Happy 31st Birthday, MatsuJun! ♥

Happy happy birthday, my love and my everything (naks!).

Matsujun, i love you and adore you so much with every breath that i take. You are one of the reasons of my smiles and one of the reasons I'm living. I'm never gonna stop supporting you no matter what it takes.

Always shine bright like a diamond! I love you so effin' much! ♥ ♥ ♥

#LSS Speak Now ~ Taylor Swift

I know I'm effin' late but I'm totally loving this song. How I wish, Taylor made a music video for this. It would have been awesome to see Taylor acting out the lyrics of her song into a music video.

Speak Now really has a nice lyrics and i just love the melody~ I'm thinking (again. ayan na naman tayo.) to make a story out of this song. I really think it's cute. XD

 Seo Hyun (SNSD) "Speak Now" cover

SPEAK NOW

~Taylor Swift~

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel
And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is
Surely not what you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door
Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fun gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems that I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me (Don't you?)

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
Your time is running out

And they said, "speak now"

Oh Oh Oh! (say a single vow....)

I hear the preacher say
"Speak now or forever hold your peace"

There's the silence, there's my last chance
I stand up with shaking hands
All eyes on me

Horrified looks from
Everyone in the room
But I'm only looking at you.

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl!

(Ha!)

So don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said, "speak now!"

And you'll say
Let's run away now
I'll meet you when I'm out
Of my tux at the back door

Baby, I didn't say my vows
So glad you were around when they said
Speak Now

credit:  Taylor Swift - Speak Now Lyrics | MetroLyrics

Happy 28th

wtf. I'm already 28. Whoa. Ang tanda ko na >.<. Pero may magagawa pa ba ako? Haha. Age is only a number, right? Though, I'm 28, hindi ko pa rin naman ma-feel na i'm just two years away of being in my 30s. I'm still the same innocent, LOL. innocent daw? childish? self. Pwede rin. Parang hindi naman tumanda ang utak ko. slight lang. Haha. Wala akong masabi. Ang gusto ko lang, matapos na itong manuscript na sinusulat ko para makapag-marathon na ako ng Game of Thrones. Lol.

Anyway, Happy birthday to me (nung last friday pa dapat). Sana magka-bf na ako... na Matsumoto Jun ang pangalan. Hahah! sige, #asa pa. Eh, ano ba ang magagawa ko? Siya lang ang tanging lalaking nais kong ibigin sa buhay kong ito. CHAROT.

Gusto ko nang maraming pera. Sana umulan ng pera. XD

Dear Yaney,

Sana sumexy ka na! Hahaha.

#LSS : U N I ~ Ed Sheeran

This song is so perfect, so beautiful that I want to make a novel out of it. Let's see... :)

Anyway, if you haven't heard this song, here it is,

"UNI"

I found your hair band on my bedroom floor,
The only evidence that you'd been there before
And I don't get waves of missing you anymore,
They're more like tsunami tides in my eyes
Never getting dry, so I get high, smoke away the days never sleep with the light on
Weeks pass in the blink of an eye,
And I'm still drunk at the end of the night
I don't drink like everybody else,
I tip it to forget things about myself,
Stumble and fall with the head spin I got
My mind's with you but my heart's just not

So am I close to you anymore, if it's over
And there's no chance that we'll work it out

That's why you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied

Everybody said we'd be together forever but I know that,
I never wanna settle down, come around, break up the love like Lego now,
Never wanna turn into another like you,
Sleep with my thoughts, dance with my views,
Everything's great but not everything's sure,
But you live in your halls and I live in a tour bus,
Now I'm in a position to be another stalker like every thing I say seems to all sound awkward,
Like our last kiss it was perfect, we were nervous,
On the surface,
And I'm always saying everyday that it was worth it,
Pain is only relevant if it still hurts,
I forget like an elephant, or we can use a sedative and go back to the day we fell in love just on our first kiss

So am I close to you anymore, if it's over
And there's no chance that we'll work it out
Oh you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied

Wo-ooooahhhh [x2] oohh ohh

Because, if I was gonna go somewhere, I'd be there by now,
And maybe I can let myself down, wo-oahh
And I'm thinking that I'm unaware, I keep my feet on the ground and keep looking around, to make sure I'm not, the only one to feel low,
Because if you want, I'll take you in my arms and keep you sheltered, from all that I've done wrong
And I'll know you'll say, that I'm the only one
But I know god made another one of me to love you better than I ever will

Cause you and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied
You and I ended over U N I
And I said that's fine, but you're the only one that knows I lied 

 

*credits: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/edsheeran/uni.html

Film: Crows Zero (2007)

Crows Zero

Dahil wala akong magawa no'ng Sabado nang gabi at tinatamad na akong magsulat ng manuscript ko, napag-trip-an kong manood na lang ng movie on line. found myself searching movies on good drama (dot) net and I happened to get curious with Oguri Shun's movie "Crows Zero". This is a live-action movie of the popular manga with the same name. I decided to check it out since it is about high school gangsters. Eh, pag "gangsters" ang pinaguusapan, namumula na ang hasang ko. I've always have the fascination with everything GANGSTER, lalo na pag MAFIA. Anyway, as I was watching the movie, ito ang mga nasa isip ko lalo na no'ng papatapos na yung movie....

"Crows Zero's storyline is so...meh. It was disappointing I can't believe I've wasted my time watching this film! Sarreh, Shun Oguri! For me, hindi solido ang rason nila para sa ipinaglalaban nila sa buhay. Lol!

And sarreh, I don't get the "conquering" the school thing. What would they gain from conquering a school with lots of delinquent students like themselves? power? Ka-astigan sa buong campus nila? Pffffttt!

I should have chosen another movie to watch than this one.

But if you like High school gangster stories and you want to write stories with "gangsters" in it, you can watch this for reference. Well, I could say na "gangsters" talaga ang mga bida dito compare doon sa isa na sinasabing "gangster" daw ang bida. Lol.

Pero siyempre, pag GANGSTERS ang pinaguusapan, doon na ako sa mafia, kay Don Vito Corleone! :p"

So there yah, go. I was totally disappointed in the movie. Okay, you would probably say, 'this is (from) anime! At hindi mo naintindihan ang pinanonood mo.' But I can say na, kulang sa background story ang movie. May mga loopholes at di nasagot ang mga tanong ko as a viewer. At wala talagang sense para sa akin yung pakikipagbasagan nila ng mukha sa mga kagaya nilang mga patapon ang buhay! Lol. Like seriously!

The execution of the action scenes were good, tho. If I have to be honest. But the storyline? It pretty sucks. Like seriously.

Okay enough of this.

To Dream The Impossible Dream

credit: tumblr

Sometimes I am amazed at myself for loving someone so much who doesn't even know I exist. Sometimes I wonder if it's just my fangirl heart talking or the real me. Pathetic much, huh? But I just love and adore him so much I don't think I can ever love and adore a man as much as I love and adore him. I think I'm going to spend my life alone. Lol! This is getting so pathetic. I better shut up now.

Happy August!

So yeah, we finally made it to August. I have a love-hate relationship with this month. I love that it's MatsuJun's birth month... but I also hate it because it's a reminder that another year is added to my old age! If there's one thing I truly hate about time flying so fast, it is getting old year by year >.<. I don't know about you, but I wanted to stay forever 22. If that's even possible. Lol!

Anyway, I hope everything's going to be so fine for me this month since I'm celebrating Le hubby Jun and I's birth month. This is going to be so exciting because there is one thing I've always waited and it's finally happening on the day after my birthday! Yay!

But the thing is, I'm dreading of the amount I'm going to spend this month! Lol. It is always like this every August. XD

Well, as if my wallet cares anyway.

Ginusto mo `yan, eh! Maghirap ka! says my inner self.