Happy 34th birthday, MatsuJun!

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Happy 34th birthday, MatsuJun. 🎉🎈🎂 You may not be my priority (as of now 😂) but you're forever in my heart. ❤ I don't wanna make this one cheesy becos I'm done being cheesy with you. LOL.

Love you. Pakabait ka na, ha. Para di na kami magtampo sa'yo. Haha.

Japanese drama: 99.9 Keiji Senmon Bengoshi (2016)

Hiroto Miyama (Jun Matsumoto) is a poor lawyer who takes on criminal cases, but unable to make money. He pursues the truth for the 0.1% out of Japan's 99.9% conviction rate. One day, Hiroto is scouted by Haruhiko Madarame (Ittoku Kishibe). Haruhiko Madarame is the head of Madarame Law Firm which is one of the biggest law firms among the 4 big law firms. Hiroto Miyama begins to work with Atsuhiro Sada (Teruyuki Kagawa). Atsuhiro Sada is a lawyer specializing in civil cases and makes lots of money for the law firm. He doesn't have any interest in criminal cases which can not make money.

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I've wanted to tell you guys about 99.9 Keiji Senmon Bengoshi by the time I was done watching it, but I got TOO LAZY to do it. AS USUAL. Nothing’s change yah know. Besides that, I got busy with a lot of work in the office and I can’t squeeze in the time for writing this blog.

So anyway, I thought I’m not gonna be able to finish a Japanese drama/Jdorama specifically a MatsuJun drama cos his other dramas didn’t interest me that much especially the one he did last 2014, SHITsuren Chocolatier. The title says it all, it’s SHIT. Charot! But 99.9 is a different story. I’m not sure what got me swayed into watching it. Perhaps because of its legal drama theme and MatsuJun’s character Miyama Hiroto who’s a lawyer slash detective. But hey, he's not a 'detective' per se.  Miyama would always investigate the crime scene before he deducts his theories. In the end, their legal team would always wins the case (they are lawyers for the defendant). You should watch this so you'd know what I'm saying. And somehow this reminds me of How To Get Away With Murder, wherein Professor Keating would always defend the suspects of the crime either did it for real or they were just accused for it. But Miyama and his legal team do not do dirty tricks just to win a case.

I’m glad that Jun has taken on this role and this kind of concept. I think it's the second time that he did not do a romantic leading man role. He was never the best actor for me in all Arashi, but I could fairly say that he gave just the right justification for his character Miyama-sensei. I’m not saying this becos I’m a MatsuJun fan. He did okay, not stellar. And I think Jun enjoyed playing this role, a goofy lawyer.

What I like about Japanese drama is that they focus on the themes of their dramas. If it’s a legal or medical drama, they are focused on the issues surrounding the lawyers and doctors. They do not even have kissing scenes! You won’t see the lead character kissing or having sex with a female/male character even towards the ending. They do not mix medical with romance. But if there’s a romance going on between the characters, it’s just minimal, like it was just a subplot. So yeah, Jun doesn’t have any kissing scenes in 99.9. And I’m not complaining. He shouldn’t be kissing one of his “pañeros”, right. Hahaha.

All in all, 99.9 is a good drama. The episodes got me hooked that I was able to finish the whole season in 3 days with 10 episodes. Thought I could never see that day again.

But if there’s one character which I find really annoying, it would be Miyama’s best friend, Tatsuya Akashi. And I think the drama could go on even without his comical and annoying character. Every time I see him on the screen and doing his antics, I really want to slap his face or kick his ass.

Alam n’yo yung, hindi naman nakakatulong yung character niya para gumanda `yung drama. Nakakairita lang talaga siya. But aside from Akashi’s character, naiirita din talaga ako sa mukha ni Ayano Tachibana (Nana Eikura). Di talaga siya kagandahan, bes. Like, I was wondering how did she even become an actress, she ain’t pretty nor have the acting talent. Lol. I’m savage af. But I’m just telling the truth yah know. I’ve never find her cute or a good actress even before.

Anyway, there are a lot of questions in my head that need answers and I heard that there will be a season 2 in the works coming this 2018. I’m excited!

See you soon, Miyama-sensei!

Happy 32nd birthday MatsuJun!

Happy 32nd birthday to the greatest love of my life ~ Matsumoto Jun !!! Wishing you all the best in the world (as always)! Thank you for keeping me happy for the last 10 years! If I had not known you or Arashi, I'd probably gone crazy with boredom. LOL! Just want to let you know that even if I'm fangirling over with the other guys, I'll always be your girl and you're always be my favorite man in the world! I love you forever!

Happy 31st Birthday, MatsuJun! ♥

Happy happy birthday, my love and my everything (naks!).

Matsujun, i love you and adore you so much with every breath that i take. You are one of the reasons of my smiles and one of the reasons I'm living. I'm never gonna stop supporting you no matter what it takes.

Always shine bright like a diamond! I love you so effin' much! ♥ ♥ ♥

To Dream The Impossible Dream

credit: tumblr

Sometimes I am amazed at myself for loving someone so much who doesn't even know I exist. Sometimes I wonder if it's just my fangirl heart talking or the real me. Pathetic much, huh? But I just love and adore him so much I don't think I can ever love and adore a man as much as I love and adore him. I think I'm going to spend my life alone. Lol! This is getting so pathetic. I better shut up now.

Happy August!

So yeah, we finally made it to August. I have a love-hate relationship with this month. I love that it's MatsuJun's birth month... but I also hate it because it's a reminder that another year is added to my old age! If there's one thing I truly hate about time flying so fast, it is getting old year by year >.<. I don't know about you, but I wanted to stay forever 22. If that's even possible. Lol!

Anyway, I hope everything's going to be so fine for me this month since I'm celebrating Le hubby Jun and I's birth month. This is going to be so exciting because there is one thing I've always waited and it's finally happening on the day after my birthday! Yay!

But the thing is, I'm dreading of the amount I'm going to spend this month! Lol. It is always like this every August. XD

Well, as if my wallet cares anyway.

Ginusto mo `yan, eh! Maghirap ka! says my inner self.

My Love from Japan ♥

I just love him to every bits and pieces. I will love him with all of my heart... until my dying day. #OAmuch.

credits: all gifs are not mine.

V-Neck Shirt & Sunglasses

I really find men in white V-neck shirt and sunglasses so fuckin' hot. Not all men can pull-off this outfit. But if a guy/men can pull it off, man, I get weak in the knees and I'm drooling over. Kaya rin, kadalasan ang mga bida ko, kailangan nakasuot ng white v-neck shirt at sunglasses. LOL. Magawa rin nga `yan do'n sa story ni Micky :p.

MJ's 30th birthday celebration~

I celebrated J's 30th birthday last Friday at Sumo Sam in Megamall together with my three friends. Been doing this for 3 years, so kahit wala akong pera at marami akong gastusin di ko maatim na hindi i-celebrate ang birthday ng tumi-trenta ko ng jowa. LOL. I want it to be something special, so by something special I bought an ice cream cake for him. hihihi. Sarap naman. Kaya lang nasayang yung kalahati kasi natunaw yung cake. Aww :(

Anyways, I enjoyed that day because I get to celebrate it with my co-fangirl friends. The sad thing is when I got home, na-corrupt yung memory card ng digicam ko when I was about to upload the pictures we've taken that day/night. Ugh! Sobrang badtreeep ako. This pic is from Jackie.

Sayang lang walang Jun bash this year. Next year na lang raw.

Happy 30th Birthday MatsuJun!!

Dearest Jun-kun,

I promised to you last year that I will make a very heartwarming letter on your 30th birthday. I hope I could stand this. LOL. So okay, let me try this very cheesy and very “heartwarming” open letter to you. I would also try my best to write in the universal language—English. If only I could speak and write in Japanese, I would do so, but we are lost in translation, babe. I could only speak in simple Japanese phrases. But don’t worry, I will try to learn to speak in your language… fluently. I hope so. Someday.

So here it goes…

I am so thankful to your parents for bringing you into this world. I feel so blessed… so lucky to know you. It may not be in person, but I know someday we will get to meet. *tiwala lang* . You are an inspiration for me to try harder in life. That dreams are not impossible to reach. Dreams are attainable as long as you give your one hundred percent best to conquer it. You have become a motivation to me. Without knowing you, I wouldn’t have known my other ambitions in life. I mean, well, aside from becoming the “next big thing” in the world of romance writing or be a big shot businesswoman and a realtor, this may sound corny and all, but you have become a goal to me. And I would do everything to see you in person, to step on the same ground and breathe the same air as you do. I’m not sure when, but I know in this heart of mine it’ll happen.

If it’s not because of you, I wouldn’t have anything to do in my life. Sounds pathetic, huh? Well, I consider myself a boring person. If I had not come to know you, I wouldn’t have a life. I wouldn’t have been fangirling over you and your group Arashi. Well, you see, I don’t have that much social life. It’s not like it’s my thing, actually. I only go out with my friends if I wanted to go out but most of the time, I love it when I stay at home and stare at you on my pc. #Patheticmuch. wtf. I enjoy every show that you are in. I love watching you… seeing you. I love hearing you talk. Not much on hearing you sing *laughs*.

I wish you would get to know all these things. However, I’m just fooling myself, I know. This doesn’t sound rational and you may find I’m bordering crazy but I have never loved any man, ordinary or celebrity, as much as I loved you. And I even doubt myself If I am capable of loving a man aside from you. I am serious, you know. You are not just an idol to me. You are more than that. I see you as a real person, a person who has a kind heart, a person who is hardworking, passionate, committed, a person made up of awesomeness and ah-mazeballs… the kind of man I would be so proud to tell the world, “This is my man, eat your hearts out bitches!”.  And it’s not because of the good things I see in you why I love and adore you so much, I’ve said this last year and I’m going to say this again, I love everything about you!!! Pimple-marks and all.

I always believe that you are a great friend. And how I wish I had a guy friend like you. I could learn a lot of things from you. You know, I often imagine we’re traveling around the world and doing foolish things together. I certainly think that it’s awesome to be your friend but I prefer being your lover and do wonderful and crazy and nasty stuffs with you.

My dearest MatsuJun, I thank you for gracing this world. I thank you for making me happy… for the reason of my smiles. I thank you for being my motivation. You are one of the reasons why I want to take this journey they call LIFE. You made my life worth living for. #cheesy. I mean, to be honest, I always ask myself, what’s my reason for living? And then your name pops into my head. Wtf.

Happy Birthday, babe. This is the start of your new journey. A new decade for you. I know you have a bright future ahead of you, especially in your career. You are now in your 30s and I wish you’d get to enjoy it as much as you enjoyed your 20s. You’ve become older, wiser, and more mature. But I know there’s still a “kid” in your heart that would never go away. Yes, I know it. We’re close, right? Lol. I wish for more blessings to come your way because you totally deserve it.

… And I wish… someday…

We could find each other and live together with our happily ever after. XD

I promise to love and support you forever. I’m not going to stop being your fan. Even when the time comes you choose to get married to a bitch. But I hope not. I wish for greater things in your life. Including the girl who’ll eventually become your lifetime partner. I wish it’s me. But it’s like I’m asking for the moon. But I’m never going to give up my dreams of us being together in the end. Wtf. I know it’s crazy but I ain’t gonna stop. I love you, my life, my world, my everything, my number one, my Matsumoto Jun.

Thank you so much God for giving us MATSUMOTO JUN.

Love Always,

PS: Did I succeed in making this letter a heartwarming one? I did not? Yeah, I know.

Happy August!

Since, it's August already, it means it is MatsuJun's month! *throws confetti*. You know what, when it's August, I'm not looking forward to my birthday anymore but MatsuJun's. Every year, I celebrate his birthday complete with handa and cake or I treat my friends to dinner and have a little birthday party.

I'm just hoping that this year's MatsuJun bash would push through....

Well, hello there, Matsumoto-san!

I was laughing so hard this morning when I saw this picture of Matsujun over Facebook. And for some reason, it wasn't his face that caught my attention *giggle fits*. And if you know me personally, your guess is as good as mine *wriggles eyebrows*.

I think this is for their new Nissan CM. I loooove the pink pants bebe ko!

Ang lalaki, ang trabaho at si MatsuJun

Ang buhay ko ay parang isang telenovela, isang pelikula at isang nobela, all in one. Parang ewan lang.

Kailangan ko ng lalaki. Yes, you read it right. I need a man, ika nga sa Ingles. Pero hindi naman gano’n kadali iyon. Sa panahong ito, hindi naman basta-basta nahaharbat ang matinong lalaki. At siyempre iyong gusto kong lalaki, hindi ko rin naman basta-basta makukuha iyon. Basta kailangan ko lang talaga ng lalaki.

Well, you could say that I’m desperate. As a matter of fact, I am. Nakaka-pressure talaga maghanap ng jowa. Sa totoo lang. Pero hindi dahil NBSB (no boyfriend since birth) ako at atat akong magka-jowa… ayoko naman ng lalaking just-just lang, ha? Iyong tipong basta may lalaki diyan, ay gow na. I’m not like that. I admit I am uber choosy. Narcissistic din, I believe I deserve someone better. HAHAHA. I wish I could tell you the details about this thing I’m going through but I don’t feel comfortable in telling the whole word about this. So let’s skip that part. XD

Tinatamad na ako sa trabaho ko. Kung puwede lang hindi na magta-trabaho, I wanna resign na with my work. But then it’s not that easy. Sayang ang hinuhulugan kong SSS, PAG-IBIG at PHIL HEALTH. At nakikinabang din naman saken ang gobyero with my tax. So sayang nga naman ang trabaho dahil binabayaran ako dito. Aside from that, where will I get the money to fund my fangirling activities if I don’t have a job?

I wish life’s easy. Iyong tipong hindi mo na kailangang mag-trabaho pero andami mong pera. Haay. I wanna be the boss of my own company! Peg ko yung proprietor ng Chatime (#milkteaforevaa). I often see her around Araneta Center. Kelan ba ako yayaman? LOL. Hindi rin naman ako yayaman sa pagsusulat. Unang-una, tamad akong magsulat. Pangalawa, hindi naman gano’n ka-bongga ang maging writer dito sa Pinas. So kahit career-in ko ang pagsusulat ay hindi naman ako yayaman dito. Unless siguro kasing galing ako ni Martha Cecilia, Vanessa at Rose Tan. But that’s next to impossible! LOL.

Haaay…. kaya minsan gusto ko na lang pumunta sa Japan para mag-krus na ang landas namin ni MatsuJun at ma-in love na siya sa’ken. Then he’s gonna marry me, I’ll be the happiest fangirl in the world and we’ll live HAPPILY EVER AFTER. Mas Masaya `yon! :D Puwedeng-puwede kong iwan ang trabaho ko sa opisina at aalagaan ko na lang si Jun. I’ll just stay at home, be a homemaker. I’ll take care of him& our kids, clean the house, cook for him (I have to learn how to cook Japanese food), wash his clothes, warm his bed *naughty grin*… IYAN NAMAN TALAGA ANG DREAM ko sa buhay! #CHAROT.

Sana ay ganoon lang kadali iyon. If the stories on my head in which Matsumoto Jun is the leading man, comes to life, then my life would be great & awesome! This is my fangirl heart talking, of course.

Actually, marriage and family are not my priority in life. Yup. Hindi talaga. Kumbaga, if it comes, it comes. Kung hindi, edi hindi. I’ve already embraced the possibility of being a spinster. If God wanted me to stay single then so be it! Basta ba, I’ll have millions and I can jet-set the world, I’m OK with it *smiles*.

But then again, I’m still not giving up the thought, the dream, the wish of marrying the love of my life~ Matsumoto Jun. HAHAHA.

*ang gulo talaga ng utak ko XD*

Nakakairita!!!

Grrrr.

Heto na naman ang pagtatampururot ko kay Jun. Eh, kasi naman 2 weeks ago may wedding rumors siya again with Mao Inoue. And according to the rumor, by the end of this year, December nga, the two will announce their marriage. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???!!! Nakakabuwiset na balita. When I first read the article, nainis ako bigla. Hindi kay Mao, kundi sa mga loyal and diehard shippers ng couple na yan.  So 2005 pa yang issue na “together”/ “dating” kuno sila.  Why those shippers  keep on pressing the two to be together? But then, shippers nga, eh.  Natural, ipagpipilitan nilang i-pair ang dalawang ‘yan to feed their fantasies. I know the feeling.  But ugh! Nakakabuwiset talaga.

To be really honest, I’m not yet ready if MatsuJun got married this year or even after five years.  Noooo way! This is really selfish of me but I couldn’t help feeling this way! He shouldn’t get married at this point of his career, at the height of Arashi’s popularity. If you’re really a MatsuJun fan, you get what I mean. After Akanishi Jin stunt earlier this year, I don’t think Jun’s agency will allow any of the Johnny’s boys to get married. Not this time. Baka ten years after pa! LMAO!!!!

At dahil sa issue na ‘yan, nag-away ulet kami ni Jun. Di ko tuloy siya pinapansin ngayon. Damay rin ang bandmates nya. LOL!  At sume-sugue tuloy ako ulet ngayon kay Jaejoong! Balik ulet sa kabit? HAHAHA!

Basta naiinis ako kay Jun :( .

One Shot -The Special Night

originally posted from multilply, dated August 18, 2010. this was my gift for myself for my 24th birthday :p

*so it was my birthday and I'm having ecchi tots and this is what I end up. Lol.



Title: The Special Night
Author: matsuyaney
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi x Original Character x Matsumoto Jun
Genre: Romance/Smut
Beta Read: Tin Dichoso
Rating: NC-17 definitely not for minors.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Ohno and Jun… I want them tho… someday….
Summary: It was Matsumoto Jun’s girlfriend Yaney-chan’s birthday but sadly he can’t be with her, so she goes on a fishing trip with Ohno Satoshi instead.

A/N: my first try to write smut. Not sure if I did it right.


“Ohayou, Satoshi-kun,” Yaney-chan bowed and greeted the leader of Arashi as soon as she opened the door of her apartment.


“Ohayou!” Ohno greeted her as well and smiled shyly at her. He came to pick her up.


She got a phone call from the leader of Arashi the other day, asking if she could go with him on his fishing day. The two got along pretty well. Though Yaney haven’t met the rest of Arashi yet, she had met Ohno before she had even met Jun. Ohno asked her a lot of times if he can go with him fishing whenever the three of them were together.

As a novelist, she thought should go outside once in awhile to discover fresh ideas that she could use on creating a new story. She hibernated on her apartment for a month for she was too busy writing her newest manuscript. She had already finished that and she thought this day would be the best time to bond with Satoshi-kun. So, she agreed on his invitation.


 “I’m glad your offer’s still open.” She told him. She was clad in a simple baby pink tee, khaki shorts and sneakers.

Ohno took her bag from her. “I never thought that this day will come. I was asking you and Jun a lot of times already but the two of you always decline my invitation.”

They walked down the stairs and didn’t use the elevator of the building of her apartment. “Well, I got burnt out from writing and I need a break. And Jun’s busy with his work I can’t ask him to be with me today. Though, I really want to be with him…” she said with a bit of sadness in her voice. “But I know it’s impossible because I know how demanding his work is.” She looked away from Ohno when she said that.


There was a pang of pain in her heart. They were not seeing each other for almost a month now, since the start of his getsu9 drama. The last time they were together was the date they had when they celebrated their one hundred days of being a couple. She only got to see him when she turned on her TV. They also rarely spoke to each other; he would only call her if he got his breaks from filming. She understood his situation… their situation.

“It’s hard for us idols to go out with someone we really like. It’s difficult for us to be in a relationship,” Ohno said. “That’s the sad thing about being an Arashi.”

Yaney saw the emotion that flickered in his eyes as he said that. She just couldn’t name what it was.

Meeting Jun and being in a relationship with him was one of the best things that had happened in her life. “Well, I can’t do anything about it Satoshi-kun, right. You guys are on the peak of your career and I’m not the type of girlfriend who will ask Jun to choose between me and his job. I’m happy the way we are right now but I can’t help myself feeling sad sometimes.” Their set up was too tricky for he was not allowed by his agency to date publicly.

What made her sad even more was the fact Jun couldn’t be with her today for her birthday.

Ohno put her bag in the trunk together with his fishing equipments. She got inside the car when he opened the door for her.

“Ne, you shouldn’t be making the sad face. Smile. It’s your birthday, remember?” He lightly pinched her cheek. “I want you to enjoy the place I’ll be taking you.” He said and then he started the engine.

She managed a smile. “Hai.” Why would she let her mind trained with Jun and the complications of dating him? She cocked her head sideways. Her mind should be on the fishing trip with Riida. And besides it’s her birthday she must only think of happy thoughts.

“I’ll make sure that you’ll get to enjoy my hobby.” He looked on the road before them.“Since when did you start driving? As far as I know, it was only you who doesn’t have a driver’s license.” She chuckled.

Ohno laughed. “I’ll be turning thirty this year; it’s about time I know how to drive.

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Yaney was tired from the fishing activity they did that day. Ohno did not fail to do his promise. He even taught her how to catch a Meguro. She enjoyed the place he took her and he saw it with his eyes.

She had fallen asleep on the passenger seat when they reached Tokyo. It was already ten PM. His phone rang. “Ohno desu.”

“Riida… are you still with Yaney-chan?” Jun asked on the other line.

“Hai!” he took a glance at the sleeping Yaney-chan beside him. “We’re on Tokyo now. I’ll be dropping her off to her apartment.”

“Ne, Riida, can you drop her off to my apartment instead?” said the younger man.

“Sure.”

“Thanks.”

The line went dead.

He glanced at Yaney-chan once again and a bitter smile appeared on his lips… I wish I was him…

Ohno stopped the car in front of Jun’s apartment building when they got there. He got off from his seatbelt and shook Yaney’s shoulder lightly. “Ne, Yaney-chan, wake up. We’re here.”

Yaney opened her eyes slowly. “Satoshi…” she sat up straight and rubbed her eyes.

Ohno saw Jun waiting outside of the building.

A knot formed on Yaney’s forehead when she noticed that it wasn’t the building of her apartment. “This is not my apartment!” Yaney said, still in daze.

“Your boyfriend’s waiting for you.” He said.

As Yaney heard that, she looked at the window and gasped when she saw Jun walking towards Ohno’s car. She unbuckled her seatbelt.

They both got off his car. Yaney-chan met up with Jun half-way.

“Jun-kun!” she exclaimed excitedly.

The two shared a tight embrace. He took his eyes away from the two lovers. He couldn’t stand seeing them all mushy and sharing a kiss right before his eyes.
               
He coughed to get their attention. “I guess I have to go now.” He tried his damn best not to show the pain that was slowly eating him up.

Yaney pulled away from Jun’s arms and walked through Ohno. “Arigatou, Satoshi-kun for everything.” She bowed.

“No biggie. I’m glad I made you happy today.”]

“Riida, thanks for tagging Yaney-chan with you.” Jun said. He lightly tapped Ohno’s right shoulder.

He just grinned. “It’s getting late. You have a lot of catching up to do.” He gave a quick look at his watch. “It’s still her birthday.” He waved his hand. “Jaa!” he got on inside his car.

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“Oh my god! I forgot something in Satoshi’s car!” Yaney said.

“Forget that. Let’s get inside my house.” Jun held her by her waist and was almost dragging her to walk. They rode the lift and he pressed the button up to the floor of his apartment.

“Jun-kun, my bag is in Satoshi’s trunk.”

“Don’t worry about that. I’ll get that for you when I see him tomorrow. We have a lot of catching up to do.” He gave her a lopsided grin.

She resigned. “Okay.”

Jun’s arm was still on her waist when they reached his apartment. He immediately opened the door and they walked right in. As soon as he closed the door he shoved her behind it and pressed his body against her. She felt a light pain on her back and she was about to complain when he claimed her mouth almost desperately. He kissed her hard like he never kissed her for ages. She draped her arms on his back pulling him closer. He shoved his tongue inside her mouth. She could not control her moan as his kiss deepened. She was returning his kiss with equal fervor.

Jun grabbed her thigh and wrapped it on his hips. His hands moved freely around her body. Touching her, feeling her and kissing her all at the same time was making her head spin in ways she never imagined.

She opened her eyes in surprise when she felt the thing poking her stomach. Yaney broke away from her boyfriend’s mouth. “Chotto!”

“Nande?!” he said impatiently. His eyes filled with lust as he looked at her. His eyes couldn’t deny his desire for her.

“I… I think…” How should I say it? “Why don’t we eat first? I’m hungry.”

“Is that it?” he asked a bit dismayed.

She shook her head. “No.”

“Then what is it? Is there something bothering you?”

She heaved a sigh. It was hard for her to breathe normally when they were in that position. And he looked so damn hot with his hair unkempt and his lips wet from her kisses. “I’m afraid we’re heading to something…” something I’ve never done before with any man.

“You’re scared to do it?” he touched her cheek. He got what she wanted to say but wasn’t able to say.

“Yes,” she blushed. She turned her gazed away from his eyes.

“Look at me.” He commanded.

She did as told. “Jun…” she swallowed. “Don’t you think it’s…umm, a bit too early for us to go beyond kissing and cuddling?” she asked shyly.

“I love you, remember that.” He said. His eyes were blazing with passion.

“I know. But I just want to let you know that… I’ve never done it with any other man. That’s why I’m scared.”

Jun held her hand and kissed her palm. “You don’t have to be scared. I promise I will not hurt you. It’s a wonderful feeling between two people in love.”

Yaney saw the sincerity in his eyes. His eyes though filled with lust, there was love written there. She stroked his face and traced his lips with her fingers. “You know how much I love you… If there’s one man I’m willing to give myself with it’s you Matsumoto Jun.”

“I promised I won’t hurt you.” He whispered on her ear. He claimed her mouth once again and kissed her savagely.

He took her to his room without breaking the kiss and he placed her on top of his bed. They continued kissing like it was the last day they’ll live on earth. His hands became busy by caressing every part of her even when she was still fully clothed. He stroked the sides of her back teasingly. A moan escaped from her lips with his every touch. Excitement filled her. His mouth moved down to her throat, to her earlobes biting her skin not so gently.

“Jun…” she said as she felt his hands from her thigh then crawled inside her shorts touching the most sensitive part of her body.

Jun stopped kissing her. “Let’s get rid of this, okay?” he was eyeing at her clothes.

She nodded. Her mind was filled with lust just like him.

He began undressing her. He first released her from her shirt almost ripping it in two. Then his hand went from behind her and managed to unhook her bra… her upper body was exposed to him and she saw him gulped upon seeing her breasts. She covered herself with her arms.

“Don’t! I wanna see you.” He removed her hands and he cupped her breasts with both his hands. He grinned smugly. “From now on these are mine. Only mine.” He said possessively.

“Don’t you think you are being so possessive?”

“I am possessive when it comes to you.” His hand was replaced by his mouth as he took one erect nipple. His other hand was massaging her left breast.


She was clutching hard on the collar of his shirt as his mouth played on with her breast. “Hmm… I’m still in my shorts… Jun-kun.” She said between gasps.

“Oh I forgot!” He giggled. He stripped her shorts and pulled it down impatiently together with her purple lacy bikini. “Purple!” he exclaimed as he threw her underwear without care across the room.

“It’s my favorite color even before I met you.” She giggled.

“You look good in purple. But you look best wearing nothing.” He grinned. “It’s not fair, Yaney-chan. Undress me.” He was smirking.

“W-what?”

“Undress me. I undress you then you have to undress me.” He stood in front of her.

“Do I have to? Maji de?” her eyes got bigger.

Jun nodded. He took her hand and guided it to his shirt. Her hands were shaking as she pulled up his shirt from his head. She noticed that there was an improvement of his body. He became leaner than before. Afterwards she shifted to the buckles of his belt and unbuttoned the fly of his jeans and freed him from his pants. She was a bit shocked seeing his proud member pulsating against his boxers. Is that for real? She swallowed.

“What are you going to do with this?” he asked. He was holding the garter of his boxers. “Pull this down so we can move on to the next stage.”

“You’re making me crazy.” She muttered. Her hand flew to his boxers and gently pulled it down.

Now he was naked just like her. Seeing him made her nervous all the more. She blinked her eyes. Can I take him? He’s so big…

“Don’t go crazy yet… we’re just about to start.” He winked.

He leaned on her and gently pushed her down on her back on the bed. He kissed her hungrily again and again. His hands and mouth would take turn on outlining the curves of her body. She growled when he slipped one finger inside her. He glided it in and out expertly. He was doing it so good she couldn’t help giving out a loud moan.

“You’re… you’re doing it so good… Jun…” Her back was arching up.

“I’m glad I’m making you pleased. It’s not the main course though; I’m just preparing you for the real dish.” He chuckled.

She whimpered when she felt a hot liquid wanting to explode from her. “Jun!”

“Yes, give it to me, baby!” he shouted.

She closed her eyes and grasped on his shoulder as she came.

“Are you ready for the real thing, babe?” He nudged her legs apart with his knees and he positioned himself on top of her.

She opened her eyes and was about to say yes when she felt his throbbing male seeking entrance on her center.

“Ouch!” she yelped in pain when she felt him inside her. She stopped him from moving.

“Does it hurt?” he asked worriedly.

“Of course it does!” she answered angrily. “Get off of me. I can’t do this!”

Jun let out a nervous laughed. “I can’t. We had started this and I just can’t stop.”

“But you’re hurting me!“ She whined.

He kissed her eyes and the tip of her nose. He looked deeply into her eyes. “It’ll get by, I promise you. It hurts at first but you’ll get use to it.”

“What if the pain doesn’t go away?”

“Believe me, you’ll gonna love this.” He grabbed her butt and started moving slowly. He thrust again and captured her lips and gave her wet hot kisses.

She shut her eyes when he started moving. Jun was patient giving her time to adjust to his body.

Later Yaney-chan adapted herself from his invasion. Jun’s phase became faster when she started moaning in pleasure.

“Jun… oh god…. Jun….” her fingers digging on his back. Yaney arched her back meeting Jun’s every thrusts.

He stared at the expression of her face as his move became faster and deeper with each thrust. He groaned when he felt the tightness of her wall engulfing his shaft. Jun smiled, very delighted. The couple was so into it. He continued pumping hard and deep until she felt another explosion was about to drown her. She looked into his eyes and bit her lips hard.

“Just let it go…” Jun said reassuring her.

“I’m coming… Jun…” she writhed beneath him as she reached her climax.

With one deep thrust Jun came after her, pouring his seed inside her womb. She saw his satisfaction as he closed his eyes for a moment then opened it and looked at her with a smile painted on his lips.

Their bodies still joined together. It felt awkward but she didn’t want him to let go yet. She liked the feeling of him inside her. It felt so perfect. So good. So wonderful.

“Aishiteiru yo.” He whispered, still on top of her. He wiped the sweat on her forehead.

She just smiled. “Can you get me something to drink? I’m thirsty.” Her throat was unbelievably dry from exhaustion. It’s hard for her to get up because her legs were still trembling and the thing between them was undeniably painful.

“Oh, okay.” He kissed her forehead before he released her. He got up from the bed and wore his boxers. He put the comforter over her naked body to cover her up. He walked through the door and was about to leave the room but he turned around and walked towards her.

“Ne, I forgot something,”

Her forehead formed a knot. “You aren’t naked.”

He laughed. He knelt on the carpeted floor. “I forgot to say happy birthday. But it’s not too late, right?” they both darted to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table. He grimaced when he saw that it’s already one AM. Her birthday was up.

“Oh yes, you forgot! How could you.” She pouted and slapped his cheek lightly.

“Gomen ne, Yaney-chan. I’ll make it up to you… but didn’t I do it already?” his thick brows moved up and down.

“Hah! Hentai baka!” she threw a pillow at him but he managed to dodge it.

“Haha! But seriously I’ll make up for the times I haven’t been able to spend with you…

She pressed her fingers on his mouth to keep him from talking. “I’m happy that you took time to see me today. It’s enough for me. I know how busy of an idol you are.” She beamed lovingly at him. “What we had tonight is so special I’ll keep it in my heart for the rest of my life.”


“I’m so lucky to have a girlfriend as understanding and as loving as you. Otanjoubi Omedetto.” Jun leaned on her for a kiss one last time before he left the room to get the water for her.




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One Shot: My 100th day with him

I cross post this from Multiply, since I heard that that site would be closing soon. my first attempt at writing a fanfic :p I posted this July 16th 2010 ← it's been 2 years already! I couldn't believe it!


Title: My 100th day with him
Genre: Fluff/Romance
Rating: PG
Pairing: Matsumoto Jun x Original Character
Beta: ShyUnique (^o^)/
Disclaimer: Johnny’s own Matsumoto Jun so is Arashi, I only own my scattered brain. An entire work of fiction baby XD
Author: matsuyaney
Summary: I’m not good in making one… so please bear with me m(_ _)m

She had been standing there for about 15 minutes near the fountain in Hibiya Park in Tokyo.  Once again she gazed at her keitai and flipped it. A smile formed her lips while looking at the wallpaper of her phone.  She felt fuzzy all of a sudden.  It was a picture of her and her boyfriend that was taken a few weeks ago.  In that picture, her boyfriend’s arm was wrapped around her shoulder and was about to reach her right cheek for a kiss, while his other hand was taking the image using the camera of her phone. And just by remembering the last date they had she can’t wait to see him. She missed him so damn much.
It’s been 3 weeks since they last saw each other. It was okay for her.  

Oh, she’s not the type of girlfriend who demands all of his time. She knew he was a very busy person; after all he is a top idol. His schedule was occupied with the filming and promotion of his upcoming drama, and then there’s new Arashi album, and soon they will start their concert tour in August. She’s not questioning him if he spends a little time with her and they rarely see each other.  The time they spent together even for just a day or two was enough for her. She loved him, that’s all that matters.  

She brushed her hair with her fingers and tucked some strands that blocked her eyesight behind her ears. She checked her dress to know if she wore the perfect outfit for that day. Then, she looked around her… looked at her watch… humming to one of Arashi’s songs.

Often, when they have dates outside he would wear a disguise; he would wear flashy outfits, wear fedora and dark sunglasses so no one would recognize him as the “MatsuJun” of Arashi.  Their almost four-month relationship was still unknown to the public. Of course he can’t admit it to his fans and supporters, not even to Johnny Kitagawa. No, she doesn’t complain. She knew very well what is at stake once the public know that he is going out with someone. She had prepared herself for that since the day they became a couple.


 She took a step to her right. Old couples, children playing, a lot of lovers were there but there was none of his trace. “Doko ni iru no, Jun-kun?” she asked silently. 

Jun was never late in any of their dates ever.  He would call her if he thought he can’t make it on time. It was actually the other way around. She was the one who’s usually late on their dates. 
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*A couple of hours earlier*

Jun was tapping his fingers on the table anxiously. He checked his watch.  He knew he can make it on time. He wished that the meeting would end so he could get his ass out of that studio, rush to his car and drive to Hibiya Park. God, I want to see her now. 

With that thought in mind, a smile hovered on his lips.

  He felt a bumped on his shoulder. It was Aiba-chan. “Ne, Jun-kun, you’re smiling like an idiot,” he whispered teasingly.

                Jun raised an eyebrow and smirked. “Shut up!” he hissed. He took out his phone from his pocket. He was about to give a call to his girlfriend when…

                “Matsumoto! We are in the middle of a meeting, no phone calls are allowed.” Manager-san said.

         He rolled his eyes and let out a frustrated sigh. Can’t I just hear her voice?


After thirty minutes or so the meeting has finally ended.  Jun got up from his chair right after Manager-san left the room. They did the photo shoot for Myojo magazine yesterday, He did not have any appointments in the afternoon, so he told his girlfriend he will be free after that. He wanted to be with her before his schedules become so packed next month.

                He put on his fedora, his tension rose up, he was all giddy and he can’t hide it from his friends.

The other four was observing his every move. Nino was smirking, and then he took out his DS. He didn’t notice Ohno’s bittersweet smile as he continued watching the younger man, Sho-chan who by now has a newspaper on his hand was busy looking at him, while Aiba who was sitting near Jun can’t conceal his excitement. He was probably excited about Arashi’s concert next month.

 As soon as Jun fixed himself, the grin was still there, he noticed that the guys were all eyes on him. A knot formed on his forehead as he gazed at the four. “What’s the problem?” he asked curiously.

 The room was suddenly surrounded with a pit of laughter.

“Really, what’s the problem?” he asked again. He was starting to get annoyed with their faces. He should restrain himself from getting pissed. He should not ruin his good mood.

 “Ne, Jun-kun have you seen yourself in the mirror?” Nino asked him, he glanced at him for awhile and then his eyes went back to his game.

He tilted his head. “I know I look good and fabulous.” He said arrogantly. He brushed off his vest.

“No. no, it’s not that. We already know that you are.” Sho-chan said.

 “Then what is it?”

 “You’re wearing your heart on your sleeves.” Aiba-chan said excitedly, like the way he always is.

His eyes went big. “Eh?!” Have they already known that I’m seeing someone right now?

His relationship with Yaney-chan was still secreted from his friends except from Riida. It’s not that he did not want his friends to know that his current status is “attached and unavailable”; he just wanted to be safe. The world can’t know right now, at least not now. Even if he wanted to tell the whole universe that his heart was already possessed by someone he truly loves.

He thought he will tell them sometime. Only Riida knows. He already introduced Yaney-chan to Riida two months ago, when he visited him in his apartment and apparently Yaney-chan was there.

Did Ohno tell them about it? About him and Yaney-chan?


“Ah… Ah…” he was lost for words. His brain can’t come up with a good alibi. He pressed his lips together.

“You don’t have to say a thing, Jun-kun.” Sho tapped his back. “That is, if you’re still not ready.” He added understandingly.

Nino turned off his DS and stared up on him from the couch where he was sitting beside Oh-chan who was just listening to their conversation,                
 

              “We’ve been together for ten years, ne? And now we’re on our eleventh year.  The five us practically lived our lives together. And the way you’re behaving right now, we assumed that you’re in love. You’re acting like a love-sick puppy.”  The gamer commented with a smirk.

        “Yes! I know you are in love!” Aiba almost screamed happily. He became jumpy all over. He took a few steps towards him and shook him. “Can I meet her? Can I meet her?”

Jun held Aiba’s hand and eyed him dangerously.  “Can’t you zip your mouth?”

    “Don’t talk so loud, baka!” Ohno warned Aiba.

 

Aiba’s energy died down. “I just want to meet her that’s all.”

Guilt crossed his eyes as he looked at Aiba-chan. “Gomen ne, Aiba-chan.”
               

Aiba shrugged his shoulders. "Well, it's okay if you're not ready yet to introduce her to us" his eyes were like puppy eyes

He sighed. He couldn’t hide it from his friends, could he? He trusts them.  It wouldn’t hurt if he told them about Yaney-chan. Besides, he would love it if his friends will get along with his girl. An idea popped in his head. 

“Ne, I’ve been seeing Yaney-chan for three months and two weeks now…” he started telling them where and how they met.  The other Arashi members were just listening intently to his story.

   “Ah sou ka…” Sho-chan said his head would nod with every word Jun has said.

 “Even if I haven’t met her, I know she’s cute!” Aiba exclaimed. “But how come Riida met her already and the three of us haven’t? We have to meet her Jun-kun.”

            

  Jun grinned frivolously. “You will meet her.” He reassured the tallest member of Arashi.

Nino just nodded, and went back to his game. Ohno did not make any further comment.

He gave a quick look at his watch. “Fuck! I have to get out of here soon or else she would wring my neck!” he gathered his things and opened the door. “Ja!” then he fled.


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Yaney was stomping her feet lightly on the ground. She was getting pissed by the minute.  She’d look around and pout all at the same time. She had been standing there for about twenty-five minutes! She tried her best not to sit down on the nearby bench so that her cute dress won’t get crinkled. She wanted to take off her ballet flats and wear flip flops instead.  But because she wanted to look girly and extra pretty for Jun, she decided to doll up herself even if she wasn’t really comfortable wearing those kind of clothes.

Okay, she was half pissed and half worried. What if… what if… she shook her head. She didn’t want to entertain morbid thoughts in her mind. Worry was visible in her eyes.

                Viva! Myself! Kou aritai

                Kimatte iu no wa sore bakari (yabai)

                So motto reality (yabai), ima sugu

                Sou taido de shinesanakya (ryoukai)

                …..

Her phone rings. It was Jun who set the ringing tone of her phone. He did that so she won’t miss him too much. Those were his words.

 She pushed the answer button.

“Moshi Moshi!” Jun greeted on the other line.

“You baka! Doko ni iru no?” she almost yelled at him, good thing she pulled herself up. She can’t make a scene in a public place. She did not want to humiliate herself in front of everybody.

“Gomen ne, Yaney-chan, something came up.”

“Sorry? Sorry? Is that all you can say? I’ve been waiting for you here for almost an hour! You better make a good excuse or else!” she warned.

 “Why are you being so hot headed today? I’m still here in the green room.” the sound of his voice was teasing. Like there were some naughty thoughts on his mind. She had memorized that tone of his.

She felt relieved. Now she was sure that nothing bad happened to him. But she was kinda pissed because he was still not showing up. He was the one who planned that date. He made a promise that he would make use of his free time to be with her.

She carefully listened at the background. She can’t hear the voices of Sho, Nino, Ohno nor Aiba.  Aiba talks too much. She watches a lot of Arashi’s variety shows so she can clearly recognize his voice even if she hasn’t met him in person.   If he’s still at Johnny’s she’d hear his bandmates’ voices, right?

 “Matsumoto! Where are you exactly?” she jeered and pouted prettily.

 He laughed a sexy laugh.

 “I can picture you in my mind right now.”  He started speaking flirty. “You’re in a cute purple dress… with nice bottom curls, and cute purple head band…”

 Her heart skipped a beat. How come he knew what she was wearing right now? Does her boyfriend have mental telepathy all of a sudden? Or he had super powers he was not just telling her about it?

He chuckled once more. Then he became silent.

 “I miss you, Yaney-chan.” He spoke ever so softly. She could even hear the sound of his breath.

 “If you really miss me, you’d show up in front of me.” She said gently. She could hear laughs on the background… voices of children… playing. There was no hint of Aiba or Sho with him.

 “I want to crush you in my arms real tight,”

  “And I want you to do it to me now.”  The thing that he said was the exact same thing she wanted to do to him. She looked to her right then to her left, he talked as if he watches her from a tiny distance.

She pouted when she couldn’t find any trace of him in the park.  He was not   kidding her when he said he’s still at the Johnny’s building.

“I want to kiss your lips when you pout like that…”

 Her forehead formed a knot. There he goes talking like he was just a few meters away from her. “Are you like my stalker now?”

He sniggered. “Stalker. It kinda looks like it.”

 “Are you playing games with me, Matsumoto Jun?” she put the phone away from her ear and gawked at it as if it was Jun.

 “Of course not!

“Then how come I feel like you’re watching me from a not-so-very far distance?”

 “Because…” he cleared his throat.

“Because?”

 “Can you please turn around?”

She did as told. “Eh?!”

She saw Jun standing in front of her holding a bouquet of red roses and white lilies combined. He waved at her. He was wearing a big smile. Her mouth was left open because of shock. Was he right there all along? But why didn’t she notice it all?

He walked and stopped right in front of her.

Her heart did a somersault by staring at him looking ever so gorgeous. Her heart would beat faster uncontrollably whenever she sees him.

He enclosed her inside his arms. “You can close your mouth now.” He giggled.

She closed her mouth and looked straight into his eyes. “You were already here?”

He nodded. “Uh-huh. I was actually here even before you arrived.”

           She punched him lightly on his chest. “And you told me you’re still in Arashi’s green room!”

                “Gomen, ne. I did that coz I want to observe you from afar. You look so pretty in that dress and I never saw you dressed up like that even when we first met.”

                “You kept me waiting for almost thirty minutes! While all along you were here already!” she whined.

                “Yaney-chan, I’m sorry okay.”

                She sulked and crossed her arms over her chest. “You have to make it up to me.”

                “That’s what I plan to do.” He pulled away from her.  He stretched his arm that was holding the bouquet. “Ne, Yaney-chan… I wish I can take off these sunglasses.”

                “Is that all you can say, Jun-kun?” but yes, she wished they can have a normal date where he did not have to wear a disguise.

                Even from the dark glasses he was wearing, Yaney was sure that he had all the love for her showing in his eyes.

                He gulped three times before he spoke. “There are over 127 million people living in Japan, it’s our destiny that you and I met each other in this planet named Earth. Today is the 100th day that we became officially on.  Thank you for being with me. Thank you for the wonderful times we had together and I’m looking forward for more. I’ve never been this happy until the day I met you.” He gave her the flowers.

                It was the first time he gave her flowers. She smelled the fragrance of red roses and white lilies as soon as she took it from Jun’s hand. It was perfectly beautiful.  Her heart swelled with so much love for him. She looked up at him. “Arigatou.”

                He cupped her face with both his palms. He stared at her for more than ten seconds before he reached for her lips.


                They kissed passionately in the middle of Hibiya Park not minding the people around them <3 .="." span="span">

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  Author's note:
This is my first attempt to write a fanfic m(__)m. I was generally motivated and inspired to write my own fanfic because of my favorite fanfic writers. I was excited and nervous all at the same time coz I'm not sure if I did the right thing. As you  can see (read) the verb of agreement that I used was past tense because this is how we, romance novelist writes. The whole idea of putting pictures to the fiction was inspired of miss mai salcedo from her blogsite ^_^.

*Credits to the rightful owner/ magazine scanners of the pictures that were used in this fanfiction. I found them on the web. *

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