I've long wanted to write something about my current fascination and obsession with the Victoria's Secret Angels but I'm too lazy to blog (as always!). But here it goes! Finally!
As most of my friends from twitter know already, I'm currently obsessed with the Victoria's Secret Angels, particularly to my favorite Angels:
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Adriana Lima |
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Erin Heatherton |
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Miranda Kerr |
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Candice Swanepoel |
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Doutzen Kroes |
I religiously follow and re-blog anything and everything I see on tumblr which were about them :)
I told my best friend once, that, what's the point of idolizing a girl? I cannot lust over them LOL, they can't be a potential partner, haha. So what's the point of idolizing and liking the same gender?
But then she told me that, having a girl "idol" is fun too and you can learn a lot from them. anything, from feeling good about yourself, being pretty, being presentable, being confident (which I lack to be totally honest.). I pondered to it. I wanted to be "maarte" and "kikay". I wanted to be beautiful. Not for the opposite sex, but to feel and look beautiful for myself.
And then I met the Victoria's Secret Angels.
These girls have become my inspiration not only to be beautiful, healthy, sexy and gorgeous, but to be confident in all aspects! Seeing these girls, looking at their pictures, i thought it isn't bad to have "girls" as idols and inspirations. They actually made me thought, as a girl i need someone to look up to.
So when I started liking the Victoria's Secret Angels, I've become inspired to achieve a healthy and gorgeous body (of course the latter, is so impossible for me to achieve, I don't have big boobs and I'm really short x_x ). They've motivated me to exercise. Now, i always see to it that I workout everyday :D
They thought me how to become vain. It's not that I'm not vain at all, I'm a little bit vain but not too much. Given my age, I thought it's okay to be really vain now and take good care of myself, since I'm already in my mid-twenties... and I really want to be gorgeous. I know this is shallow and so superficial but... well, I really want to be like them. Not as gorgeous as them because I know it's unattainable. Truth is, one of my frustrations in life is to become a fashion model/ Supermodel x__x HAHAHA /LOL
Yeah, hopefully, with workout and proper diet, I can achieve the body that I've been dying to have for years. I like to bring back the body I formerly had during college. And isn't it nice to wear the clothes you always wanted to wear? I've been frustrated all my life because I don't get to wear pretty and nice clothes and dresses. All because I'm fat! /cry
Anyway...
I really should start losing weight I've always been saying this even before, but I don't have enough motivation. But now, because of the VS Angels, I'm really trying my best to workout.
And oh yes, I also want to wear the Victoria's Secret Lingerie.
And, I want it to happen before I turn 27...
LOL.
P/S:
Adriana Lima and Erin Heatherton are my most favorite Angels ♥