Thinking Out Loud ~ Ed Sheeran ♥

I'm officially claiming this song as the OST of the current manuscript (Curtis and Kat's story) I'm writing. :) LOL.  I just love the lyrics and the melody!.  I injected the song on my manuscript and I hope that scene is kilig enough for the readers.

I'm not sure if this song already has a music video-- I have to check that out. *update: it's not even an official single yet.* Anyway, I love this live performance of Ed with his band. He sounds so amazing even in live. Haaay... I got kilig all over while watching this video over and over again. And I'm officially declaring that he's my latest crush! He may not be conventionally handsome to some, he makes it up with his massive talent! Oh well, I really find him sooo cute and adorable with his blue eyes and ginger hair. I just love him to bits! ♥ ♥

And if I ever get the chance to get married, I want this song to be one of my wedding songs and the groom is singing this to me. Future hubby better have a nice singing voice to give justice to Ed Sheeran's ah-mazeballs song. Haha!

Thinking Out Loud
~Ed Sheeran~

When your legs don't work like they used to before
And I can't sweep you off of your feet
Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love
Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

And darling I will be loving you 'til we're 70
And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23
And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe just the touch of a hand
Oh me I fall in love with you every single day
And I just wanna tell you I am

So honey now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
Maybe we found love right where we are

When my hair's all but gone and my memory fades
And the crowds don't remember my name
When my hands don't play the strings the same way, mm
I know you will still love me the same

'Cause honey your soul can never grow old, it's evergreen
Baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory

I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways
Maybe it's all part of a plan
I just keep on making the same mistakes
Hoping that you'll understand

But baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are, oh

(Ah la la, la la la, la la la, la la la la)

So baby now
Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Oh darling, place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

Oh maybe we found love right where we are
And we found love right where we are

*credit:  Ed Sheeran - Thinking Out Loud Lyrics | MetroLyrics

These breakouts are killing me.

I’ve reached to that certain point of not wanting to go outside of our house because of these crazy breakouts that’s making my life miserable. I feel so ugly, my self-esteem down because of these pimples and ugly pimple marks. Huhu. Life sucks. Really.

I’ve tried a lot of medication but the thing is, even the ones I’ve tried before that promised efficacy won’t work on me now. Damn these stupid hormones!  I don’t know what to do with these anymore! T_T. If the stubborn acne won’t go away with the soap I’m at present using, my last resort would be to visit the derma again. I’ve tried visiting the derma when I have the same dilemma 4 years ago and it costs me a lot. The medication the doctor prescribed me was really expensive and well I can say, it’s not that effective. But I have to try it again and hoping that it’ll help me with my problem. 

I want my acne-free face back again. 

Hi July! What's up with me?

This was supposed to be posted yesterday.

Hi, July!

It’s like I’m just celebrating New Year last night and boom! We’ve already reached the half of the year 2014! Time really does flies so fast, they say! Just two more months and we’re entering the “ber” months.  And the worst part of this is I’m getting older again (and again). Phew!

Anyway, I just pass by this site because I’ve got nothing to do. I’m so bored and I’m in the office right now. I should have been writing a few words or at least a chapter to my current manuscript but I’m just too sluggish to think of anything— scenes and dialogues.  By the way, I’m finally writing Curtis Feliciano’s story. If you still remember the band Vampyres of my hero Shinji Serizawa in my novel “Tatta Hitotsu no Koi”, Curtis is the bassist of that said rock band and I’ve mentioned him in one of my entries here some time ago.  I’m done with Chapter 4. The problem is I don’t know what to do with them (my characters) now. Lol! Seriously, this happens to me all the time. I get to a certain chapter and then I get confused and lost at the next chapter and I’d get stuck for a few days or overly so, months. I wish this wouldn’t get any longer than 3 days. Well, I actually had something in mind, but I’m not sure whether to push it or not. I don’t know. Heck, I really don’t know what to do! >.<

But I must figure this out since I am the writer. Gambarimasu. I do hope that I could finish this manuscript before July ends. Haha! I swear, I told myself I have to finish Curtis’s story before June ends but what happened now? I’m only in Chapter 4 going to Chapter 5. Gahds.  And I wish that I’d get to finish writing Curtis’s story and then get approved even before Micky ‘s story get to be released. I think that it’d be cool. I have something to look forward to before this year ends.  And oh yeah, I’m back to writing pa-cute/wholesome… not really wholesome story with this one. Lol!