Confused

Hello December!

Finally, I got the time to update my blog. *throws confetti*

Anyway, what would I talk about here?

Oh yeah, I got it. Things that are making my head spin. Have you come to a point wherein you don't know what to do first in the goals you wanted to attain or achieve ? Mine's not really big of a deal. I'm just kind of confused what to prioritize. I have so many things I wanted to buy and do. But what to do first?

Here's my list:

1) Buy a new phone. The one I'm using right now is still operating. I just want to have an Android phone.
2) Buy new clothes (dress, pants, blouses for office attire)
3) Buy a purple laptop, I'm so dying to have!!!
4) Buy Keds the Taylor Swift edition. ♥
5) Visit the dentist, have my teeth clean and stuff. XD
6) Get a new computer glasses.
7) Buy an external HD where I can store all my Arashi files and whatnot, and the movies I downloaded.

So many things on my list, eh? Ha-ha! And then I have to pay all my purchased Arashi goods... and my mama's making hingi pa ng bonus from me, and I have a Tita and cousin whom I have to give bonuses too.

So what to do? I want all these things to happen but then, thinking about all the amount of which I’m going to spend, it just makes me want to save up all the money I’ll be getting this season! XD

Aside from this confusion, I'm also having a problem with the novel I'm currently writing. Yeah, guys, I'm back to writing again! But I'm stuck at Chapter 6. I have plans for the characters, and I have ideas, but here I go again, I don't know which way to go. Am I doing the right thing? I'm kind of lost. I don't want to disappoint the readers who appreciated Jaeden's story. I want to do better in Micky's story. I really wish I could do it right. I'm having this doubtmare again. *sigh*