8 Years With TVXQ

I may not be a fan of Dong Bang Shin Ki since their debut... *I just got into the fandom last March of this year. You see, I've always been a solid and loyal Arashi fan . I've never thought that I could fangirl another idol group as much as i fangirl Arashi. But oh well, Arashi is still on a different level :p

but I probably be a fan of TVXQ til i get older...

4/5 of them are the same age as mine ^_^ and i feel like as they grow older and become more mature, i grow older and become more mature together with them :)

i know i'm 8 years late to become their fan and i became a fan when their group is now split into two. don't you think it's kind of weird? even though they are now separated/ divided or whatever you want to call it, i still love TVXQ as 5.
I'm not sure if I could be considered as the OT5 that has the motto of "Always Keep the Faith" <-- *this, i actually don't understand or what to feel, should i also believe in that.. or what? haaaysss. I don't wanna burden myself with these thoughts anymore.
I know that I've moved on already.. since, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu are now called as JYJ and TVXQ is now consists of Yunho and Changmin.
but... there still a pang of hope that someday... they will reunite once again... maybe not on the stage.. maybe as friends.
that would surely put a smile to every fans faces.

I'm definitely a Jaejoong biased.
and even though, he's now on JYJ i still support Yunho and Changmin *Changmin is my second favorite in TVXQ (as 5). And I'm really glad that despite all
the things that had happened in 2009 *which i'm not going to elaborate, since most of the Cassiopeia(s) knows this already.* they still continue the legacy of Dong Bang Shin Ki :) and they keep going strong!

Happy 8th Year Anniversary my Dong Bang boys ^____^

You made it so far and please continue to doing so!

I will always be here to support you! Though, honestly I don't know for how long~ maybe as long as i enjoy your music and everything you do I will always be here :)

Cheers my babies! :D

I am married... to... Hero Youngwoong Jaejoong!

LMAO

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Dang..

my life.
the more i think about it~ the more it's making me paranoid >.<

ugh! I want to be a fan who's not affected with "idols' relationships and stuffs" but i just can't help myself raging in anger esp. if i don't like the girl they are dating, rumor or not.

I wish i don't feel this way.

I'm so helpless.

Happy 29th Birthday Aiba Masaki~ !! ♥

My Poor Honey Jaejoong-ah T_T

[TRANS] There isn’t a healthy part in my body..Everybody too, take care.. pic.twitter.com/Iv7XkZce

[credits via jyj3.net]

[source: @mjjeje]

he tweeted this (via twitter) about an hour ago

How is that even possible? you are badly hurt.. i'm quite worried...
but i can't help na "kiligin"!
Just... just look at you...
you are so handsome, so perfect, so divine, so... i can't even...
even with that bandage on your left eye.

Take care of yourself my honeybabylove ♥

I HEART MY FRIENDS ♥

I had a great time last night.

*edited by Red*

-the Christmas present we all have for each other :)* 

 It's been decided that on December 18, 2011 my friends from college and I will have our "Christmas Party/ Get Together". I was actually looking forward on this day because it's not everyday that i get to see my friends and God knows how much I miss them. Each of us are busy with our own lives, with work, and different interests and I expected that this time, all of us 7 in our group will be complete, after all, when Red (my friend, who acted as the "organizer") texted us two weeks ago everyone has confirmed on coming.

 It was such a disappointment when I only met up with 3 of my friends at Shrangi-La Mall: Donna, Red and Diane. I understand that those friends of mine who weren't there with us yesterday had a valid reason for not coming. One was still sick, the other has sore eyes, and the other one went to some shopping in Divisoria. But seriously, I can't help to be ticked off because we had planned this already >.< !

And even though we weren't complete yesterday, I still had a great time with my friends ^_^

Diane, me, and Red
*Gaah my face is so round and bloated. LOL*

Red, Donna, and Diane

can u imagine my excitement when i saw in the menu that Kimono Ken has KIRIN BEER!!
Arashi is endorsing this beer! and that's why I was really elated when I had it last night...

KIMONO KEN @Shrangri-La Mall, Edsa
( i heard it is owned by actor Marvin Agustin )

California Maki :3

the Ika fry is one of my fave Japanese dish ^^

i forgot what dish is this.. but it's kind of like the Cordon Bleu

the Japanese friend rice "Chahan" 

i really love this pic with my best friends ^_^
nothing beats the happiness i have every time i'm with them .

Can't wait to be with them again ♥

Using the names of TVXQ boys for my Starbucks drinks

Yaaaaaaay! finally completed their name! so freakin' happy right now! :D

Finally got the name of Yunho for my SB drink :)

my lunch kanina.
Cranberry White Chocolate Mocha for "YUN" :3

finally got to use Yun's name! yaaay!
and I finally completed the name of the Dong Bang Shin Ki members
for my Starbucks drink(s)

My Toffee Nut Frappe was supposed to be "X-I-A-H"

My Toffee Nut Frappe was supposed to be "X-I-A-H"
I swear I told the Starbucks barista that my name was "Xiah". I even spelled it to her twice.
And she even spelled it to me to clarify if she heard it correctly.

but the barista misspelled it.. the "H" turned out to be "N". fail. T_T

since I'm trying to collect the Starbucks stickers to get the SB planner/organizer
the other day i also bought a drink from Starbucks...
Coffee Jelly for "Minnie"... Minnie for Changmin :3 

Now... the only name i haven't used is "Yunho"... or "Yun" or "Yunnie"...
and i would complete the Dong Bang Shin Ki members' names

Happy 25th Birthday Xiah Junsu ^_^

Happy #XiahDay @0101xiahtic

Current Jpop Obsession: Matsushita Yuya

oh yesss... I'm currently listening to Matsushita Yuya's music ^_^. It's a combination of RnB and HipHop. I got interested in him when one of my t-list on twitter tweets about him. I don't know if it's his name that got me interested or I'm just plain tired of listening to the usual Arashi and TVXQ songs from my playlist. Mind you, the playlist on my phone and here on my pc were mostly consist of Arashi and TVXQ and some Jrock songs. lolz. So yeah, I wanted to hear something different, i googled him and the rest they say is history.

MatsuYuya's songs are refreshing to my ears since i'm not really into RnB type of songs and i'm really enjoying them right now. For the past 2 years, i've been listening to a lot of bubble gum pop that Jpop usually caters. Yah know, the typical Johnny's Entertainment pop :)

And as of the moment my favorite song(s) from MatsuYuya are Foolish Foolish and Lonely Rain.

Tamang trip: Using Jeje and Micky's names on my drink ♥

I'm currently addicted to Starbucks. And I'm actually not a coffee lover pero recently, i always buy a drink  from Starbucks after office hours. Hmmm siguro dahil gusto kong magkaroon ng Starbucks planner. When I'm alone, with no friends around I use JYJ members' name. Wala lang trip ko lang...nakakatuwa kasi. Una kong ginamit ang name ni Jaejoong~ "Jeje" then kanina naman si Yoochun "Micky". Susunod si Junsu "Xiah" naman pero I'm not sure kung magagamit ko nga kasi nag-aalala ako baka mali spelling, eh pagdating sa name spelling metikulosa ako. Anyway soo cute lang talaga. Wish ko rin magamit ang name ni MatsuJun ^_^

Choco Cream Chip for "Micky"

I actually forgot what drink this is... lolz. basta i used Jeje's name XD.

lucky "LOVE" charm

this lucky "love" charm was a gift from my officemate.

sabi nila nagbibigay daw to ng love life, lolz. i'm not sure. wala naman akong boyfriend.... sabi nila mag-attract daw ito ng love life. ewan. di ko sure kung true nga ito. lol. *at kelangan talaga paulet-ulet ako?*

Coffee Beanery: Unlimited Cake and Coffee

coffee beanery unlimited cake and coffee at Shang-rila mall. 

sa kapipilit ng friends ko na sumama sa kanila ayun nagpapapilit naman ako.

and this is libre so wala na akong karapatang tumanggi. lolz.

i only had a three slice of different cake: carrot cake, triple chocolate, and devil's cake,

I like carrot cake the best.

Atsu Atsu Ramen date w/ mah girls

Late post. 

this was supposed to be posted 3 weeks ago, but i totally forgot and i was actually kind of lazy to do blogs. anyway.. so we went to this restaurant located along in Araneta Avenue. It was actually a treat from one of my friends Tin-tin. and before we were able to find this place, Shyne and I got lost and we couldn't find it... and it was raining on a friday night.. and my friend was kinda annoyed already coz we couldn't find the place.... and we called and texted our friends to fetch us up from the gasoline station and they did... so yeah. (sooooooooooo lame story-telling. Lolz)

About the food... im not a Ramen fan but i liked it.. especially the one with the pork coz im not actually a seafood lover. 

since we started around 9pm and it's really kinda late, i ended up having a sleep over at my friend's house. lolz.

Happy 31st Birthday Ohno Satoshi~!! ♥

Jun and Arashi Party- Arashi no Waku Waku GakkouSept.03, 2011

it's already September~ that means just a few months away and it's Christmas time again.

But anyway, the reason why I am here is becoz I want to share with you about the Jun and Arashi party I attended with two of my friends last Saturday. It's actually my 2nd time to attend the Jun bash, and again it's A-W-E-S-O-M-E.

We took a lot of pictures and met a lot of friends. the most amazing thing was I got to meet in person two of the organizers of the Jun party whom I have met and talked to a lot from twitter xD

So yeah, here's a brief summary of what's there in the Arashi no Waku Waku Gakkou Party. and by the way the theme was something like School Party~ attendees should be wearing their high school uniform. but since I didn't have the time to prepare for my costume and I'd already gave away my high school uniform a long time ago, I just wore my regular casual clothes. LOL

Arashi no Waku Waku Gakkou

with my friends Tin and Shyne with their respective Ichibans ♥

posing with my Ichiban's uchiwa

Shiny Rainbow-colored balloons representing Arashi :)

Jun's birthday cake. Do you recognize what's the red thing over there?

after the party, we went straight to Shyne's house and continued to celebrate MatsuJun and I's birthday. *since my birthday is 15 days before my ichiban's birthday, I decided to double celebrate our birthdays :P*

and yeah, I had a cake for him :D

Happy 28th Birthday MatsuJun ♥

To the most FABULOUS man in the world,

To the guy who never fail to make my world stop just by mere looking at him,

To the guy who has my heart in his hands

To my ever ultimate bias and ichiban~~~

To my GREATEST LOVE~~

Happy 28^th Birthday MatsuJun!!!!

I’m never gonna stop loving you~~ ♥

Love,

Yaney

I creeeeyyyy

HAVE YOU EVER CRIED IN PUBLIC?

Well, I did this morning.

This is the first time that happened to me.

Someone made me upset this morning. To be accused of something I didn’t do by someone I considered a friend or so I thought just made me saddened today.

I kind of don’t feel sorry for myself for crying in public whilst riding in a FX taxi, coz I know it would hurt me much more if I don’t let go of the tears I was keeping inside. Crying isn’t bad. It actually makes you okay after all the sadness you felt.

But thinking back now, it made me feel funny and stupid at the same time. Imagine, I was crying like a stupid freak that just got dumped by a boyfriend. I think it would be understandable and the whole situation would be okay, if I was REALLY GOT DUMPED BY MY BOYFRIEND, but no! I was crying for a different reason! I wonder if anyone from the passengers of the FX taxi had noticed or seen me crying. I was looking at the window during the whole ride. Were they confused why I always wipe my cheeks and eyes? This got me thinking when I arrived at the office.

I really feel funny and crazy and stupid today.

And yes, thanks to the chocolates I bought from the convenience store, it managed to cheer me up.

would you believe...?

...

I've never gone into the movies for a really long, long time! LOL. Pathetic isn't it?

the last time i visited a movie theater was almost 2 years ago. It was with my friends~~ after attending a cosplay convention in Makati, we decided to watch New Moon, since it was just a week when they've shown it here.

so yeah, i haven't really gone to the movies since then. I don't know why, but i don't really have the passion to see the movies in a bigger and wider screen....

Happy 25th birthday to me~ :D

if i could only choose a certain age for me to stay forever, i'd gladly want to be forever 23...

but we all know, that aging, growing old, maturing changes in ones life..

10 years ago i was only 15... now I'm actually 25! i can't believe how time really fly so fast!

Can't think of anything to say, my only purpose is to post something here on my special day.. good thing, i was still able to make this one amusing photo manip when i got home tonight *had dinner with my group of friends (Sheenatics <--fans of the romance author for PHR Miss Sheena Rose)*

dandandandan~~

the boys whom i dearly love with all my fangirl heart~ greeted me happy birthday... i feel so happy right now :D

View on Incubus' new album: If Not Now, When?

if i could only complain to Incubus, i would have.. I've been waiting for them to make new album for the past 5 years...

and the new album kinda...kinda disappoint me. I know they're the kind of band who changes music every now and then whenever they make a new album. that's what i like best about them. but tbh, this new album is kinda mediocre for my taste. songs are bland and it doesn't affect me much unlike the previous songs from their previous albums. i was hoping for a fast track or something like the funk-metal sound they used to have, but last Saturday i wanted to cry when I listened to the new album..it's just not my taste. I've been a fan of the band for 10 years and this came to me as a disappointment. I'm not really a fan of ballad songs.

Im not saying I hated the whole album.. it's just that.. i was expecting so much more... but i guess age does really affect ones music. really, this album, it wasn't the worst... but it could have been so much more..but yeah, i was really happy when I watched them live last thursday... my love for Incubus and Brandon Boyd is still there.

*originally posted on my twitter : twitter.com/yanjaemoto

OMG moment.

Im so farking happy!!!!

I got it! :P

16 days before the Incubus concert on the 28th! yaaayy!

So, last night after work my friend Donna and I finally bought a ticket to the Incubus concert at the Araneta Coliseum. originally, the plan was to get the lower box seats... and it costs for about Php 4,755 (if i remember it right), but then when we were at the counter and asking for the ticket prices and available seats, the only ones left were the General Patronage and the Patron Standing! And my friend and I like were ORZZZZ. We are really too late. Well, it cannot be help since the concert is just days away.. so what else do we expect? And besides, Incubus is quite popular here in the Philippines. So after, discussing for roughly about 10 minutes, we finally decided to get the Patron Standing. and seriously, it has been quite a hard decision-making process since we've already set our minds to just waste/spend Php 5k for the tickets. and we're known to be both "Kuripot" LOL. Patron Standing (ticket) is out of the budget, it's about Php5,810 almost close to Php6k~ wtf. but then again, being an Incubus fan for ages that we are, even it is too expensive for us we purchased it anyway. and besides, the Patron Standing is close to the stage! It's the moshpit. LOL.

I'll be seeing Brandon Boyd clearly this time, well hopefully. The last time I went to their concert here in Manila 2008, I was in upper box A section with Donna of course, and it's quite too far from the stage. I can't see Brandon's face and I have to look at the wide screen on top of the coliseum to be able to see him.

Last night was really an OMG moment. I've never spent Php6k in one go in my whole life! everrrrr. Yes, i have already spent more than Php15k perhaps on my Arashi stuffs/goods but it was never in one "bagsakan". But i know deep in my heart I don't regret wasting that huge amount of money for a single concert ticket. I believe it's all worth it. I promised myself that when Incubus comes back here in Manila, i'll be watching again and this time, if not on the most expensive seat, i'd be standing/seating almost near the stage. LOL

the ticket! xDD

(forgive me for I'm quite bragging)

Me, Can't wait for July 28th!

☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆

on the other side, today (lunch break) , my Beautiful World album has finally arrived in the office~ ^^ another reason to do the happy dance! I want to post pics of it but camera phone isn't that reliable in taking pics (pics aren't good quality, kinda blurry), so wait til I come home so I can camwhore with it later tonight using my digicam. LOL.

P/s~ my Paris Hilton "Heiress" perfume has been delivered today. I love the bottle and of course the scent ♥. so lovely.

1st book: Finally released: Love and Marriage

This has been a long over-due post.

Finally, finally, the long wait is over~~~ I can now call myself a publish romance writer! yay! My book, entitled "Love and Marriage was released two weeks ago :)) I was so happy when I received the news from my friend... calling me right after I  got home from work. I was really sooo happy I dun know what to react.. I just don't even... I was lost for words. I've really been waiting for my book to be published and now it has happened. :D It took a year before it was released. I was kind of impatient already and is having doubts if it'll ever get published or not... But then came the news! I'm so relieved!

If you are clueless of what I'm talking about, this is my 1st published novel (and hopefully it won't be the last xD)

Love And Marriage
-Sasha Suarez-

Teaser:

“There’s only one thing in my mind right now…” mahinang sabi ni Ryan habang ibinababa ang mukha sa kanya.

Angela, this is not right! paalala ng kanyang isip.

Pero ano ba ang hindi tama? All was perfect in the situation. The stars, the moon, the breeze of the midnight air, the sound of the ocean and the magical moment. Matagal na niyang hinihintay ang pagkakataon na ito na makita siya ni Ryan bilang isang babae at hindi bilang isang nakababatang kapatid.

Bumaba ang mukha nito at nagsalo sila sa isang mainit na halik sa ilalim ng liwanag ng buwan. It felt so right to be in his arms. To be kissed by him… parang iyong isang panaginip na nagkatotoo.
Nang gabing iyon, she freely let the passion consumed them both. Little did she know that this would make their lives a lot complicated....

*** Oh and by the way, for MSV I write under the name of Sasha Suarez.

MatsuAiNo toothbrush :]

i bought a set of toothbrush last night..technically last night since it's already past 12 midnight. Usually, when I buy a toothbrush i would pick a purple one, since it's my favorite color and I love that all the things i have for using are colored purple. So anyway, i bought this set of toothbrush and I was so amused from what I picked~ the color of my OT3: Ohno, Aiba and MatsuJun. and i've already use the blue one :)))