Playlist of the week : "Just A Kiss" by Lady Antebellum & "Niji" by L`arc~en~Ciel

These are the songs I've been playing over and over again,

"Just A Kiss"

~Lady Antebellum~

Lyin' here with you so close to me

It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

Caught up in this moment

Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone

So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms

We don't need to rush this

Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight

With a kiss goodnight

Kiss goodnight

*******

Niji PV

 Niji Live

"Niji" (Rainbow)

~L`arc~en~Ciel~

toki ha kanadete omoi ha afureru 

togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni 

arukidashita sono hitomi he 

hateshinai mirai ga tsuzuiteru

hontou ha totemo kokoro ha moroku 

daremo ga hibiwareteiru 

furidashita ame ni nurete 

kimi ha mata tachidomatteshimau kedo 

shinjite kureru kara 

dare yori takaku sora he to chikazuku 

kagayaki wo atsume hikari wo motometeru 

moetsukite mo kamawanai sa

subete ha shinjitsu to tomo ni aru

'shounen ha hito no kage ni yuganda nikushimi wo mita' 

sonna sekai ni nante mou nanimo mitakunai yo

nanimo! nanimo! nanimo!

kioku no tenbin ni kaketa

hitotsu no kizu ga tsuriau ni ha 

hyaku no ai wo you suru...

keredo kokoro ha kaigan no ishi no you

nami ni nomare, takusan no kizu wo eru koto ni yori

ai ha keisei sareteyuku

sore demo omou anata no koto wo 

kisetsu ga nagareteite mo... 

me wo tojite itsumo miteta fuukei no you ni 

nandome ka no ame mo agatta 

setsunai hito yo kanawanu negai yo

naze kono mune kara ai ha umareteyuku? 

sakimidareta hana ha yurete 

shizunda daichi ni furisosogu

ai wo toki ha kanadete omoi ha afureru 

togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni

arukidashita sono hitomi he

owaranai mirai wo sasageyou

(chorus)

stairway to heaven 

labyrinth to heart

(Translation)

Time plays, the feelings overflow

I began to walk,

to a voice so faint and wispy

to your eyes, 

the endless future goes on. 

the truth is, the heart is a very fragile thing

we've all got cracks. 

wet by a sudden downpour, 

you've come to a standstill again but, 

because you believe me

I'll get closer to the sky, higher than anyone 

gathering bits of glimmer, I want the light

even if I burn myself out, it doesn't matter

all is with truth 

'the boy saw a twisted hatred in the shadows of others' 

I don't want to see anything of such a world. 

Nothing! Nothing! Nothing!

it takes one hundred loves,

to balance one scratch

on the scales of memory...

but the heart is like a rock on the shore

swallowed by the waves,

love will take shape

through the many scratches.

yet still I think of you

even as the seasons go by... 

I close my eyes, 

and like I'd seen it do many times before

yet another rain let up. 

oh sad person. unfulfilled wish.

why is it love is born from this heart? 

on the sunken earth flowers blooming all over

tremble in the downpour

Time plays love. the feelings overflow

I began to walk,

to a voice so faint and wispy

to your eyes, 

I'll devote an endless future.

*credit: songmeanings.com

I'm crazy over Hyde's powerful voice!! He is sooooo great! I love him so much! ♥ ♥

Sa Wakas!

Woohoo! Finally, after 48 years, natapos ko na rin ang story ni Micky!!! I thought hindi ko na siya matatapos ever kasi talagang nauurat na ako sa kanila ni Marla. Lol. Eh, paano naman kasi, I've been writing Micky's story since late October 2013 and then last Monday ng madaling araw ko lang siya natapos sulatin. O, di ba, ang tagal-tagal na. Ito na rin ang pinakamatagal na nobelang naisulat ko sa tagal ko nang pagta-trying hard na magsulat. Usually, a novel takes me two months to write it. Ewan ko ba bakit ako inabot ng ganito katagal. Katamaran? Maybe. At gaya nga ng madalas kong sabihin, hindi ko alam kung ano ang gagawin ko sa mga bida pagdating ng Chapter 5 onwards! At kadalasan din, sumusobra ako sa required word count. Ito ngang kay Micky ay hindi ko na alam kung paano ko pa babawasan at napakahaba pa rin niya. Sana umubrang pang 144 pages. If ever lang naman na ma-approve. Di pa rin naman ako confident na papasa siya. Well, hopefully.

Anyhoo, as a writer ng story ni Micky, natutuwa naman ako sa sinulat ko. Siyempre ako ang writer, eh. Lol. Masaya talaga ako na natapos ko na siya. Kasi ibig sabihin no'n, I can go back to being a reader once again. Whenever I write a novel, I refrain myself from reading books. Nakasanayan ko na. Sobrang tagal kong sinulat yung story ni Micky, so, `ayun, ang tagal ko ring di nakapagbasa ng mga libro. Bukas na bukas, I promise to go back into reading again. Ang dami ko pa namang books na pinagbibili na hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin nababasa. Pero sana, hindi naman ako maadik sa pagbabasa kasi gusto ko naman makapagsulat ulit. Eh, diba plano ko nga maka-atleast more than one novel this year? Hehe. Sana magawa ko at hindi tamarin ang aking writer self. I plan to write pa naman, Curtis Feleciano's story. This time, totoo na at hindi na ako magpapaliguy-ligoy pa. May naisip naman na akong plot para sa kanya. Hmm. Sana okay din at mapagtagumpayan ko. Huwag lang talaga akong tatamarin kasi patay tayo diyan.  Baka one novel per year na naman ang kalalabasan ni Yaney Matsumoto. Lol. Huwag naman sana, di ba? Though, hindi ko naman gustong karirin ang writing, siyempre, iba pa rin `yung feeling na marami kang nakikita na published novel na gawa mo.

I just really hope na ma-approve ang story ni Micky! Ang hirap kayang sulatin no'n. Hindi naman complicated ang plot niya, basta nahirapan lang talaga ako. Haha!

OBSESSION version 4 : Liza Soberano ♥

The first time I saw Liza Soberano was in Kris TV last year. She was one of the guests along with Kathryn Bernardo and Jane Oineza. I was never the type to like and get obsessed with local celebrities, female celebrities for that matter, until Liza Soberano. I’m also not the type to admire halfie celebrities, but Liza is a different story. I was instantly smitten by her beauty. She’s like a breath of fresh hair. Her beauty is really captivating. Even without makeup on, she’s uber beautiful and a real stunner. She could be a model or a future beauty queen. She can be the next Megan Young.

I got totally obsessed with her when I pegged her as the heroine of the story I’m currently writing —I paired her with Micky— That’s what I told myself and everybody else. Lol. But seriously, I couldn’t even describe how much I love and adore her. As of this writing, I think, I love her even more than Miranda Kerr.

I love watching her. I love to stare at her face. And when she entered as one of the supporting casts in “Got to believe” as the third party (Alex) for the leads Daniel Padilla (Joaquin) and Kathryn Bernardo (Chichay), I religiously watched the said drama. Take note, I’m not a fan of Got to believe. I only watched that because of Liza. That’s how obsessed I am with her. I even started buying magazines with her on the cover. I’m even thinking of switching back to Palmolive shampoo because she’s now endorsing it. Lol. I tend to be like this obsessed when I like a celebrity so much. And I support them in any way I can. It never happened on a local celebrity, like I told yah. I only felt this to Liza Soberano. Lol. I don’t know why. I really got this huge girl crush on her.

I like her not just because of her beautiful face. But because she’s also nice, down to earth, she’s not pa-showbiz, she goes to school and taking her studies seriously (unlike some celebrities I know), she’s simple, and she’s also a fan of “The Walking Dead” (A girl after my own heart. That’s why I love her even more. Lol). She’s everything I wanted for my future daughter to be.  

I know she has a lot to improve on her acting and talent. And I believe she can do better in the future. She’s still young, so there’s still room for improvement. I wish she becomes successful in her career as an actress. But…! I also wish (as if I am her mom) that she considers joining beauty pageants in the future. She has a lot of potentials.

P/S I wish to find and marry a western guy, Englishman preferably, so I could have beautiful kids, a beautiful daughter like Liza Soberano. :p

New Hair!

After wearing long hair/super long hair for almost 3 years, I decided to get myself a haircut. I never plan my hair to have it shorter than above my bra line, but the stylist told me that my hair needed to be cut shorter than what I preferred. My hair is super dry already. At first I was kinda hesitant because I can't imagine myself having shorter hair. I was used to feeling my hair on my waist and covering my arms. But then, deep inside I wanted to have a new look. Lol. And besides, longer hair is kind of hard to maintain.  

And I think, I look younger with my new hair. Lol, yeah?

Happy 25th Birthday, Erin Heatherton!

Happy birthday, Erin Heatherton! You'll always be one of my favorite VS Angels ever! I adore you so much! God Bless you always and I hope to see you in a lot of campaigns and in high fashion runways! Always be happy and successful! ♥