My 1st Arashi magazines

Kyaaa~~~

I'm excited for the arrival of my first Arashi magazine collection... kakkoi ne? Yup, it took me a lot of time before I came up with a decision to purchase a magazine via on line. Being too stingy myself it was hard for me to spend on something, even if that "thing" is what I really wanted the most. Don't know what's gotten into me that I purchased the magazines which features Arashi on it without hesitation. Ummm..maybe I'm just sooo jealous with other girls who have Arashi stuffs and I don't have... well that's forgivable, I think, since I'm only one year in the fandom.

Can't wait for it!

PS: I want to have the Arashi 5x10 tour DVD, but it's too expensive so I'm still deciding whether to get a copy or not. They said it was super good... and I'm curious, I wanna watch it too!

Kisses! mwaah!

LIVEJOURNAL account? Maybe...

~cross post from my MULTIPLY account~

Hello everyone!

I'm thinking of making a LiveJournal account but still, I can't make a final decision yet because I've had so many online accounts now and I could not maintain all of them. I have my vox account which was purposely for my fandom but I have not updated it since November last year. The only blogging account I often use are my blogspot and multiply. But reading blogs of my co-fangirls in the Arashi fandom makes me wanna do one.

--Who has a LiveJournal account, anyone?

If I make a LiveJournal account now it would be more on my fandom or stuffs that relates to Arashi :)

Crossing to the community of Arashi fangirls makes me so envious with their skills in writing fanfics for our dear stormy boys. Moreover it makes me wanna doubt my ability to write stories. Fanfics are mostly written in English and I must admit that I am NOT that good in the English language and my grammar is bad. Really. Ha-ha yeah, I tried writing one the other night but my head couldn't even form a proper sentence. LOL. I'm a writer myself but I write in my native language. I usually write romance stories. Anyway I'll try harder this weekend, and I already have a storyline in mind. Hmm, could not decide who will be the lead to, will it be MatsuJun or Aiba-chan. That will depend tomorrow.

Oh yeah, My focus is on writing fanfics for the meanwhile. But I'll be back writing pure Tagalog romance stories, Hmmm, maybe when my Arashi addiction has subsided a bit. Tee Hee.

Kisses! Mwaah!

Aiba Masaki as Babydaddy

What will you do if you found out that Aiba is the babydaddy of your unborn kid?

I just want to share you guys the sweetest dream I had yesterday in my afternoon nap.

Lately, I've been into Aiba Masaki and Ohno Satoshi, so much that I even taught I'm in love with them. *cough* sorry MatsuJun, it's something inevitable happened but you are still my ICHIBAN. Okay, enough with that. Let's go on with my dream yesterday. So I was having my afternoon nap and OMG! Aiba-chan was there! In my dream! And he said, I'm pregnant with his kid. Shocks! *flail to nth power*. Sure, I was jahjdjfkdhtsif, coz damn! Aiba is half of my niban in Arashi! Nino was also there but I can't remember why he was there. I'm not gonna go on with the details of my dream here.

Sooo okay, I was just excited 8D... Yeah, it's only just a dream but still, having dreams like that with any of the Arashi boys makes me sooo darn happy! The Dream god is very kind to me, ne? He knows how I love my boys so much that he did let me have a precious moment with them :)

Kisses! Mwah!

MAKE YOUR OWN HAVAIANAS 05 2010

Yesterday my best buds from college and I attended the MAKE YOUR OWN HAVAIANAS 05 2010 event at Power Plant Mall in Rockwell, Makati City. It was my first time to attend this said event and it was soooo much fun being there :)

What I love most aside being with my friends yesterday is that I got my HAVIE customized to my personal taste :)

I'm so friggin loving it

It's a MatsuJun colored Havie and it has my name on it :) Love Love it 8D.

Hopefully next year we can attend MYOH again :) and what I have in mind? I want to complete the Arashi colors :) Red (Sho), Green (Aiba), Blue (Ohno) and Yellow (Nino) :)

My Victoria's Secret Bag XD

Yatta! I got my New bag today! This is the first one I purchased on line.

I'm loving this Victoria's Secret bag so much :)

It's cute isn't it?

Alay-Lakad 2010 in Antipolo

Maundy Thursday, April 1, 2010

This is a late post. It should have been last weekend but I was kinda lazy to even visit this account :)

Yearly, my college friends and I would always have an Alay-Lakad in Antipolo. We've been doing that since 2005... so it has been 5 years! Can you imagine that? Before we used to be a group of 8 persons...but last Thursday at the last minute I found out that we're now only 4--that includes Red, Donna, ME and Emman ( as you've seen on the picture). 2 of my friends were not available that night because they still have work :( So sorry for them, but they have next year if they wanna join us again on the walking :)

That night was the fastest walk we had in 5 years! We started walking at 8 PM, had 2 stopovers, the usual place, the "over looking" near Padi's point Antipolo and we arrived at the Antipolo Church at 12 AM. It was tiring as hell but it was all worth it. I didn't feel much the pain on the soles of my feet cause I was more into chitchatting and laughing with my friends. I missed the good old times with them. It's very rare that we see each other cause we've been very busy with our own lives since we graduated from college, 3 years ago.

Through our conversations during that night, we plan to go to Sagada on June :) Yaaaayyyy!!! I'm so excited about this! It will be my first out of town trip with my college friends with no relation to any school activities 8D. I hope I can save enough money or more for this trip! Yatta! Yatta!

My 5x10 All the Best 1999-2009 has Arrived!

After a gazillion years, the one that I've been waiting has finally on my grasp. The 5x10 all the best 1999-2009 Album of my favorite Jpop group Arashi has arrived :)

I was sooooooo excited when my auntie together with my cousin went to visit us last wednesday, March 31, 2010. They had with them my Arashi CD, which was a gift from my cousin's hubby who's currently working in Japan. I was like yaaay!!!!! when i finally held it on my hands. I automatically grab my digicam and started on camwhoring. My father told me to unwrapped the plastic so I can play it already on the stereo, I was like having second thoughts cause I don't really want to play it. I don't want to have it scratched or something. This CD is soooo PRECIOUS to me! But then, I opened the CD and played only the Disc one...it's never on my plan to play it always. For me, the 5x10 CD is just for a collection. A prize possession. I don't want to touch it often. And it's okay if it's just hidden on my cabinet... I have my Arashi songs stored on my USB, it's the one I'm using when I listen to their music.

Gosh! `til now I feel like a total fangirl! At last I have my first Arashi CD!!!!!... yeah I know, I'm too shallow, but come on, it's so hard to purchase a CD from a Japanese artistes here in the Philippines. Good thing, my cousin's hubby was kind enough to bought me a copy :) And I'd be forever so thankful to him :)

Ja Mata Ne Minna~~

Manic Monday

Hi! good morning to all!

March will end on Wednesday. Time really fly so fast, ne? It's already summer. A lot of us our planning for an out of town trip... company outing, get together with old friends and such.

And since it's a Holyweek, my friends and I are will be doing our annual "Alay-Lakad" in Antipolo City on Thursday. Every year I get so excited coz I'll be seeing my friends..but it's not only that, I take time to repent on my sins I did the past year. I can't wait for wednesday... it's the last day of office for this week. I'm planning to have a DVD marathon! Yaaaaay!

Changing the topic,

Currently, I'm addicted to listening to Girls' Generation's new single, "Run Devil Run". I used to hate these girls before, it was due to my being a prejudice. I always hear bad comments about them, especially Tiffany. But anyway, I kinda think I've changed my perspective to these girls, I mean yeah, they have talents. Watching a video of them dancing in Michael Jackson moves really amazed me. And my fave member is Taeyeon...she's a real cutie and she sings well, she's the group leader by the way.

I've been playing this song over and over again since last Saturday. This MV shows the sexiness of the girls. Yes, sexy for boys. I'm really not a fan of girl groups, coz I prefer GUYS more. Lols.

Check out this video : Run Devil Run.

I want the Arashi album

I'm still waiting for my 5x10 All the best 1999-2009 album of Arashi.

I wonder when will I ever get to have it... my cousin's hubby bought me a copy, her hubby is working in Japan. And the CD that I have been waiting for months is still in Bulacan... T_T. I can't wait to play it on my stereo.

Ugh!!!!

Sunday @ PETA 03.07.2010

I'm full right now, I just ate my dinner...



but this entry is not about food...

Yesterday my friends from workshop and I went to watch a stage play at the PETA theater, And honestly it was my first time ever. For me, stage plays are boring, I prefer watching a rock concert. But then, I changed my mind yesterday... watching a stage play was really awesome! It was sugoi!!!!!! The play was entitled "SI JUAN, ANG DIABLO AT LIMANG MILYONG BOTO". The actors were sooooo gooood! I mean... I was really entertained 8D. And the story was timely, coz it was about the coming election. Just like in the Philippines, the election will be on May 2010.

After the play, we get to have pictures with the play casts.... and the most memorable for me was having a photo with the main lead Juan Tamad (symbolizes the Filipinos, sad but true!)

and this is my kodak moment with the cutie pie JT

It was obvious that I really like the hug, ne? Haha..oh yes... Juan Tamad smelled so goooodddd.... XD

The day was really fun... I enjoyed every bit of it. How I wish we, my workshop friends/classmates had a longer time to bond. I felt like it was soooo bitin. But I know there are still time that we can get to see each other again.

Alice Nine is Looove

Good Day!

I'm back again. This will be just a quick post...

I started listening to their music last year and I can say that I'm not that much well-informed about these five adorable guys; Shou, Saga, Hiroto, Tora and Nao. The first time I saw them was when I crossed an account of one of my cyber friends in multiply, she's into Jrock thingy and I was lurking to the pictures of the Jrock artistes posted on her multiply site. I found Alice Nine interesting. Seeing them looking weird with their visual kei costume and being simply cute fascinates me. And with that, I googled them, found their old PVs (Akatsuki) , downloaded their old songs and the rest they say is history 8D. And by the way, Shou the vocalist is my favorite member XD.

And just a couple of weeks ago I met a friend in multiply again, she's INTO Alice Nine. She's like one of the die hard fans of Alice Nine! Really a fan! She's always updated with infos and all. She loves Shou-san so much... and she's only 19 and she's american. She's very friendly and I'm soooo happy to have met her 8D.

I really love the internet. I love this social networking sites. I love joining forums and threads. I gain friends from across the globe, we get to talk about things we have in common. I suuuupppper lurve it, I think I'd die without it...

Oh yeah, before I forgot this entry is actually for posting of an Alice Nine PV... this has been my favorite songs since I heard it weeks ago, and yes I'm too late... and I'm really a lame fan. I focused too much on Arashi and I felt like I needed to post something about A9 since I proclaimed myself as an A9 fan... so before I end my writing, guys, check out this video... It's so cool... Shou-san is so hot... with his leather pants, that thing on his head (or forehead rather) and I'm dying with his sensual Smexy moves... he swayed sexily... I love it, his giving me the...Oooohhhh....

This song and PV came out years ago.... but I just can't get enough of this guys...

It's a Brand New March 2010

Kombanwa minna-chan!

This is my 1st post for the month. I just want to share with everyone that I'm so psyched about the new blog I made last Saturday night. The blog is consists of my unpublished manuscripts that were written in popular Tagalog and basically a collection of romance stories.

You can read it, if you drop by my site Yaney Matsumoto. Oh yeah, I accept good and bad comments about my novels, but I hope there will be no bashing of the writer. I know I'm not a good writer there is, but I believe, I have a talent in that... well, in writing a romance story. Not everyone can write nor finish a manuscript.


Writing has always been my passion. I love it. So much, that I haven't given up my dream of one day, I can publish a novel 8D.

Anyway, I miss my fangirling so this post is also related to Arashi. Their PV for Troublemaker is now out XD. I watched it last night and watching it again now 8D. I Lurve the PV and Lurve the song. It's giving me the LSS again.

"Are you ready? seikouhou wa nai
Sweet, sweet kono shunkan no jyusu
Do it! Do it! nomi hoshitan nara
Tsuranuke Shake it up! Shake it up! "

Celebrating Brandon Boyd's Birthday 02.15.2010

So what happened @ Brandon Boyd's 34th birthday??

to celebrate his birthday, I bought a cake yesterday... (^0^)/




I have already uploaded pics on my facebook but I still want to share some of those pictures here...
again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Brandon Boyd 8D.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥☆ BRANDON BOYD ♥☆ !!!!

Today is February 15, 2010 and on this day a wonderful man is celebrating his 34th year existence in this chaotic world XD.

Brandon Boyd has always been the man of my dreams. I love him not only for his rock star status, I love him for he is a truly wonderful enigmatic human being :) He's not just a mere musician, not just the lead vocalist of Incubus...he's also a writer and a painter... a true blooded emissary of Art :)

Yes, I'll never get tired listening to your music. Will never get tired adoring you, coz it has been my pledge to be forever a fan of yours... I have been admiring you since I was fifteen. And my dream of someday marrying you is always there...lawl. I won't get married until you get married, hahaha.

Since your celebrating your birthday today...what is birthday without a birthday wish??

my wishes for you...

that God will shower you with more blessings...

to be part of Incubus forever...

to be always healthy (and all Incubus) so you can continue to make beautiful music for the fans, for the people and for the world.

to have more birthdays to come... Coz I'm sure my life will never be the same without you, that's how I love you so much Brandon *kiss*.

to have more compositions, more albums, and a concert here (for the third time) in Manila. I promise my self to watch you again, Live. and this time I'll make sure that I'm on the VIP section so I can see you near and have that "skinship ", no matter how much the VIP tickets are, I will buy them.

and lastly, be always happy. If you want to get married and have your own family, do it. If that would make you entirely happy and complete. I think I've overcome my selfishness of not wanting you to get married and all and that it's better that you're gay than marry some bitches out there. Now, I can accept it if you want to spend your life with someone you love. You deserve to be happy Brandon. That's how a true fan wants for you :)

I have so many wishes for you but I guess that's all for now :) I have to reserve some for your 35th birthday next year.

Love always,

♥♥ Arianne ♥♥

HAPPY VALENTINES' !!!!

I'm not in the mood for being creative today.

but since it's Valentines' day today...

I just want to greet everyone a HAPPY HEARTS day!!!! Though for me it's really not a big deal to celebrate this date.

and what do I have for you people?

just a simple greeting from my favorite stormy boys....

and some love love love moment from DOMYOUJI & MAKINO aka MAOSTUJUN maoxjun

I'm not the only FANGIRL...

Good Day everyone!

well, i hope everyone is having his and her good day as you're reading this.

I know I'm getting a lot of page views, and you don't intentionally dropped by to see my entries. You just accidentally came across here.

Most of my entries are about fandom and my fangirling for Arashi. And why is that so? Coz I get envious to my friends who get to blog everyday, telling their stories how fangirling and Arashi changed their lives. That's why I decided to have mine <3.

Everyone is free to read my blog, but please with due respect don't bash me here, okay? Please don't say THINGS that would hurt the feelings of the writer. I'm just relating my stories about the happenings in my life, my latest addictions and everything goes that I felt needs to be talked about.

And no, as in NO, I'm not some Asian trash who pretend to act like Japanese. Yes, I'm definitely ASIAN, a FILIPINO as a matter of fact and I'M NOT ASHAMED of myself, my country, my NATIONALITY and my IDENTITY. and I would never think of CHANGING everything of what I AM since I was born. I hope you get my point 8D. The last time I checkedI'm still a Filipino in thinking, in speaking and in my act (sa isip, sa salita at sa gawa) *bleh*

But since, someone called me a pretender...hahaha... I really can't help but laugh with your accusations of me. I'm not the only one who likes everything Japanese. I'm not really that affected, well sort of, that's why I'm writing this now. *whatever* I don't find any fault in liking and talking about Japanese artistes and music. Is it a crime to admire someone from the other part of the world? I don't know who you are, but I bet you also like artistes, actors, singers and musicians that are not same as your nationality or race. I admire actors, actresses and musicians here in my country, just as much as I admire Johnny Depp andLeonarado DiCaprio from Hollywood.

And I don't see any problem in Learning and Trying to speak the Japanese language. You know what? It's not only ME who try to learn this. It would be to my advantage in learning nihonggo because it would make me understand the Japanese drama and movies that I love to watch (^0^)/ without the need for a subtitle. And hey, if you have time, please do visit this forum Jdorama and so you'll know I'm not the only who loves this kind of Stuffs. A lot of JDorama fans from different the parts of the world

interact with one another with the same interests.

Oh yes! I have never been to Japan, but I dream to visit the place in the future andwatch Arashi in concert... and again I'm not the only FANGIRL in the Philippines who dreams something like this. But first, I have to work hard so I can earn a lot of money for my fare :)).

I think I've said enough. No, I'm not picking a fight with ANYONE. I just have to express myself and my views regarding this matter.

That's all for now people (^0^)/.

Thanks for dropping by.

L`Arc~en~Ciel is L♥♥♥ve!!!

ohayo gozaimasu minna-chan!

just dropped by to say hello and have a quick post!

Aside from loving the music of Arashi, I'm also into J-Rock music. My current favorite bands are L`Arc~en~Ciel and Alice Nine. Well, this post is actually related to Laruku, they have a new single which was officially released last month, January 27, 2010 . So if you love L`Arc~en~Ciel, lemme guys share you their latest single entitled "BLESS". Kyaa~

here's the PV:

Hyde-san still looks hot as ever! and I'm drooling right now 8D. Enjoy minna~

When I'm bored...

tadaima!

I'm back!

it's been one week, ne? my last entry was about papa sho ^^

I don't have much anything to tell... it's just that I'm kinda bored at the moment. And this is my first entry for February. Brandon Boyd's birthday is coming and it'll be 2 weeks from now. I haven't still decided what to have for Brandon on February 15.

Moving on to ARASHI *I want to always talk about them, coz I think that's the reason why I have a lot of page viewers 8D*.

I listened to their latest single last night : TROUBLE MAKER. The soundtrack of Sakurai Sho's dorama Tokujo Kabachi. As usual, I'm addicted to it already. So if you, fangirls haven't heard this, check this out:

It's time for me to do my homework when i get home later--that is to download this song XD.

~Just recently I watched Ninomiya Kazunari's STAND UP!! damn! it was sooooo hilarious!. And yes I agree and I won't argue that he is a brilliant actor. He was sooo phail yet sooo adoring as Asai Shouhei! One of the best teenage drama I have ever seen 8D. It's like watching a Japanese version of American Pie but with more substance. Lol!. But yeah, I uber loove the story. It's not only Nino-kun who made the whole drama very entertaining to watch, I'd give credits to the other actors who composed the legendary DB4 or Doutei Boys 4 (Virgin Boys 4)--- The Virginity Preservation Club composed of Shun Oguri (Enami Kouji), Narimiya Hiroki (Udagawa Hayato), and Yamashita Tomohisa (Iwasaki Kengo). DB4 is epic phail! Hilarious! Soo looove each one of them \(^0^)/. I've never like YamaPi but then again I have to reconsider since watching him in this dorama.

The awesome foursome

The Virginity Preservation Club

~I also should not forget the girl that both Ken-ken and Shou-kun like--Oowada Chie-chan played by Suzuki Anne. I don't see her as a pretty girl, but I think she acted well, I mean she can act ^^ (redundancy) so that's fine with me. Chie-chan's line that strucked me was, "There is no easy girls, they did it coz there is a reason behind to it," yeah... I agree. As a girl too, it would hurt us if guys would brand us as "easy girls". Things happen not because we just casually want it, but because there's a deep reason to it. *did i make sense?* I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. Just watch the drama, okay 8D.

~The opening theme was loove loove loove for me XD. It was sung by Arashi, Kotoba Yori Taisetsu Na Mono. Very catchy and super nice song 8D.

I'm Looking forward to more Jdorama marathon... Didn't I say that I have to refrain from watching a lot of DVDs? Well...

and oh yeah, before I forgot, I'm on my first year in the office!!!! isn't that great?


Jya Mata Ne Minna~

OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO "SHO-KUN"

it got me almost two weeks to post an entry here. as I've promised, I will write something for sakurai sho's 28th tanjoubi.

Before I say anything else, let me guys greet the birthday boy a happy, happy birthday!

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY SAKURAI SHO!!!!!

I'm sooo lame writing stuffs here on my blog. but anyway, since it has been a tradition for me to write something about stormy boys whenever their birthdays come, i think sho-kun deserves some gratitudes from me. so here it goes....

WHO IS SAKURAI SHO???

he is the 2nd oldest of the stormy boys.

he is called the mother of arashi.

he is known for his "sakurap".

he is the Keio boy.

he is the study leader of ARASHI.

he is a part-time newscaster (for News Zero).

he is the epic phail.

he has air muscles.

he has the greatest/ sexiest body among ARASHI...

he is the 1/5 of ARASHI.

Sho-kun, Arigatou gozaimasu for making my days a BEAUTIFUL one. You make me smile, You make me giddy, You always make me happy and with that I will always and be forever grateful to you and the other guys \(^0^)/. Thank you for being a part of my crazy world and Thank you for the songs that I never get tired listening to.

WHAT IS A BIRTHDAY WITHOUT A BIRTHDAY WISH?

for you dear Sho-kun...

I wish that you will always stay that way... always love Arashi, always be adorkable, (^0^) and stay healthy coz we want you to continue making us happy!!!! more sakurap, more projects and more poses for AnAn( oh yeah!)!!!

now, I'm having a hard time breathing... S-e-x-y...

again, OTANJOUBI OMEDETTO SHO-kun!!!

on a boring tuesday afternoon

konnichiwa minna-chan!

what a tiring and boring day it is today...

i couldn't think of anything interesting to post here, I just want to say hi to all of you, yes you, anyone who gets to read my blog. the blog that contains mostly about my flailing, craziness and everything that deserves to be talked about XD--that most of the time are just random and insensible thoughts, hahaha.

and oh yeah, i wrote on my plurk that for the mean time i'll refrain from too much watching of ARASHI shows/doramas/movies and other K-dramas (that I've been addicted for 7 years i think...) because i'll be busy writing my manuscript. and speaking of which, i started writing again, as in all over again, last Friday (last week). and yatta! I'm already in Chapter three! I may say that I was kinda fast in writing my MS during the weekend. usually, I finish a manuscript in not less than two months. hopefully, i can get to finish the one I'm writing now before the end of this month or maybe, the first week of February *crossing fingers*

sooo, what else should i blab about? February is BRANDON BOYD's birth month *super flail*, he'll be turning a gorgeously-hot 34 !!!!! last year, i celebrated his birthday with a birthday cake. and this year, I haven't decided on what will i have for oppa Brandon's birthday...a birthday wish and perhaps a birthday cake with 34 candles around it 8D. talking about wishes, i want INCUBUS to visit MANILA again!!! XD *rock & roll* with Incubus l♥♥ve & music

*sigh*

that's just pure wishful thinking. i know my boys are quite busy with the band's stuffs. but still...

Randomness thoughts

I didn't have a decent meal for lunch so now my stomach is grumbling. i'm not sure if i'll get myself something to eat when i head off to office later. i'm taking my dieting seriously, so, i dunno, maybe yes, maybe no..

anyway, i've been busy in the office since the start of the week. I got a lot of things to do, my head is spinning. and it's only now that i got to visit my crops, plants, trees and animals on farmtown and farmville, been addicted to this game since

i started Facebook-ing. but i got tired and bored playing them last vacation i dunno why. did i find something interesting during the holidays? well, I was busy with fandom, fangirling and watching DVDs. sooo, that's the answer.

anyway, I've got nothing to do now, coz i'm done with them (office works) already , so I'm just dropping by to say a few things.

I'm starting to continue the manuscript I was writing a few months back last monday night, the thing is, I'm not satisfied with what I have written in the early chapters, i don't like the scenes and dialogues of the hero and heroine either. And I need to change the storyline as well. I think it's better if i'll write from the start again.

Sakurai Sho's 28th birthday is coming...i already marked my calendar, that would be on the 25th of January. I'm preparing for my post on Sho's birthday. I need to dig up informations about Papa Sho, he-he. I only know a few things about the Keio boy. the thing that did a mark on me was, when Sho-kun was younger, he stabbed a fan with an umbrella.

Sho-kun can be very violent, eh. If he's still "that" kind of idol, i'd be afraid to sit right

next to him, or get close to him, hahaha. Heard he hates it when you take a

picture of him, you better stay away from Sho-kun or else he'll wreck your camera if not your neck 8D.

he'd be this scary...

but wait, he can be nice to you, if you're a good girl, a fangirl rather...

see?

that's all for now folks... i have to reserve for my next Sho Sakurai related post :D

ja~

AKAMISHITE OMEDETTO MINNA, Happy New Year Everyone

foods flooding,
salad, lechon, ham, spaghetti and everything

fireworks,
noise,
full blast stereo,

these are the things you get to see and hear whenever we embrace the coming of new year. and with that, it's also perfect if these five good looking, adorkable, bakawaii stormy boys are greeting you a very happy new year!

and this is what they have for you...



you l♥♥ve their dancing, ne? Arashi can be very sexy for you. all ll♥♥ve and rainbow for me & you XD kitto daijoubou!!!

and they are wishing everyone to have a wonderful year coming!

happy 2010 everyone!!!

ah... they're so cuuttteee...

this entry is not only about ARASHI (just want to tag this to an arashi post)

every year each one of us makes their new year's resolution, but for me i do not remember i ever made one. coz even if i did make any resolutions to my self, i know i can't make the things that i want to accomplish in the coming year. i let my life whatever it brings me. last year was an exception, i wanted to really lose weight and i even wanted to be as skinny as mischa barton (that's what i posted in my multiply account haha), but i didn't achieve the body i wanted, because 2009 (last year??) i became really bloated! as in i never imagined i could be this fat as to what i look now. and i'm so so hating this! i hate being fat. but i couldn't do anything. i'm too lazy to exercise. i love eating. but sometimes when i eat too much i felt so guilty, i forced myself to vomit all my food intake. it's bad i know. i wanna die!!!! *grabs the knife and stabs self*

but what's good thing about 2009 for me?

1.) i got myself a job! yeah, 2008 was a bad year for me. i was bum for one year. all i did was write and write novels. because that's what i really want since i was young. to write romance novels. and i still haven't given up that dream. it's a passion i can't leave behind (echos!). talking about job, i'm loving my work now in the office, no pressures at all. and i'm being paid reasonably so i don't have any "reklamo" (compalin) at all hihi. i get to buy all the things i wanted. and what i like most is that i have savings! wagi!

2.) i was accepted to join the Precious Heart Romances summer romance writing workshop last May 2009! i got to meet a lot of different people. learn more technical writing and everything an aspiring romance writer should learn ^^ the bad thing is, i have not published any books yet. my last manuscript was rejected T_T i felt bad. really bad. i mean come on, i put my heart and soul to it. and damn it was rejected! how can that be??? i was depressed and bitter for one day. did i say bitter? i'm still bitter up to now (haha). guess it's common to frustrated writers like me. GAMBATTE NE, Leng, GAMBATTE!!!! i don't lose hope, i BELIEVE i can make my dream come true with the help of my Lord! Gambarimasu!!! and to make that happen i better start writing now! ho-ho!

3.) ARASHI love is contagious! uh-huh! since 2006, i'm a Matsumoto Jun fan. i've known him since Gokusen was aired here over GMA-7 that year. fell in love more with him, with his Domyouji character in Hana Yori Dango. and the love grew much much bigger when i came to know ARASHI. yes, i've known Matsujun is part of that five-member jpop group, loving their wish song but i don't pay much attention to them. but then i fell in love with We Can make it! it was the OST of Matsujun's dorama Bambino! that's it! i search them over youtube and found their PVs! and that's how it started. my love for Matsujun and Arashi grew bigger this year when i met my friend shy (special mention, ayiii) who was one of my classmates in the romance writing workshop i attented. she was an ARASHI fan. and she likes nino to bits. Dakara, officially i became a fangirl last May 2009. my crazy world gets crazier by loving ARASHI. all i can say is that, i'am a Jun-bait all the way! i never betrayed my love for him, even if i got to know ohno, aiba, sakurai and nino. in my heart Matsujun is my ichiban. never for one moment that i thought to shift to any member. they're all good-looking, talented and adorkable , yes i love them all!!! but Matsujun is saikou!!! i believe i'll be forever a fangirl. til my hair is gray. Fangirling introduces me to other fangirls, whom we share ONE LOVE... and that love we say is, ARASHI. 2009 made me so happy ^^ *does the A.Ra.Shi dance step*.

and what's in store for me in 2010???

that is yet to be known. the year just started this day. but of course, i have things i want to fulfill this time. and i hope, really hope that i get to fulfill all of this. if not all, may be at least two of the things in this list.

1.) to lose pounds!!! more and more pounds this year! i really wish to lose my unwanted fats! no, i'm not wishing to be super skinny, coz i know that's impossible, so this year i should lessen my food intake, avoid carbs and calories, try to have some exercise, do Valerie Concepcion's Slendance, and try belly dancing (well, i hope so). i want to have the body Goo Hara of Kara has. i wish!

2.) to write romance novels again ( i refrain from writing when i got the feed-backs of my Manuscript last september), hope to get publish this time. even if i don't get it right away or to my first manuscript submission this year, gambarimasu! i'll try and try and never give up! that's the spirit! fight-o!

3.) to accept the people and things around me more. i'm not the type of person naman who did not appreciate things. just be happy and be content to things i have in present. if i want something, i'll do my best to achieve that goal! yeah.. be a better person. to make up for the bad things i did last year.

4.) get myself a....boyfriend? do i really need this one? hmm, i'm still young naman... so whatever plans God has for me, i will accept it. i have dyowa naman in the person of Matsujun ^^ haha

5.) to spread ARASHI l♥♥ve~ and keeping the faith to my beloved stormy boys. l♥♥ve riida, aiba-chan, sho-kun, nino and Matsujun XD coz i BELIEVE that they will continue to give me more HAPPINESS and BEAUTIFUL DAYS and in return i'll give back my LOVE SO SWEET \(^0^)/

~TO ALL THE PEOPLE ACROSS THE UNIVERSE... MAY WE ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FRUITFUL 2010. AND MY WISH TO MY DEAR COUNTRY~ THE PHILIPPINES, THAT THIS YEAR THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR OUR COUNTRY AND FOR EVERY FILIPINO. MUCH LOVE FOR EVERYONE~

and now i'm ending my blog. this is the first time i've written a long entry in full english. i tried my best to write it this way ^^. so if my grammar is bad and incorrect, gomen nasai *bows* i usually think and speak in my native language- filipino/tagalog.

happy reading!

some things are never meant to happen...

ugh!!!!!

some things are really never meant to happen...

after waiting for more than five hours i did not catch the performance of ARASHI in Kouhaku Uta Gassen 2009! though, i've seen them in the introduction of the artistes. it's so "bitin"! they just stood there. for not less than a minute!

yep, i turned on my pc and tune in to NHK earlier before it started but damn! too many users are online and i can't get through T_T... kainissss!!!! my network would always hang. i've seen other artistes, but i don't care about them! i don't care about susan boyle whoever she is! all i want to see is the stormy boys!!! only them! my jun-kun, my love... *falls on bended knee, sobbing like a cow*

i haven't seen them also in the JE countdown... i was excited about this because my boys are the Emcees. i was perky coz before the countdown i can still watch FujiTV. and i even saw YamaPi and NewS during the live feed of the SP-whatever-program-they are airing. my heart was wishing... if i can't see them in Kouhaku then let me see them in the new year's countdown. but hell damn hell! Fuji TV did not broadcast the JE countdown on keyholeTV. i don't know what's happening. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! all i can blame are the ONLINE USERS!!!! *cries disappointingly*

but then again,

i just have to accept this... i'll be waiting for my friends who got to watched this event and may be they even copied this... i mean rabid fangirls can do such things for the love of ARASHI XD he-he...

don't need to be sad... i know.. there's youtube, right?