I hate myself.
I’ve always wanted to write. But I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I can’t seem to write this past few weeks... or months. Writer's block? Nah. I already had the scenes, the conflict and what’s going to happen in the “ending” of my story stored in my brain, but I just couldn’t put them into words. I’m stuck at chapter 3 and I’m getting so frustrated with myself. Sometimes, I feel like I could not go on with this anymore. :(
I really want to finish this story… because it’s really interesting, well at least for me! Hihihi. Like what I desire to achieve, I want to have at least 5 manuscripts finished and approved this year (dahil ambisyosa ako, hahaha!) but what the hell am I doing? I’m being such a lazy bitch! As always. Every day, I’m telling myself that I will write again and continue the story that I’m working on, but when I get home after work, I’d never get myself to writing. I’ve more time on the internet, even on weekends! I even prefer watching DVDs or read books! Ugh.
Hopefully, I will work on this problem and get my ass back to writing. I really want to finish and be done with Georgeann and Andres’s story x_x.
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