Hi!
It's been awhile since I last posted in this blog. it's more than 2 months i think. Got too lazy to write and update. Anyway, so many things has had happened during the past months in my fangirl life. I don't know if it's worth saying this here. It isn't much of a big deal, it's just that I've already changed bias in the original line-up of Dong Bang Shin Ki. From a Hero Jaejoong biased, I'm now a Max Changmin biased and totally loving it ^^. And I'm learning to move on from the Kim Jaejoong craze I was having for one whole year. Too many things, had changed and all I can say is, I cannot look at Jaejoong the same way before.
You could say I'm crazy for feeling this way for a certain Pop Idol in my age. I'm already 25 and yet I behave like an idol-crazed teenager. I don't know, I've always been like this since I started fangirling at age 10, Spice Girls, Backstreet Boys, Hanson era. I've always believe that "once a fangirl, will always be a fangirl." <-- can't remember where I got this from :p but anyway, going back to the Jaejoong story, yes, he isn't my bias anymore.
I know I've said cheesy things, like he'll always be my no.1 and blah blah.. but yeah, things turn differently, when someone you loved and adored so dearly disappointed you so much :(. If any Kim Jaejoong, Hero Jaejoong fans would come across here and read this blog entry, she could definitely guess why this happened to me. All I can say is, when that love and adoration reached its ending, it didn't happen instantly. It was more like a process.
My love for Jaejoong is still there, of course, it doesn't go away suddenly, right? Most especially, being emotionally attached to him for one year, though, it isn't as intense as it used to be.
