Imperfectly, Perfect: Happy 29th Birthday MatsuJun ♥

My Beloved MatsuJun,

I remember the day I first saw you. You flashed on my TV screen; it was the commercial of your drama Gokusen that will have a Philippine premiere over GMA 7 around 2005. From that moment on, I got curious of you, it must be “love at first sight”, I decided I will watch this drama. So when the drama started airing, in an instant I became your fan.

It was in 2009, that I became so much obsessed with you and with your group Arashi. I got to know you better and you may not know about this but you touched my heart in the most special way. I know you are not perfect, but who’s perfect? You can’t sing (this is for a fact and don’t deny this, MatsuJun wifeys) your acting is fine (not the Nino kind-of-way, of course), there are times you are so good in a role and there are times it’s mediocre (I’m saying this not because I’m dissing you, don’t get me wrong it’s just all my opinion). You are temperamental and you get pissed easily. You may find it hard to believe that I claim being a MatsuJun fan and I say these things, but above all my statements, it makes you more human to me. And I LOVE YOU MORE for not being perfect.

There a lot of things I wanted to say to you but I guess I’ll just prepare it for your 30th birthday next year. For now, I’ll skip the cheesiness. I’m sure you would get to enjoy spending this special day with your family and friends. But hopefully, in the future I’ll get to spend your birthday with you :p—asa!

Happy 29th Birthday my love, my babe my future husband and the father of my future babies. May God shower you more blessings, more projects and more success. And I wish you'd find me soon :p I love you ♥

I'm currently writing...

Yep. Finally writing JJ's story. I started last week and I'm on Chapter 5 now :D So far, so good. And hopefully, I could finish this in less than 2 months. But there are so many things bothering me as I'm writing JJ's story... I have a lot of ideas and as usual I don't know what to consider and which way to go. Well, I guess I just have to let my characters choose which path to take or whatever they wanted to happen. It's all in their hands! 

Gaaah, writing could be really so stressing ~.~

Eottoke?

I should have been starting writing another story but I'm currently addicted to reading a lot of books right now. I have a lot of e-books to read which I got from my sister. I hope I'd get to read them all but I wanted to start on writing the story of my character JJ → inspired from my former TVXQ bias and babylove Kim Jaejoong aka Hero Jaejoong. I don't know what to do first. I'd like to write JJ's story but I don't know how to start. I mean, I don't know what would be my first scene. I have the plot in my mind already but I'm not sure where to start. And there's so many ideas popping into my head and I can't decide which to consider. I'm so frustrated! Ugh. I'm not saying I'm a senior when it comes to writing, but I've been writing for years already but it feels like I don't know how to write a romance novel. I've already published a book and yet I feel like a beginner once again.

Eottoke? Eottoke?

Please inspire me! Where are you my muses?

Happy 26th Birthday to me!

Oh yes, I hate that I'm getting older again, but I can't do anything about it. I'm trying to accept the changes in my life. Yes, I'm getting older but I'm getting more FABULOUS!

I don't know what else to say, I just wish I have a boyfriend right now! LMAO

August is....

MatsuJun month ♥


that's not all, we share the same birth month and our birthdays are just 15 days apart!