JJ's new drama : TRIANGLE

I'm not into asian dramas anymore. And I don't even watch Arashi dramas lately even when I have to because you know, fangirl duties. I dunno. But I guess I lost the interest... until I heard and read somewhere that Jaejoong's got a new drama! Yippee! I'm not really a fan of Jaejoong the "actor" but his new drama got my interest and excitement workin'. He's going to play a gangster! Yes, you heard it right! A gangster! *__* All my fangirl feels just exploded! It's a dream come true for me! I've always dreamed and wanted him to play a gangster. I've read fanfics wherein he's a gangster and it's totally cool. And I think it really suits him well.

TRIANGLE (2014)

I just hope that he's improved his acting this time :). I hope he's not gonna disappoint me. Lol. Well, he did improve in his movie with Song Ji Hyo. But I got high hopes for him in his new drama.

I can hardly wait to see him play as Huh Young Dal (not sure with the spelling, tho.) Saw bts and images and bias aside, I think he's getting on it.

I'm a happy JJ fangirl! ♥


P/S:
Praying there's no kissing scenes involved. I might have a heart attack.

Nakakasama ng loob

Wala akong asawa, wala akong pamilyang sinusuportahan, pero hindi ibig sabihin niyon na hindi ko kailangan ng pera. Siyempre, may mga bagay na gusto akong bilhin. Hindi porke wala akong anak o asawa, eh, hindi ko na pagkakagastusan ang sarili ko. Diba? Ang nakakainis lang kasi, actually, hindi ko na nga gustong sabihin iyon dito kasi masyadong personal ang bagay na iyon, kaya lang, inis na inis talaga ako. May officemate akong may utang sa`ken. And take note, last year pa `yung utang sa`ken. At nadagdagan pa iyon no'ng mag-leave ako sa opisina dahil naoperahan ako, kaso ang siste, iyong officemate ko, hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin nagbabayad ng utang sa ken. Okay. Meron siyang naibigay sa `ken, pero kung iko-compute ko lahat ng pagkakautang niya ay hindi sapat iyong mga naibayad niya sa akin. Ang nakakainis kasi, hindi na nga ako nagbibigay ng interes, eh, ang tagal pa magbayad. Hindi porke, hindi ako mahilig bumili ng mga gamit o kung anuman ay hindi ko na kailangan ng pera. Siyempre naman, nagiipon din naman ako para sa sarili ko. At kahit gusto kong bumili ng isang bagay na gusto kong magkaroon ay hindi ko magawa dahil nasa kanya pa yung ipambibili ko sana. Ang saklap, diba?

Mabait naman siya sa mabait talaga, pero `yung promise niya sa akin na babayaran niya lahat ng utang niya sa akin kapag dumating na yung asawa n`ya from abroad (he's a seaman, btw), hanggang ngayon, ngangabelles pa rin ako. Pati nanay ko, hinihingan ako ng pera, na kahit gusto kong magbigay ng mas malaki pa sana, eh, hindi ko magawa kasi wala rin naman akong maibibigay. Kakaasar lang talaga. Naiintindihan ko naman `yung mga hinaing niya sa buhay, pero sana naman ma-gets niya na kailangan ko rin `yung pera ko. PERA ko `yun, eh. 

Tapos ang higit pang nakakainis,  `yung may loan siya tapos gamit yung pangalan ko. Dine-duct `yung bayad sa loan sa suweldo kasi sa akin nga nakapangalan `yon. Okay lang naman na gamitin ang pangalan ko, pero sana pagdating ng pay day ay on-time din `yung pagbibigay niya sa`ken nung katumbas ng halagang dine-duct sa suweldo ko. Ang nangyayari kasi, hindi na on-time, edi, nagsa-suffer naman `yung savings ko, kasi pag nauubusan na ako ng budget (for everyday expenses), hinuhugot ko yung pera sa savings ko. Kawawa naman ang savings ko. Nakakainis lang talaga. Nakakasama ng loob. 

Iyon ngang dating utang niya sa akin, ay na-offset na dahil lagi niya akong binebentahan ng mga bag, relo saka perfumes. Ang fault ko lang, hindi ako makatanggi sa mga inaalok niya. Gusto niya yatang tularan ko siya sa klase ng lifestyle na mayroon siya. Hindi naman ako ganoon, dahil hindi naman ako sobrang maluhong tao. Hindi rin naman "daw" siya maluho. Pero `wag ka, branded ang mga damit at mga sapatos. Pati anak niya. Kasehodang marami siyang utang pati na sa credit card no'ng isang officemate namin. Nando'n na ako sa nakakabayad siya ng mga utang niya sa credit card ni officemate, pero hanggang ngayon marami pa rin utang. Ewan ko ba, may nag-a-abroad naman siyang asawa na MALAKI talaga ang kita, pero ewan ko ba. Ayoko ko na nga sabihin dito ang nalalaman ko kahit alam kong hindi naman siya mapapadpad dito sa blog site ko. Lol.

Ang hirap pa, kahit gusto ko malungkot sa lahat ng kaisipang iyon, parang wala akong karapatan kasi nagi-guilty naman ako na singilin siya. Pero sana diba, ma-feel niya na hindi naman ako mayaman. Feeling niya wala akong problema sa buhay, eh. Porke wala akong asawa o anak na gaya niya. 

Para namang  hindi ko kailangang palitan `yung luma kong cellphone na wala na sa uso. Haay....

There I said it.

Happy Birthday, Jackie!

*late post as usual*

Happy 28th birthday, Jackie! (April 26, 2014)

Well, what can I say? I've already made my greetings and wishes for you via text messaging, and it's still the same! Lol. Happy happy birthday! May all your dreams come true.  I love you to the moon and back. I wish we could stay friends forever. :)

@ Meisum tea house and seafood restaurant in Binondo

*and last Saturday, I just realized that I'm soooo effin' F-A-T!!! As in like FAT. I'm so huge and I can't believe that I got so fat like this. Huhu. Need to lose weight now. And take this thing seriously. I wish I had a phobia in food. lol.

Happy birthday, Miranda Kerr!

Happy happy birthday, my goddess, Miranda Kerr!!! I love you so much! ♥ ♥

Happy Birthday, Donna!

*late birthday post. this was supposed to be last week (April 5, 2014), I just got lazy to do a birthday blog for my friend.*

Anyhoo,

Happy, happy birthday to my very good friend, Donna! ♥

She's 28 already, omigosh! Time really does fly so fast! I love you, loves! God bless you always! And I hope all your dreams will come true! :)

#BirthdayGirl

and of course, the obligatory group selfie...

#FriendsForever

Playlist of the week : "Just A Kiss" by Lady Antebellum & "Niji" by L`arc~en~Ciel

These are the songs I've been playing over and over again,

"Just A Kiss"

~Lady Antebellum~

Lyin' here with you so close to me

It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe

Caught up in this moment

Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone

So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms

We don't need to rush this

Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight

I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams

Tonight

Tonight

Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight

With a kiss goodnight

Kiss goodnight

*******

Niji PV

 Niji Live

"Niji" (Rainbow)

~L`arc~en~Ciel~

toki ha kanadete omoi ha afureru 

togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni 

arukidashita sono hitomi he 

hateshinai mirai ga tsuzuiteru

hontou ha totemo kokoro ha moroku 

daremo ga hibiwareteiru 

furidashita ame ni nurete 

kimi ha mata tachidomatteshimau kedo 

shinjite kureru kara 

dare yori takaku sora he to chikazuku 

kagayaki wo atsume hikari wo motometeru 

moetsukite mo kamawanai sa

subete ha shinjitsu to tomo ni aru

'shounen ha hito no kage ni yuganda nikushimi wo mita' 

sonna sekai ni nante mou nanimo mitakunai yo

nanimo! nanimo! nanimo!

kioku no tenbin ni kaketa

hitotsu no kizu ga tsuriau ni ha 

hyaku no ai wo you suru...

keredo kokoro ha kaigan no ishi no you

nami ni nomare, takusan no kizu wo eru koto ni yori

ai ha keisei sareteyuku

sore demo omou anata no koto wo 

kisetsu ga nagareteite mo... 

me wo tojite itsumo miteta fuukei no you ni 

nandome ka no ame mo agatta 

setsunai hito yo kanawanu negai yo

naze kono mune kara ai ha umareteyuku? 

sakimidareta hana ha yurete 

shizunda daichi ni furisosogu

ai wo toki ha kanadete omoi ha afureru 

togiresou na hodo toumei na koe ni

arukidashita sono hitomi he

owaranai mirai wo sasageyou

(chorus)

stairway to heaven 

labyrinth to heart

(Translation)

Time plays, the feelings overflow

I began to walk,

to a voice so faint and wispy

to your eyes, 

the endless future goes on. 

the truth is, the heart is a very fragile thing

we've all got cracks. 

wet by a sudden downpour, 

you've come to a standstill again but, 

because you believe me

I'll get closer to the sky, higher than anyone 

gathering bits of glimmer, I want the light

even if I burn myself out, it doesn't matter

all is with truth 

'the boy saw a twisted hatred in the shadows of others' 

I don't want to see anything of such a world. 

Nothing! Nothing! Nothing!

it takes one hundred loves,

to balance one scratch

on the scales of memory...

but the heart is like a rock on the shore

swallowed by the waves,

love will take shape

through the many scratches.

yet still I think of you

even as the seasons go by... 

I close my eyes, 

and like I'd seen it do many times before

yet another rain let up. 

oh sad person. unfulfilled wish.

why is it love is born from this heart? 

on the sunken earth flowers blooming all over

tremble in the downpour

Time plays love. the feelings overflow

I began to walk,

to a voice so faint and wispy

to your eyes, 

I'll devote an endless future.

*credit: songmeanings.com

I'm crazy over Hyde's powerful voice!! He is sooooo great! I love him so much! ♥ ♥