The Gifts...

these are the gifts I received from my
friends :) So happy to have them all and yes of course, in return I gave back something to my friends.

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Happy 30th Birthday Aiba!

Wish you all the best in this world~ I love you Mr. Sunshine.

The Beginning by ONE OK ROCK (Rurouni Kenshin Live Action Movie OST)

I'm totally addicted to this song! It plays at the end of Rurouni Kenshin. At dahil diyan, crush ko na si Taka (vocalist) of ONE OK ROCK. He really reminds me of Brandon Boyd, circa Drive (2001) :') . 

Just give me a reason 

To keep my heart beating 

Don’t worry it’s safe right here in my arms 

As the world falls apart around us 

All we can do is hold on, hold on 

Take my hand 

And bring me back 

I risk everything if it’s for you 

I whisper into the night 

Telling me it’s not my time and don’t give up 

I’ve never stood up before this time 

Demo yuzurenai mono itta kono te wo hanasanai 

So stand up, stand up (Just gotta keep on running) 

Wake up, wake up (Just tell me how I can) 

Never give up 

Kuru wa shimi hodo setsunai 

Just tell me why baby 

They might call me crazy 

For saying I’d fight until there is no more 

Fureri wo fukunda senkougankou wa kankakiteki shoudou 

Blinded, I can’t see the end 

So where do I begin? 

Say another word, I can't hear you 

The silence between us 

Nanimo nai you ni utsuteru dake 

I take this chance that I make you mine 

Tada kakusenai mono kattate yori misekakete 

So stand up, stand up (Just gotta keep on running) 

Wake up, wake up (Just tell me how I can) 

Never give up 

Kanashimi to setsunasa 

Just give me a reason 

To keep my heart beating 

Don’t worry it’s safe right here in my arms 

Kudaketenaide saite jita kono omoi wa 

So blinded I can’t see the end 

Look how far we made it 

The pain i can’t escape it 

Kono mamajya mada owarase koto wa dekinai deshou 

Nando kutabarisou demo kuchi hateyou tomo owariwanaisa 

So where do I begin? 

Nigirishimeta ushinawanu youni to 

Te wo hirogereba koboreochisou de 

Ushinau mono nado nakatta hibino dasei wo sutete…kimi wo 

Just tell me why baby 

They might call me crazy 

For saying I’d fight until there is no more 

Fureri ukanda senkougankou wa kangakiteki shoudou 

Blinded, I can’t see the end 

Look how far we made it 

The pain i can’t escape it 

Kono mamajya mada owaraseru koto wa dekinai deshou 

Nando kutabarisou demo kuchi hateyou tomo owariwanaisa 

It finally begins..

Rurouni Kenshin Live Action Movie

Gaaaah! Til now, hindi pa rin ako maka-get over sa Rurouni Kenshin live action movie! It was sooooo good,  so wonderful, soooo great soooooooo..... I cannot find the right words to describe the movie! Himura Kenshin is the besssssssssssst! Sobrang asteeg talaga. And I just fell in love with him all over again! Sato Takeru is so good as Himura Kenshin. I totally love him na!

If you're a big fan of the manga and the anime, you really should watch this movie. You'll get your penny's worth. I just love all the fight scenes. Grabe, wala talaga akong ma-say! Ang bongga! Heto nga at paulit-ulit lang itong sinasabi ko. hehehe. Gusto kong siyang ulit-ulitin kaya lang wala akong budjey :'(

At dahil high na high pa rin ako hanggang ngayon sa Rurouni Kenshin, I'm watching the anime again ^_^.

Insecurity Attacks

Ito na naman yung mga panahon na inaatake ako ng matinding insecurity. There was this girl (from the Arashi fandom) who posted on my FB page that she got my book and she'll PM me raw with her thoughts about my novel. I replied to her comment, at ang sabi ko: "Thanks, and sana kahit pano ma-enjoy mo yung book." And then kaninang umaga, nag-reply siya sa comment ko, and said "well… not entirely." So ayun, dahil sa comment nya parang doomsday ang feeling ko. Bigla akong inatake na naman ng insecurity. Well, lagi ko naman naiisip na hindi ma-appreciate ng iba ang nobelang sinulat ko. Tanggap ko naman talaga na hindi ako magaling. Kaya lang siyempre, nalulungkot pa rin ako sa pakiramdam na wala naman palang natuwa sa isinulat ko. The "what's the point of writing?" question was bugging me again ~.~.

I really want to be a “magaling” na writer like my idols (Vanessa, Mandie Lee (Yumi Sagara), Rose Tan, Sheena Rose and J.R.R Tolkien (kung mas ambisyosa pa) and all these sikats and magagaling na manunulat. But I know mga 48 years pa bago mangyari iyon o bago ako lumevel sa kanila. Bakit kasi hindi kasing rich ng utak nila ang utak ko? Bakit hirap na hirap akong magsulat ng maganda?

Minsan tuloy, naiisip ko talaga na i-give up na lang ito. But then, no matter how many times I've said this, I always keep on coming back to writing. Isa ito sa mga bagay na hindi ko kayang hindi gawin o hindi balikan. I know I'm not good at marami pa akong kakaining bigas para gumaling sa pagsusulat pero minsan naiinip ako. Kasi gustong-gusto ko nang gumaling magsulat pero hindi naman ako magaling T^T. And that frustrates me more. Ack :| .

Hindi ko alam kung ilan ang nakabasa na ng libro ko. At sa mga iyon hindi ko alam kung nagustuhan nila o gusto nilang itapon ang libro. Haay. Although, may nag-message naman sa akin sa FB na nagustuhan daw niya ang story ni Shinji. At sobrang natuwa ako run. The feeling was so overwhelming. Pero bukod sa kanya wala nang nag-PM saken. LOL.

Siguro nga masasabing feelingera ako kasi, hindi ko rin maalis sa utak ko na gusto kong magkaroon ng "taga-hanga" or FANS. Ang sarap siguro kasi ng feeling ng may humahanga sa'yo and yung feeling na may napasaya kang tao dahil sa isinulat mo. Pero malamang mga after 10 years bago ako magkaroon ng "fans". HAHA! Or that would never happen ever.

Basta ang dream ko ngayon ay makapagsulat ng maraming libro (kung kakayanin ko) at maging katulad ni J.R.R Tolkien #ambisyosa . I'm just kidding. I know I wouldn't be in Sir Tolkien's level. So, my goal for next year is to write and write and write... hmm... At least 5 manuscripts and that 5 MS are all approved. Ayan, hindi ko na tinaasan ang goal ko, Kasi alam kong imposibleng makapagsulat ako ng mas marami pa diyan. lol. Ang 126 pages na pocketbook sa’ken ay inaabot ng 3 months bago ko maigapang.

My other wish is for JJ's story to be approved *crossing fingers*.

-Yaney Matsumoto-

TOM HIDDLESTON

I always see Tom Hiddleston on tumblr. He seems so really popular and I got curious. I watched Avengers movie to check him out and I instantly fell in love with LOKI ♥. I googled more about him and now, I understand why he's popular in the female population and I can say that I'm smitten by him. I'd watched Midnight in Paris last Friday and he's a decent actor I must say. I wish to watch some of his movies when I get the time. But for the mean time, I'll stalk him on twitter :) .

It's December...

yep.

Time flies really so fast! It's December again and we're about to end the year 2012. Pero sa lahat yata ng December or Christmas season na narasan ko in my 26 years of existence, ito na yata ang December na pang-summer ang klima. It's supposed to be cold and chilly already, pero ang init-init pa rin!

Anyways, since it's December na nga, let's make way of December! It's the time of Christmas parties, gift-givings, reunions and whatnot. And this time of the year, ngayon lang punong-puno ang weekends schedules ko. Imagine, para na akong celebrity sa dami ng rampa ko for this month! XD

What's so good about this season? Siyempre ang walang katapusang chibugan (mapigilan ko sana ang self ko) and of course ang matatanggap na regalo! I've already told my friends of my wishlist so I'm just waiting for the day of the gift-giving :D .

I've so many things to accomplish for this month. I'd already posted this from my previous blog entry but here they are again:

1. Finish watching The Tudors.
2. The Vampire Diaries and Sherlock marathon.
3. Read tons of books.
4. Watch Henry Cavill, Christian Bale, Ben Barnes and Tom Hiddleston (my new Brit crush) movies.
5. I want to write again.... but that depends on my mood and my willingness to write Curtis's story. I need to plot and outline his story para hindi ako maligaw. I tried writing a chapter for his story when I had an overnight writing session with my friend last weekend but I find it #EpicFail. Hindi ako natuwa sa sinulat ko. It's not what I wanted to happen, eh. So yeah, I'll erase my chapter one and make a new one. Iyong ikakatuwa ko. LOL.

I hope I could do all the things listed here. GANBARIMASU!

-Yaney-

Happy 32nd Birthday Riida!

May you have more birthdays to come! I will forever support you. And you'll always be the greatest and most awesome Riida in the whole wide universe :D

New Look...

yuzzz.

Dahil hindi na naman ako mapakali sa hitsura nitong blog ko, I've changed it for the nth time. I cannot count in my fingers on how many times I'd changed my template. I sucked at doing HTMLs of whatever kaya ganito lang ang nakayanan ko. CHARRR. It's so simple and I hate it. I wanted to have cute and very nice template for this blog pero bobo ako sa pag-aayos ng mga anik-anik na ganyan.

I'd just finished watching episode 8 of The Tudors. Two more episodes to go and I'm almost there towards the ending of the first season. I'm quite addicted to this series. It has a lot of Henry Cavill porn! LOL. And I'm loving it! I'm such a pervert, I know. But what can I do? Henry is so effing hot, I cannot!!!!

Anyway, I don't know what else to say. I'm so sleepy, so I shall sleep now! Mornights! =)

Gives You Hell

I'm currently addicted to this song by The All-American Rejects. Actually, it's one of my favorite songs from the band, circa 2008. I just started listening to The All-American Rejects again when one of my favorite flailing buddy on twitter, tweeted their videos and songs 2 weeks ago. And then I remember I used to be a fan of their music.

                                                                  "Gives You Hell"

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell

When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell

You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell

Yatta!!

Whew!
I finally submitted JJ's story last Tuesday!!! It took me almost 3 months to finish his story (finished it last October 19, 2012). And after that I sent it to two of my friends to read and beta-read it of some sort. So when they were done reading it, they sent it back to me and I started editing my MS and then sent it. Hopefully, he'll get approved *crossing fingers*

Now, I can stop thinking about JJ and Louise. I have more time do the things that I was dying to do! I can now read E-books, John Grisham books and marathon The Tudors, The Vampire Diaries and Sherlock. Or I might start writing a new story... Curtis's story :D



-Yaney-

Trivia! Trivia!

Dahil usong-uso ito sa mga writers ngayon, makiki-uso ako XD.

Bawat writers, I believe before nila umpisahan sulatin ang mga istorya nila meron at meron silang mga inspirations for their heroes and heroines. And yep, myself included. Before I'd create a "perfect hero" for my story, iniimagine ko na sa isip ko what would he be like and what does he look like. Just like the hero from my very first published novel Tatta Hitotsu No Koi from PHR.


☆☆☆☆ SHINJI SERIZAWA ☆☆☆☆

-- He's a Half Japanese- Half Filipino. Dahil love na love ko ang mga Hapon, I decided to make a hero na Half-Japanese.

Age: 27 - hindi ko ata nabanggit sa story kung ilang taon na talaga siya. pero sa isip ko 27 years old siya in present time.

Profession: Musician. Lead vocalist of the rockband, Vampyres.

Where I got his name?

--- His name came from one of the Kimura Takuya drama I've watched on TV wayback in College. yung isang character do'n na younger brother ng bidang babae at partner ni KimuTaku, his name was "Shinji" and was played by my Japanese actor crush, Takenouchi Yutaka. Cute na cute ako sa name na Shinji kaya ginamit ko siya. And as for the surname naman, I got it from the character Ikuta Toma played in Maou. He was named there Naoto Serizawa. Naghahanap ako ng Japanese surname na babagay sa name ni Shinji at iyon nga! The name Shinji Serizawa was born.

--- When I first wrote Shinji's story, crush na crush ko nung mga time na yun si Hyde, the vocalist of L`Arc~en~Ciel at Shou ng Alice Nine. For me, Shinji is a cross between Hyde and Shou.


☆☆☆☆ ERIKA ANGELES ☆☆☆☆

Age: 24 - hindi ko rin yata nabanggit how old she is in the present time pero nasabi kong 16 years old siya nung time na nagtapat ng wagas na pag-ibig sa kanya si Shinji, 8 years ago.

Profession: Marketing Officer sa Events organizing company ng mommy niya. And yes, she's also a frustrated romance novelist. Do'n sa original MS na una kong pinasa sa PHR, Erika works in her dad's company. Nagbago din ang mga iyon nang ipa-revise saken ang story na'to.

Where I got her name?

Since, Half-Japanese ang hero ko, gusto ko ang partner niya may Japanese name din na papasa rin for a Filipino. I chose "Erika", since name din iyon ng dalawang favorite Japanese actresses ko, Sawajiri Erika and  Toda Erika.

--- hindi ako masyadong nagbabanggit kung ano ang physical characteristics ng heroine ko sa bawat istorya na sinulat ko. Ewan ko lang, sakto na saken yung basta maganda si girl. Mas feel ko kasi yung dine-describe or detailed kung ano ang hitsura ng hero :)
-- wala rin akong visual peg for Erika.

Supporting Characters:

Rachel-- Erika's friend and a fan of the Vampyres. Sa original MS, hindi Rachel ang name niya, but Chenna. I changed her name, wala lang. Kasi may feeling ako na pag reject/revision novel ko pag inayos ko at pinalitan ang pangalan ng some of the characters eh, ma-approve yun.

Vampyres:

Curtis Feliciano-- Lead guitarist
Drew Alarcon-- Bassist
Radley Jimenez-- Drummer

--- originally, I have plans to write each of the Vampyres' members respective story. I actually have written a few chapters of Drew's story. Last year yata iyon, but I left it hanging. Pag sinipag ako, tatapusin ko ang story niya. And Curtis has already appeared in 2(?) of my stories that were never submitted to any publishing. Wala lang, ever since eh, naging character ko na siya at naisipan ko siyang isama sa story ni Shinji. Actually, siya ang plano kong next hero for a new story that I wanted to write. Kino-conceptualize ko pa nga lang ang story niya but I already have a heroine for him :)

Alessandra Meneses-- the international fashion model. cousin of the owner of the Vampyres record company. one of the girls na naka-affair ni Shinji when he & Erika lost in touch for 8 years. My inspiration for her was Alessandra Ambrosio. Sa original MS of 2010, hindi Alessandra ang pangalan niya kundi Keiko Kimura. Half-Japanese na ex-gf ni Shinji.

--- I've already posted here ang nangyari sa story ni Shinji before it was published. I made a "major" revision of his story. Maraming scenes, details at kung anik-anik na nabago from the original manuscript I submitted in 2010.  Pero ang hindi lang nabago dun ay yung katotohanan na ever since ay patay na patay na si Shinji kay Erika.

--- The Japaneses phrases that were used in the novel, some of those alam ko na because basic lang naman iyon. yung iba naman, with the help of the ever reliable Mr. Google.

--- And yes, just like what I said in the dedication page of my book, it's all THANKS to Nino's song Niji. Kung hindi talaga dahil sa kantang iyon ay hindi ko matatapos ang nobelang iyon. Buong magdamag na iyon at iyon lang ang pinakinggan ko habang pilit na tinatapos ko siyang sulatin.

 Mahirap ang pinagdaanan namin nitong si Shinji, but it was all worth-it kasi it's finally approved and then published :D .

Disclaimer: I think I have to say this. Sa mga kaibigan ko na nakabasa ng pocketbook ko, isang malaking NO. hindi ako ang bida sa nobelang iyan, PRAMIS! XD


-Yaney Matsumoto-

Current Obsession ver.2.0 : Beautiful Distraction ♥

OH MY FUCKING GAAD!!!

as Charles Brandon, The Duke of Suffolk
in The Tudors

I have a new crush! And he's non-other than Henry Cavill, a 29 year old Bristish actor. I haven't swooned over any Hollywood actor for the longest time because I'm busy ogling and adoring Japanese idols, but these past few days after discovering Henry, I can't help drooling, swooning and obsessing over him. Well, you can't blame me. Every. Piece. Of. Him. is very DELECTABLE.

as Melot in Tristan + Isolde

So as of the moment, Asian Idols don't exist in my world. /HAHAHA
As of now, I won't say that I'm officially his fan but I'm officially head over heels in lust with him /LOL . I haven't watched any of his works. But I have plans of watching "The Tudors", I already have the copy of the first season. I've heard that he was great in that series! And he had a lot of, excuse me, convincing sex (scenes). Isn't that a must watch?

Oh and I must not forget to include that he's the next Superman (so glad that they get rid of the awkward red underwear outside the costume) which will premiere 2013.06.13. Among all  Superheroes, Superman is my favorite, so yeah, I'm definitely going to watch it next year :)

1st PHR Novel : Tatta Hitotsu No Koi (My One And Only Love)

yay! finally after 48 years my very first novel from Precious Hearts Romances is finally out! I didn't really expect na 3 months after siya ma-approve saka siya lalabas akala ko next year pa. Kaya I'm soooo happy!!! Kinikilig ako sobra.

Tatta Hitotsu no Koi (My One & Only Love) → ayon sa aking friend eh, ang literal translation ay "Just One Love".

"I've always thought that someday
you're going to be mine."

here's the teaser :

Erika was a frustrated romance writer. Lahat ng manuscripts niya ay pawang mga reject! Dumagdag pa sa mga isipin niya ang pagkakatuklas niya sa pangangaliwa ng kanyang nobyo. Dahil doon ay hindi gumagana ang muses niya at hindi siya makapagsulat. Aba! Hindi dapat nangyayari iyon sa kanya! Paano na ang pangarap niyang maging isang prolific writer?
So, to aid her dilemmas, nagdesisyon siyang magbakasyon sa kanilang probinsiya para makalimutan ang heartache niya at makapagsulat uli ng bagong nobela. Ngunit hindi niya inaasahan ang nadatnan niya roon. Walang iba kundi si Shinji Serizawa—ang half Japanese-half Filipino vocalist ng sikat na rock band na Vampyres. They used to be the best of friends pero dahil sa pagtatapat nito ng damdamin sa kanya seven years ago, nailang na siya rito, dahilan para iwasan at layuan niya ito.
Yes, he was the same thoughtful friend she had ngunit napapansin niya na tila nag-iiba na ang tingin niya rito mula nang muli silang magkasama. Hindi na rin isang kapatid ang tingin niya rito, katulad ng pagtingin niya rito noon. Hindi kaya nagkakaroon na siya ng malisya rito? At mukhang siya na ngayon ang nagkakagusto rito. Pero ang sabi nito, kalimutan na niya ang ipinagtapat nito sa kanya noon. Hala! Paano na ang puso niya?


Grab a copy and happy reading! ^_^
Note: natatawa na natutuwa ako sa napiling cover. Eh, si Lee Joon Gi ba naman ang gamitin eh. / LOL

I want to have an Angel's wings.

one of my biggest frustrations in life is to be one of the Victoria's Secret Angels for one day.

I would love to wear an Angel's wings. That would be awesome :D

i remember the boy (but i don't remember the feelings anymore)

Note: cross-posted from my Multiply, written last June 24, 2009

dahil sa lintik na memorabilia ng aming sintang paaralan--PUP, nakita ko ang napaka-pamilyar na mukha ng lalaking minsan kong hinangaan. it was two years ago since i graduated from college, at lahat ng mga lalaking nagpakilig sa akin noon ay binaon ko na sa limot (me ganun?!)

baket nagbabalik na naman ang mga alaalang ito? there was this particular guy whom i admit i had the biggest crush ever! as in ever. he was a year older than me, i was in my 3rd year in college and he's in fourth year ( we have the same course by the way), so nagulat ako nung batchmate ko pala siya nung 2007. napagiwanan siya ng mga kaklase niya na naunang grumaduate sa kanya nung 2006. anyway, baket nga nagbabalik ang nilalang na ito? ewan ko ba sa mga kaibigan ko kung baket nila binabalik ang nakaraan, like duh? wala na akong gusto sa kanya! as in wala na. oo minsan ay naging parte siya ng aking di masyadong makulay na college life in terms sa lovelife pero matagal na akong tapos sa kanya (me ganun?! as if naman nagkaroon kame ng relasyon?) ahaha. at sa tagal na ng panahon ngayon ko lang nalaman ang birthday niya at complete address. hahaha, kung nagkataon na deads parin ako sa rakistang ito hahaha, malamang nagdidiwang na ako ngaun. at ito namang magaling kong mga friendships eh updated sa pag-ibig fund ng chuvalyen tienes na ito(with matching place and address ng opisina ni TJ Han kahawig daw siya ni Jo Hyun Jae sa only you korean) --si donna ay nagwo-work sa pag-ibig. at tawa naman ako ng tawa kahapon sa loob ng mercury drug ng ma-received ko ang text ni red at sinabi pa kung magkano ang payslip ng kumag sa isang cut-off last june 14 raw take note with complete name yan ha! hahaha.

ang masasabi ko lang, minahal ko siya noon maglaway siya ngaun. bwahahaha. pumatol
kasi siya sa babaitang may bangaw sa mukha ( hindi ako bitter niyan!)

ika nga ni red: ang nakaraan ay masarap na lang balikan at PAGTAWANAN.

yes... at katulad ng linya sa kantang inawit ni lea salonga, i remeber the boy (the rakista boy) but i dont remeber the feelings anymore. (me ganun?!)

tagged me

Note: cross-posted from my multiply, written lastJune 26, 2009.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.

B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

tagged by: i just found this in the internet.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?


>nasan naman ang lover ko? as of now wala akong lover ngunit kung meron man,a ng masasabi ko lang pakshyet ka! hayup! haha. let's cross the bridge when we get there.


2. What if you got trapped with a very annoying person


--ay ewan ko. basta wag lang niya kong iinisin at makakatikim xa saken ng dyombag!


3. What's your take on pre-marital SEX? pre-martial sex? ah, for me hindi ako payag diyan kaya lang sa panahon naten ngaun hindi na maiwasan ng iba. pero mas maganda pa rin na gawin "un" after marriage.


What is your most annoying habit/s ?


> i'm not aware eh.


4. Are you confused as to what life's ahead of you?


>no. ika nga ng kanta ng incubus, whatever tomorrow brings i'll be there. so yun :)

5. What's your ideal lover like?
UMMMM....AHHHH....OHHH.. (SO KELANGAN ME GANUNG MOMENT?) HEHE, MY IDEAL LOVER HAS TO HAVE A WASH BOARD STOMACH, LONG KINDA WAVY HAIR, A KISSABLE LIPS AND KNOWS HOW TO PLEASE ME IN BED...HUWAAT? BAKET PANG X-RATED ANG SAGOT KO? HAHAHA.


6. Number??


> number san? 8 or 15.


7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?


--no? bakit pa? marami namang iba diyan. hindi ako magaaksaya ng oras at panahon sa taong ayaw at walang gusto saken. bahala xa sa buhay niya. hindi ako martyr eh.


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

>so anu pa nga ba ang magagawa ko kundi ang agawin xa siya sa dyowa niya. hahaha. kung ang asawa naagaw pa ang boyfriend pa kaya?-- yan ang motto namen nung mga friends kong lukring ahaha. heheh.


 9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?


> yes. the sudden demise of the king of pop michael jackson.


10. What do you want most in life?


---pera. uber hot boyfriend (naman.hahaha.) world peace :) pang miss universe na sagot.





11. Why the sky is blue?


> dahil gusto ni Lord na blue ang color ng sky. heheh.

IF GIVEN A CHANCE, WHERE WOULD YOU SPEND YOUR VACATION?


> sa tokyo, japan dahil love ko talaga ang japanese culture, sa buong japan gusto ko pumunta.

13. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
XEMPRE NAMAN SINGLE AND RICH. HAHAHA. BIBILI NA LANG AKO NG ASAWA. PWEDE BA UN?

14. Would you commit faithfully to a relationship?
HAI!!! GIVEN A CHANCE WHY NOT? AT HINDI NAMAN AKO TAKSIL.

15. IF 2 PEOPLE FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, WHO WOULD YOU PICK?
-- KUNG SINO ANG MAS MAYAMAN, MAS MATANGKAD, MAS GUWAPO XA ANG PIPILIIN KO. AHAHA. NAPAKA-AMBISYOSA KO TALAGA.

16. WHAT TYPE OF FRIEND WOULD YOU LIKE?
SOMEONE NA MAKAKASUNDO KO. OKAY KASAMA. HINDI NAMAN AKO CHOOSY SA PAGHAHANAP NG FRIENDS. BASTA FEEL KITA, UUBRA TAUNG FRIENDS.



i tag all my friends here in multiply who have read this blog. feel free to answer this questions. tnx for reading

Catch Me~ by TVXQ

Here yeah, here yeah!

Popular South Korean duo TVXQ has released their newest Korean single, "Catch Me". It was out yesterday, September 24, 2012.

This is their MV for Catch Me (the carrier single with the same name of their new Korean album).



What can I say? Hmmm... I only watched the MV once today. To be really honest I'm a bit disappointed of the song. Well, it's just that this kind of music isn't my type. I'm not saying the song is bad. Some fans might like it, you know? We just have different tastes.  But I have high hopes for the other tracks after listening to some of the few from Omona at LJ.

But anyway, I'm really happy for TVXQ's Korean comeback :D !

Nakakairita!!!

Grrrr.

Heto na naman ang pagtatampururot ko kay Jun. Eh, kasi naman 2 weeks ago may wedding rumors siya again with Mao Inoue. And according to the rumor, by the end of this year, December nga, the two will announce their marriage. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???!!! Nakakabuwiset na balita. When I first read the article, nainis ako bigla. Hindi kay Mao, kundi sa mga loyal and diehard shippers ng couple na yan.  So 2005 pa yang issue na “together”/ “dating” kuno sila.  Why those shippers  keep on pressing the two to be together? But then, shippers nga, eh.  Natural, ipagpipilitan nilang i-pair ang dalawang ‘yan to feed their fantasies. I know the feeling.  But ugh! Nakakabuwiset talaga.

To be really honest, I’m not yet ready if MatsuJun got married this year or even after five years.  Noooo way! This is really selfish of me but I couldn’t help feeling this way! He shouldn’t get married at this point of his career, at the height of Arashi’s popularity. If you’re really a MatsuJun fan, you get what I mean. After Akanishi Jin stunt earlier this year, I don’t think Jun’s agency will allow any of the Johnny’s boys to get married. Not this time. Baka ten years after pa! LMAO!!!!

At dahil sa issue na ‘yan, nag-away ulet kami ni Jun. Di ko tuloy siya pinapansin ngayon. Damay rin ang bandmates nya. LOL!  At sume-sugue tuloy ako ulet ngayon kay Jaejoong! Balik ulet sa kabit? HAHAHA!

Basta naiinis ako kay Jun :( .

Favorite Teen Movie

Dahil wala akong magawa kahapon at tinamad akong tapusin ang panonood ng Arashi Live Tour Beautiful World, napagtrip-an kong panoorin ulet (via VCD #oldschool) ang favorite teen flick ever ko: "She's All That".

13 years ago nung ipalabas ito. And it's really one of my most favorite romantic-comedy teen movies. The lead characters were also my favorite actors/actresses: Freddie Prinze Jr. and   Rachael Leigh Cook. They look so good together that I shipped them so hard before (di pa nga lang ako pamilyar sa term na "shipping" nung 1999) ♥. 

It brought so much memories from my childhood. Tandang-tanda ko pa no'ng panoorin namin ito ng classmate/kaibigan ko nung first year highschool kami. Shortened period lang yata kami nun at maaga kaming pinauwi kaya after ng class namin sa umaga, diretso na kami ng mga friendships ko sa Sta. Lucia East Grand Mall. Dahil mura pa ang sine nun, 35 lang ang deluxe, nilibre ko yung isang friend ko na gusto ring mapanood yung movie na 'to. At dahil may baong kanin at piniñahang manok ang friend ko, yun ang kinain namin sa sinehan. LOL. nakaraos din. 

Nakaka-miss talaga ang 90s. It was the best era for me. Be it on movies or music. I still remember yung OST ng movie na 'to, yung "Kiss Me" by Sixpence None The Richer. Super favorite ko 'yan nung 1999. 

Arashi 5x13 !!

Happy 13th Anniversary boys!
Please continue to make storm all over the world~ I'll always be here to support you :) I love you ♥

One Shot -The Special Night

originally posted from multilply, dated August 18, 2010. this was my gift for myself for my 24th birthday :p

*so it was my birthday and I'm having ecchi tots and this is what I end up. Lol.



Title: The Special Night
Author: matsuyaney
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi x Original Character x Matsumoto Jun
Genre: Romance/Smut
Beta Read: Tin Dichoso
Rating: NC-17 definitely not for minors.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Ohno and Jun… I want them tho… someday….
Summary: It was Matsumoto Jun’s girlfriend Yaney-chan’s birthday but sadly he can’t be with her, so she goes on a fishing trip with Ohno Satoshi instead.

A/N: my first try to write smut. Not sure if I did it right.


“Ohayou, Satoshi-kun,” Yaney-chan bowed and greeted the leader of Arashi as soon as she opened the door of her apartment.


“Ohayou!” Ohno greeted her as well and smiled shyly at her. He came to pick her up.


She got a phone call from the leader of Arashi the other day, asking if she could go with him on his fishing day. The two got along pretty well. Though Yaney haven’t met the rest of Arashi yet, she had met Ohno before she had even met Jun. Ohno asked her a lot of times if he can go with him fishing whenever the three of them were together.

As a novelist, she thought should go outside once in awhile to discover fresh ideas that she could use on creating a new story. She hibernated on her apartment for a month for she was too busy writing her newest manuscript. She had already finished that and she thought this day would be the best time to bond with Satoshi-kun. So, she agreed on his invitation.


 “I’m glad your offer’s still open.” She told him. She was clad in a simple baby pink tee, khaki shorts and sneakers.

Ohno took her bag from her. “I never thought that this day will come. I was asking you and Jun a lot of times already but the two of you always decline my invitation.”

They walked down the stairs and didn’t use the elevator of the building of her apartment. “Well, I got burnt out from writing and I need a break. And Jun’s busy with his work I can’t ask him to be with me today. Though, I really want to be with him…” she said with a bit of sadness in her voice. “But I know it’s impossible because I know how demanding his work is.” She looked away from Ohno when she said that.


There was a pang of pain in her heart. They were not seeing each other for almost a month now, since the start of his getsu9 drama. The last time they were together was the date they had when they celebrated their one hundred days of being a couple. She only got to see him when she turned on her TV. They also rarely spoke to each other; he would only call her if he got his breaks from filming. She understood his situation… their situation.

“It’s hard for us idols to go out with someone we really like. It’s difficult for us to be in a relationship,” Ohno said. “That’s the sad thing about being an Arashi.”

Yaney saw the emotion that flickered in his eyes as he said that. She just couldn’t name what it was.

Meeting Jun and being in a relationship with him was one of the best things that had happened in her life. “Well, I can’t do anything about it Satoshi-kun, right. You guys are on the peak of your career and I’m not the type of girlfriend who will ask Jun to choose between me and his job. I’m happy the way we are right now but I can’t help myself feeling sad sometimes.” Their set up was too tricky for he was not allowed by his agency to date publicly.

What made her sad even more was the fact Jun couldn’t be with her today for her birthday.

Ohno put her bag in the trunk together with his fishing equipments. She got inside the car when he opened the door for her.

“Ne, you shouldn’t be making the sad face. Smile. It’s your birthday, remember?” He lightly pinched her cheek. “I want you to enjoy the place I’ll be taking you.” He said and then he started the engine.

She managed a smile. “Hai.” Why would she let her mind trained with Jun and the complications of dating him? She cocked her head sideways. Her mind should be on the fishing trip with Riida. And besides it’s her birthday she must only think of happy thoughts.

“I’ll make sure that you’ll get to enjoy my hobby.” He looked on the road before them.“Since when did you start driving? As far as I know, it was only you who doesn’t have a driver’s license.” She chuckled.

Ohno laughed. “I’ll be turning thirty this year; it’s about time I know how to drive.

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Yaney was tired from the fishing activity they did that day. Ohno did not fail to do his promise. He even taught her how to catch a Meguro. She enjoyed the place he took her and he saw it with his eyes.

She had fallen asleep on the passenger seat when they reached Tokyo. It was already ten PM. His phone rang. “Ohno desu.”

“Riida… are you still with Yaney-chan?” Jun asked on the other line.

“Hai!” he took a glance at the sleeping Yaney-chan beside him. “We’re on Tokyo now. I’ll be dropping her off to her apartment.”

“Ne, Riida, can you drop her off to my apartment instead?” said the younger man.

“Sure.”

“Thanks.”

The line went dead.

He glanced at Yaney-chan once again and a bitter smile appeared on his lips… I wish I was him…

Ohno stopped the car in front of Jun’s apartment building when they got there. He got off from his seatbelt and shook Yaney’s shoulder lightly. “Ne, Yaney-chan, wake up. We’re here.”

Yaney opened her eyes slowly. “Satoshi…” she sat up straight and rubbed her eyes.

Ohno saw Jun waiting outside of the building.

A knot formed on Yaney’s forehead when she noticed that it wasn’t the building of her apartment. “This is not my apartment!” Yaney said, still in daze.

“Your boyfriend’s waiting for you.” He said.

As Yaney heard that, she looked at the window and gasped when she saw Jun walking towards Ohno’s car. She unbuckled her seatbelt.

They both got off his car. Yaney-chan met up with Jun half-way.

“Jun-kun!” she exclaimed excitedly.

The two shared a tight embrace. He took his eyes away from the two lovers. He couldn’t stand seeing them all mushy and sharing a kiss right before his eyes.
               
He coughed to get their attention. “I guess I have to go now.” He tried his damn best not to show the pain that was slowly eating him up.

Yaney pulled away from Jun’s arms and walked through Ohno. “Arigatou, Satoshi-kun for everything.” She bowed.

“No biggie. I’m glad I made you happy today.”]

“Riida, thanks for tagging Yaney-chan with you.” Jun said. He lightly tapped Ohno’s right shoulder.

He just grinned. “It’s getting late. You have a lot of catching up to do.” He gave a quick look at his watch. “It’s still her birthday.” He waved his hand. “Jaa!” he got on inside his car.

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“Oh my god! I forgot something in Satoshi’s car!” Yaney said.

“Forget that. Let’s get inside my house.” Jun held her by her waist and was almost dragging her to walk. They rode the lift and he pressed the button up to the floor of his apartment.

“Jun-kun, my bag is in Satoshi’s trunk.”

“Don’t worry about that. I’ll get that for you when I see him tomorrow. We have a lot of catching up to do.” He gave her a lopsided grin.

She resigned. “Okay.”

Jun’s arm was still on her waist when they reached his apartment. He immediately opened the door and they walked right in. As soon as he closed the door he shoved her behind it and pressed his body against her. She felt a light pain on her back and she was about to complain when he claimed her mouth almost desperately. He kissed her hard like he never kissed her for ages. She draped her arms on his back pulling him closer. He shoved his tongue inside her mouth. She could not control her moan as his kiss deepened. She was returning his kiss with equal fervor.

Jun grabbed her thigh and wrapped it on his hips. His hands moved freely around her body. Touching her, feeling her and kissing her all at the same time was making her head spin in ways she never imagined.

She opened her eyes in surprise when she felt the thing poking her stomach. Yaney broke away from her boyfriend’s mouth. “Chotto!”

“Nande?!” he said impatiently. His eyes filled with lust as he looked at her. His eyes couldn’t deny his desire for her.

“I… I think…” How should I say it? “Why don’t we eat first? I’m hungry.”

“Is that it?” he asked a bit dismayed.

She shook her head. “No.”

“Then what is it? Is there something bothering you?”

She heaved a sigh. It was hard for her to breathe normally when they were in that position. And he looked so damn hot with his hair unkempt and his lips wet from her kisses. “I’m afraid we’re heading to something…” something I’ve never done before with any man.

“You’re scared to do it?” he touched her cheek. He got what she wanted to say but wasn’t able to say.

“Yes,” she blushed. She turned her gazed away from his eyes.

“Look at me.” He commanded.

She did as told. “Jun…” she swallowed. “Don’t you think it’s…umm, a bit too early for us to go beyond kissing and cuddling?” she asked shyly.

“I love you, remember that.” He said. His eyes were blazing with passion.

“I know. But I just want to let you know that… I’ve never done it with any other man. That’s why I’m scared.”

Jun held her hand and kissed her palm. “You don’t have to be scared. I promise I will not hurt you. It’s a wonderful feeling between two people in love.”

Yaney saw the sincerity in his eyes. His eyes though filled with lust, there was love written there. She stroked his face and traced his lips with her fingers. “You know how much I love you… If there’s one man I’m willing to give myself with it’s you Matsumoto Jun.”

“I promised I won’t hurt you.” He whispered on her ear. He claimed her mouth once again and kissed her savagely.

He took her to his room without breaking the kiss and he placed her on top of his bed. They continued kissing like it was the last day they’ll live on earth. His hands became busy by caressing every part of her even when she was still fully clothed. He stroked the sides of her back teasingly. A moan escaped from her lips with his every touch. Excitement filled her. His mouth moved down to her throat, to her earlobes biting her skin not so gently.

“Jun…” she said as she felt his hands from her thigh then crawled inside her shorts touching the most sensitive part of her body.

Jun stopped kissing her. “Let’s get rid of this, okay?” he was eyeing at her clothes.

She nodded. Her mind was filled with lust just like him.

He began undressing her. He first released her from her shirt almost ripping it in two. Then his hand went from behind her and managed to unhook her bra… her upper body was exposed to him and she saw him gulped upon seeing her breasts. She covered herself with her arms.

“Don’t! I wanna see you.” He removed her hands and he cupped her breasts with both his hands. He grinned smugly. “From now on these are mine. Only mine.” He said possessively.

“Don’t you think you are being so possessive?”

“I am possessive when it comes to you.” His hand was replaced by his mouth as he took one erect nipple. His other hand was massaging her left breast.


She was clutching hard on the collar of his shirt as his mouth played on with her breast. “Hmm… I’m still in my shorts… Jun-kun.” She said between gasps.

“Oh I forgot!” He giggled. He stripped her shorts and pulled it down impatiently together with her purple lacy bikini. “Purple!” he exclaimed as he threw her underwear without care across the room.

“It’s my favorite color even before I met you.” She giggled.

“You look good in purple. But you look best wearing nothing.” He grinned. “It’s not fair, Yaney-chan. Undress me.” He was smirking.

“W-what?”

“Undress me. I undress you then you have to undress me.” He stood in front of her.

“Do I have to? Maji de?” her eyes got bigger.

Jun nodded. He took her hand and guided it to his shirt. Her hands were shaking as she pulled up his shirt from his head. She noticed that there was an improvement of his body. He became leaner than before. Afterwards she shifted to the buckles of his belt and unbuttoned the fly of his jeans and freed him from his pants. She was a bit shocked seeing his proud member pulsating against his boxers. Is that for real? She swallowed.

“What are you going to do with this?” he asked. He was holding the garter of his boxers. “Pull this down so we can move on to the next stage.”

“You’re making me crazy.” She muttered. Her hand flew to his boxers and gently pulled it down.

Now he was naked just like her. Seeing him made her nervous all the more. She blinked her eyes. Can I take him? He’s so big…

“Don’t go crazy yet… we’re just about to start.” He winked.

He leaned on her and gently pushed her down on her back on the bed. He kissed her hungrily again and again. His hands and mouth would take turn on outlining the curves of her body. She growled when he slipped one finger inside her. He glided it in and out expertly. He was doing it so good she couldn’t help giving out a loud moan.

“You’re… you’re doing it so good… Jun…” Her back was arching up.

“I’m glad I’m making you pleased. It’s not the main course though; I’m just preparing you for the real dish.” He chuckled.

She whimpered when she felt a hot liquid wanting to explode from her. “Jun!”

“Yes, give it to me, baby!” he shouted.

She closed her eyes and grasped on his shoulder as she came.

“Are you ready for the real thing, babe?” He nudged her legs apart with his knees and he positioned himself on top of her.

She opened her eyes and was about to say yes when she felt his throbbing male seeking entrance on her center.

“Ouch!” she yelped in pain when she felt him inside her. She stopped him from moving.

“Does it hurt?” he asked worriedly.

“Of course it does!” she answered angrily. “Get off of me. I can’t do this!”

Jun let out a nervous laughed. “I can’t. We had started this and I just can’t stop.”

“But you’re hurting me!“ She whined.

He kissed her eyes and the tip of her nose. He looked deeply into her eyes. “It’ll get by, I promise you. It hurts at first but you’ll get use to it.”

“What if the pain doesn’t go away?”

“Believe me, you’ll gonna love this.” He grabbed her butt and started moving slowly. He thrust again and captured her lips and gave her wet hot kisses.

She shut her eyes when he started moving. Jun was patient giving her time to adjust to his body.

Later Yaney-chan adapted herself from his invasion. Jun’s phase became faster when she started moaning in pleasure.

“Jun… oh god…. Jun….” her fingers digging on his back. Yaney arched her back meeting Jun’s every thrusts.

He stared at the expression of her face as his move became faster and deeper with each thrust. He groaned when he felt the tightness of her wall engulfing his shaft. Jun smiled, very delighted. The couple was so into it. He continued pumping hard and deep until she felt another explosion was about to drown her. She looked into his eyes and bit her lips hard.

“Just let it go…” Jun said reassuring her.

“I’m coming… Jun…” she writhed beneath him as she reached her climax.

With one deep thrust Jun came after her, pouring his seed inside her womb. She saw his satisfaction as he closed his eyes for a moment then opened it and looked at her with a smile painted on his lips.

Their bodies still joined together. It felt awkward but she didn’t want him to let go yet. She liked the feeling of him inside her. It felt so perfect. So good. So wonderful.

“Aishiteiru yo.” He whispered, still on top of her. He wiped the sweat on her forehead.

She just smiled. “Can you get me something to drink? I’m thirsty.” Her throat was unbelievably dry from exhaustion. It’s hard for her to get up because her legs were still trembling and the thing between them was undeniably painful.

“Oh, okay.” He kissed her forehead before he released her. He got up from the bed and wore his boxers. He put the comforter over her naked body to cover her up. He walked through the door and was about to leave the room but he turned around and walked towards her.

“Ne, I forgot something,”

Her forehead formed a knot. “You aren’t naked.”

He laughed. He knelt on the carpeted floor. “I forgot to say happy birthday. But it’s not too late, right?” they both darted to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table. He grimaced when he saw that it’s already one AM. Her birthday was up.

“Oh yes, you forgot! How could you.” She pouted and slapped his cheek lightly.

“Gomen ne, Yaney-chan. I’ll make it up to you… but didn’t I do it already?” his thick brows moved up and down.

“Hah! Hentai baka!” she threw a pillow at him but he managed to dodge it.

“Haha! But seriously I’ll make up for the times I haven’t been able to spend with you…

She pressed her fingers on his mouth to keep him from talking. “I’m happy that you took time to see me today. It’s enough for me. I know how busy of an idol you are.” She beamed lovingly at him. “What we had tonight is so special I’ll keep it in my heart for the rest of my life.”


“I’m so lucky to have a girlfriend as understanding and as loving as you. Otanjoubi Omedetto.” Jun leaned on her for a kiss one last time before he left the room to get the water for her.




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One Shot: My 100th day with him

I cross post this from Multiply, since I heard that that site would be closing soon. my first attempt at writing a fanfic :p I posted this July 16th 2010 ← it's been 2 years already! I couldn't believe it!


Title: My 100th day with him
Genre: Fluff/Romance
Rating: PG
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun x Original Character
Beta: ShyUnique (^o^)/
Disclaimer: Johnny’s own Matsumoto Jun so is Arashi, I only own my scattered brain. An entire work of fiction baby XD
Author: matsuyaney
Summary: I’m not good in making one… so please bear with me m(_ _)m

She had been standing there for about 15 minutes near the fountain in Hibiya Park in Tokyo.  Once again she gazed at her keitai and flipped it. A smile formed her lips while looking at the wallpaper of her phone.  She felt fuzzy all of a sudden.  It was a picture of her and her boyfriend that was taken a few weeks ago.  In that picture, her boyfriend’s arm was wrapped around her shoulder and was about to reach her right cheek for a kiss, while his other hand was taking the image using the camera of her phone. And just by remembering the last date they had she can’t wait to see him. She missed him so damn much.
It’s been 3 weeks since they last saw each other. It was okay for her.  

Oh, she’s not the type of girlfriend who demands all of his time. She knew he was a very busy person; after all he is a top idol. His schedule was occupied with the filming and promotion of his upcoming drama, and then there’s new Arashi album, and soon they will start their concert tour in August. She’s not questioning him if he spends a little time with her and they rarely see each other.  The time they spent together even for just a day or two was enough for her. She loved him, that’s all that matters.  

She brushed her hair with her fingers and tucked some strands that blocked her eyesight behind her ears. She checked her dress to know if she wore the perfect outfit for that day. Then, she looked around her… looked at her watch… humming to one of Arashi’s songs.

Often, when they have dates outside he would wear a disguise; he would wear flashy outfits, wear fedora and dark sunglasses so no one would recognize him as the “MatsuJun” of Arashi.  Their almost four-month relationship was still unknown to the public. Of course he can’t admit it to his fans and supporters, not even to Johnny Kitagawa. No, she doesn’t complain. She knew very well what is at stake once the public know that he is going out with someone. She had prepared herself for that since the day they became a couple.


 She took a step to her right. Old couples, children playing, a lot of lovers were there but there was none of his trace. “Doko ni iru no, Jun-kun?” she asked silently. 

Jun was never late in any of their dates ever.  He would call her if he thought he can’t make it on time. It was actually the other way around. She was the one who’s usually late on their dates. 
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*A couple of hours earlier*

Jun was tapping his fingers on the table anxiously. He checked his watch.  He knew he can make it on time. He wished that the meeting would end so he could get his ass out of that studio, rush to his car and drive to Hibiya Park. God, I want to see her now. 

With that thought in mind, a smile hovered on his lips.

  He felt a bumped on his shoulder. It was Aiba-chan. “Ne, Jun-kun, you’re smiling like an idiot,” he whispered teasingly.

                Jun raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Shut up!” he hissed. He took out his phone from his pocket. He was about to give a call to his girlfriend when…

                “Matsumoto! We are in the middle of a meeting, no phone calls are allowed.” Manager-san said.

         He rolled his eyes and let out a frustrated sigh. Can’t I just hear her voice?


After thirty minutes or so the meeting has finally ended.  Jun got up from his chair right after Manager-san left the room. They did the photo shoot for Myojo magazine yesterday, He did not have any appointments in the afternoon, so he told his girlfriend he will be free after that. He wanted to be with her before his schedules become so packed next month.

                He put on his fedora, his tension rose up, he was all giddy and he can’t hide it from his friends.

The other four was observing his every move. Nino was smirking, and then he took out his DS. He didn’t notice Ohno’s bittersweet smile as he continued watching the younger man, Sho-chan who by now has a newspaper on his hand was busy looking at him, while Aiba who was sitting near Jun can’t conceal his excitement. He was probably excited about Arashi’s concert next month.

 As soon as Jun fixed himself, the grin was still there, he noticed that the guys were all eyes on him. A knot formed on his forehead as he gazed at the four. “What’s the problem?” he asked curiously.

 The room was suddenly surrounded with a pit of laughter.

“Really, what’s the problem?” he asked again. He was starting to get annoyed with their faces. He should restrain himself from getting pissed. He should not ruin his good mood.

 “Ne, Jun-kun have you seen yourself in the mirror?” Nino asked him, he glanced at him for awhile and then his eyes went back to his game.

He tilted his head. “I know I look good and fabulous.” He said arrogantly. He brushed off his vest.

“No. no, it’s not that. We already know that you are.” Sho-chan said.

 “Then what is it?”

 “You’re wearing your heart on your sleeves.” Aiba-chan said excitedly, like the way he always is.

His eyes went big. “Eh?!” Have they already known that I’m seeing someone right now?

His relationship with Yaney-chan was still secreted from his friends except from Riida. It’s not that he did not want his friends to know that his current status is “attached and unavailable”; he just wanted to be safe. The world can’t know right now, at least not now. Even if he wanted to tell the whole universe that his heart was already possessed by someone he truly loves.

He thought he will tell them sometime. Only Riida knows. He already introduced Yaney-chan to Riida two months ago, when he visited him in his apartment and apparently Yaney-chan was there.

Did Ohno tell them about it? About him and Yaney-chan?


“Ah… Ah…” he was lost for words. His brain can’t come up with a good alibi. He pressed his lips together.

“You don’t have to say a thing, Jun-kun.” Sho tapped his back. “That is, if you’re still not ready.” He added understandingly.

Nino turned off his DS and stared up on him from the couch where he was sitting beside Oh-chan who was just listening to their conversation,                
 

              “We’ve been together for ten years, ne? And now we’re on our eleventh year.  The five us practically lived our lives together. And the way you’re behaving right now, we assumed that you’re in love. You’re acting like a love-sick puppy.”  The gamer commented with a smirk.

        “Yes! I know you are in love!” Aiba almost screamed happily. He became jumpy all over. He took a few steps towards him and shook him. “Can I meet her? Can I meet her?”

Jun held Aiba’s hand and eyed him dangerously.  “Can’t you zip your mouth?”

    “Don’t talk so loud, baka!” Ohno warned Aiba.

 

Aiba’s energy died down. “I just want to meet her that’s all.”

Guilt crossed his eyes as he looked at Aiba-chan. “Gomen ne, Aiba-chan.”
               

Aiba shrugged his shoulders. "Well, it's okay if you're not ready yet to introduce her to us" his eyes were like puppy eyes

He sighed. He couldn’t hide it from his friends, could he? He trusts them.  It wouldn’t hurt if he told them about Yaney-chan. Besides, he would love it if his friends will get along with his girl. An idea popped in his head. 

“Ne, I’ve been seeing Yaney-chan for three months and two weeks now…” he started telling them where and how they met.  The other Arashi members were just listening intently to his story.

   “Ah sou ka…” Sho-chan said his head would nod with every word Jun has said.

 “Even if I haven’t met her, I know she’s cute!” Aiba exclaimed. “But how come Riida met her already and the three of us haven’t? We have to meet her Jun-kun.”

            

  Jun grinned frivolously. “You will meet her.” He reassured the tallest member of Arashi.

Nino just nodded, and went back to his game. Ohno did not make any further comment.

He gave a quick look at his watch. “Fuck! I have to get out of here soon or else she would wring my neck!” he gathered his things and opened the door. “Ja!” then he fled.


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Yaney was stomping her feet lightly on the ground. She was getting pissed by the minute.  She’d look around and pout all at the same time. She had been standing there for about twenty-five minutes! She tried her best not to sit down on the nearby bench so that her cute dress won’t get crinkled. She wanted to take off her ballet flats and wear flip flops instead.  But because she wanted to look girly and extra pretty for Jun, she decided to doll up herself even if she wasn’t really comfortable wearing those kind of clothes.

Okay, she was half pissed and half worried. What if… what if… she shook her head. She didn’t want to entertain morbid thoughts in her mind. Worry was visible in her eyes.

                Viva! Myself! Kou aritai

                Kimatte iu no wa sore bakari (yabai)

                So motto reality (yabai), ima sugu

                Sou taido de shinesanakya (ryoukai)

                …..

Her phone rings. It was Jun who set the ringing tone of her phone. He did that so she won’t miss him too much. Those were his words.

 She pushed the answer button.

“Moshi Moshi!” Jun greeted on the other line.

“You baka! Doko ni iru no?” she almost yelled at him, good thing she pulled herself up. She can’t make a scene in a public place. She did not want to humiliate herself in front of everybody.

“Gomen ne, Yaney-chan, something came up.”

“Sorry? Sorry? Is that all you can say? I’ve been waiting for you here for almost an hour! You better make a good excuse or else!” she warned.

 “Why are you being so hot headed today? I’m still here in the green room.” the sound of his voice was teasing. Like there were some naughty thoughts on his mind. She had memorized that tone of his.

She felt relieved. Now she was sure that nothing bad happened to him. But she was kinda pissed because he was still not showing up. He was the one who planned that date. He made a promise that he would make use of his free time to be with her.

She carefully listened at the background. She can’t hear the voices of Sho, Nino, Ohno nor Aiba.  Aiba talks too much. She watches a lot of Arashi’s variety shows so she can clearly recognize his voice even if she hasn’t met him in person.   If he’s still at Johnny’s she’d hear his bandmates’ voices, right?

 “Matsumoto! Where are you exactly?” she jeered and pouted prettily.

 He laughed a sexy laugh.

 “I can picture you in my mind right now.”  He started speaking flirty. “You’re in a cute purple dress… with nice bottom curls, and cute purple head band…”

 Her heart skipped a beat. How come he knew what she was wearing right now? Does her boyfriend have mental telepathy all of a sudden? Or he had super powers he was not just telling her about it?

He chuckled once more. Then he became silent.

 “I miss you, Yaney-chan.” He spoke ever so softly. She could even hear the sound of his breath.

 “If you really miss me, you’d show up in front of me.” She said gently. She could hear laughs on the background… voices of children… playing. There was no hint of Aiba or Sho with him.

 “I want to crush you in my arms real tight,”

  “And I want you to do it to me now.”  The thing that he said was the exact same thing she wanted to do to him. She looked to her right then to her left, he talked as if he watches her from a tiny distance.

She pouted when she couldn’t find any trace of him in the park.  He was not   kidding her when he said he’s still at the Johnny’s building.

“I want to kiss your lips when you pout like that…”

 Her forehead formed a knot. There he goes talking like he was just a few meters away from her. “Are you like my stalker now?”

He sniggered. “Stalker. It kinda looks like it.”

 “Are you playing games with me, Matsumoto Jun?” she put the phone away from her ear and gawked at it as if it was Jun.

 “Of course not!

“Then how come I feel like you’re watching me from a not-so-very far distance?”

 “Because…” he cleared his throat.

“Because?”

 “Can you please turn around?”

She did as told. “Eh?!”

She saw Jun standing in front of her holding a bouquet of red roses and white lilies combined. He waved at her. He was wearing a big smile. Her mouth was left open because of shock. Was he right there all along? But why didn’t she notice it all?

He walked and stopped right in front of her.

Her heart did a somersault by staring at him looking ever so gorgeous. Her heart would beat faster uncontrollably whenever she sees him.

He enclosed her inside his arms. “You can close your mouth now.” He giggled.

She closed her mouth and looked straight into his eyes. “You were already here?”

He nodded. “Uh-huh. I was actually here even before you arrived.”

           She punched him lightly on his chest. “And you told me you’re still in Arashi’s green room!”

                “Gomen, ne. I did that coz I want to observe you from afar. You look so pretty in that dress and I never saw you dressed up like that even when we first met.”

                “You kept me waiting for almost thirty minutes! While all along you were here already!” she whined.

                “Yaney-chan, I’m sorry okay.”

                She sulked and crossed her arms over her chest. “You have to make it up to me.”

                “That’s what I plan to do.” He pulled away from her.  He stretched his arm that was holding the bouquet. “Ne, Yaney-chan… I wish I can take off these sunglasses.”

                “Is that all you can say, Jun-kun?” but yes, she wished they can have a normal date where he did not have to wear a disguise.

                Even from the dark glasses he was wearing, Yaney was sure that he had all the love for her showing in his eyes.

                He gulped three times before he spoke. “There are over 127 million people living in Japan, it’s our destiny that you and I met each other in this planet named Earth. Today is the 100th day that we became officially on.  Thank you for being with me. Thank you for the wonderful times we had together and I’m looking forward for more. I’ve never been this happy until the day I met you.” He gave her the flowers.

                It was the first time he gave her flowers. She smelled the fragrance of red roses and white lilies as soon as she took it from Jun’s hand. It was perfectly beautiful.  Her heart swelled with so much love for him. She looked up at him. “Arigatou.”

                He cupped her face with both his palms. He stared at her for more than ten seconds before he reached for her lips.


                They kissed passionately in the middle of Hibiya Park not minding the people around them <3 .="." span="span">

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  Author's note:
This is my first attempt to write a fanfic m(__)m. I was generally motivated and inspired to write my own fanfic because of my favorite fanfic writers. I was excited and nervous all at the same time coz I'm not sure if I did the right thing. As you  can see (read) the verb of agreement that I used was past tense because this is how we, romance novelist writes. The whole idea of putting pictures to the fiction was inspired of miss mai salcedo from her blogsite ^_^.

*Credits to the rightful owner/ magazine scanners of the pictures that were used in this fanfiction. I found them on the web. *

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