts with so much LOVE into it. I really LOVE it so much! O, diba naman, puro LOVE ang pinagsasabi ko. I just like it so much. The album is really worth listening to. All the tracks are nice and as of this writing, I haven't yet chosen my favorite song/s. The members' solos are all good and somehow they all sound different from their previous ones. I find it cool because it is not the usual Arashi sound. If you know what I mean. 

I wanna thank Arashi-san for giving us, fans, this kind of album. And I could say that in the last three years, this is so far their best album yet. And thank you, Aiba-chan for having a really nice solo song this time.

P/S:  P･A･R･A･D･O･X PV is full of smexy shots. and the choreography is the bomb! I wanna make love... with them! LOL.

Royal Fantasy Bra

It's been finally out! Victoria's Secret has revealed that Victoria's Secret Angel Candice Swanepoel will be the one to wear the Royal Fantasy Bra this year! And I thought it's Doutzen Kroes's turn this year but instead it is Candice's. Well, I'm not complaining that Candice is the one chosen to wear this year's fantasy bra, I just thought Doutzen, being one of the longest Angels to date, is also deserving to wear the fantasy bra.

Anyways, I do think Candice is a perfect choice for the Royal fantasy bra. So, I'm really not complaining at all. She looks perfect in it by the way. I'm sure she's gonna rock the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show this year. And I can hardly wait.

4,200 gemstones. 1 royal fantasy.
Introducing this year’s Royal Fantasy Bra, worn by Angel Candice Swanepoel.

She looks glorious wearing it.
credits: The Angels Victoria's Secret on Facebook.

Happy Birthday Dad!

Yesterday was my Dad’s 65^th birthday. At kasabay ng kanyang kaarawan ay ang babang luksa niya. Hindi ko pa nasabi dito sa blog ko, but yes my dad passed away last year. Napakabilis ng panahon at ngayon nga ay isang taon na ang nakalipas mula nang magpaalam siya sa mundo.  Hindi mawawala `yung pakiramdam na nami-miss ko siya, siyempre naman, siya ang tatay ko. Pero matagal ko nang tinanggap na wala na siya. At baka isipin n’yong napakasama ko naman para agad na matanggap ang bagay na ito. Para sabihin ko, mula nang ma-diagnosed siya sa sakit na sanhi ng kamatayan niya ay matagal ko nang tinanggap na mawawala siya. Hindi lang naman siguro ako ang anak na ganoon, right?

Anyways, since it was my dad’s birthday and babang luksa na rin, maraming pagkain kahapon dito sa bahay. At gaya ng kagustuhan ni pudrakels na may lechon sa 65^th birthday niya ay hinandaan siya ng lechon. Malamang kung nandito lang siya kahapon ay tuwang-tuwa siya. Maraming pagkain pa rin dito hanggang ngayon dahil hindi naman gano’n karami ang naging bisita namin bukod sa ilang kaibigan ko, mga nagdasal at dalawang bisita ni mama. At bawal pa rin sa aking kumain ng marami which is nakakatulong naman kasi I’ve already lost weight. My goal is to lose more weight before ako bumalik sa work. I want to be skinny ala-Kim Chiu by November. LOL. At si Kim Chiu talaga ang peg? Hindi naman masyado . Mas type ko pa rin na maging kasing-glorious ng katawan ni Miranda Kerr at Candice Swanepoel ang katawan ko.  #ambisyosa ako, eh.

Happy Birthday dad!

Fuck my life.

2013 would end in a couple of months and so far I haven't written a single story. Oh, well, I had written a story but wasn't able to finish it. I haven’t started writing Micky’s own love story like I’m supposed to do. I had said this for many times in my previous posts but fuck my life! I hadn’t done anything to solve my fucking problem. I don't know what has gotten into me aside from my laziness that I haven't accomplished the things that I promised to do this year. So sad it makes me want to cry. It’s really frustrating, you know? I really wish I could start next week. I really want and need the money. Hello?!! My bank account’s crying already. And I need to save up. I want to go out of the country next year.

I really Hope that before I get back to work again, I have at least started writing something… it’s okay if it’s not Micky’s. All I want is to get myself back to writing and finish it, then submit it before this year ends. Well, hopefully.

Anyway on a different note, I'm quite glad that my wound is healing quicker than I expected. I can now move around but still limping a bit. I truly hope I am all well before my sixty days leave ends.

Megan Young is Miss World 2013!

Hi guys! This is a late post since I didn't have the time to blog the past weeks because I was and still recuperating from my surgery two weeks ago. Anyways, I'm just happy to let you know, but duh? Who the hell doesn't know it yet?  that Miss Philippines, our very own Megan Young recently snagged the elusive blue crown! Yes, the Philippines is this year's Miss World!!! So fuckin' awesome!!!

I'm a beauty pageant follower so I was really elated that our country has finally won its first Miss World crown!!

Congratulations Megan Young! You truly deserved that crown!
You're so fabulous, so regal, so queenly. ♥ Totally love you.
Thanks for giving us pride! :)