Honestly I don't know what to do anymore. Ugh! I'm so
frustrated with myself right now! I can’t keep writing my manuscript. Just like
before, whenever I face the MS Word, I couldn’t find the right words to say,
how to put the right feelings/emotions in my story. I feel like everything I’ve
written were all wrong. Damn it. I hate myself.
I’m thinking about writing another story and leave this
stupid thing for a while. But my friend said, I should finish writing first
what I’m supposed to be finishing off before I attempt to write another story.
I have so many plans, yah know. In my mind, I have stories I want to do. But
how can I accomplish all these things? I seem to lose my drive to write. And
I’m not sure if it’s going to come back to me. It’s making me crazy! I don’t
want to stop with only 3 published works. I hope I could catch that elusive
drive back again. T_____T
I need motivation… I need inspiration…
Perhaps, I could make Matsujun and Arashi and my Japan
dreams as my motivation, no?
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