Happy 2018!

Happy New Year y'all!

Ang dami kong planong i-blog for 2017 kaso hindi ko nagagawa. Dami ko sanang iku-kuwento kaso wala din naman akong time. And ever since magkaroon ng Instagram, hindi ko na nahaharap yung blogging. Not sure if I can be as active on here as the past years.

Anyway, ayokong gumawa ng mga pangako dahil sigurado akong hindi ko naman matutupad. Puwedeng wish na lang muna? Okay.

My wish for this year is to finish the manuscript I am working on since January of 2017. Iyon na `yung MS na pinakamatagal kong natapos. And actually, hindi ko pa rin talaga tapos at malayo pa sa katotohanan. It's the first book in my planned trilogy. Biruin mong sa loob ng isang taon, kahit isa ay wala akong natapos na manuscript? Ugh. It's also my fault din naman dahil sadyang tamad ako. Natatamad ako kasi akong magsulat dahil sa maraming dahilan at ayoko naman ikuwento dito kasi baka may mapadpad at masabihan akong pa-diva. LOL.

Tbh, the only reason why I want to keep on writing is that of my readers. They may not be a lot, but their appreciation for my works keeps me going. So yeah, if there's something I am thankful for 2017 (when it comes to my writing), it would be my readers, especially the readers I have on Wattpad.

ENIWEI, I will try my best to write that South Korea travel and then my experience at the Jaejoong Fan Meet last November 30th. Sana sipagin ako. HAHA!


That's all for now, ~ may you all have a blessed and wonderful 2018!

Hell-O 2016!

As usual, this is a late post again. What do you expect? I'm lazy asf. LOL. whatever. Anyway, since it has been a habit of mine to post a "Hello January" entry every new year, I feel obligated to make something for this year also. But I actually do not know what to say in here. I'm running out of topics or issues to discuss.

Okay, let me start with... what happened to me in 2015?

I can pretty much say that the good things that had happened to me the past year were:

1) I got two published books for 2015. My third novel in PHR was released January 14 last year and the fourth one was released in July. For me, that's really something. I only get a book release once in a year. So having two novels published in a year is an achievement for me. LOL!

2) Losing weight is one of the biggest struggles for me. And last year, I was able to enroll myself on the gym, particularly trying boxing and I can say that I did lose some weight. Not much though. But! If you see how I look years ago, then you would say that I indeed succeed in shedding some weight. That's another MILESTONE for me! The only problem now is I gained some KILOS (shucks!) when I took a break from the gym for two months! two-freaking-months! what the hell?! Anyway, yeah. So I have to be back to the gym NOW.

3) For someone who doesn't know me personally and I rarely discuss this topic with my friends, I actually love it when we have bible studies in our house. I crave for enlightenment. I crave for God's words and I hope to learn more about the bible, about Him, our Lord Jesus Christ. I wish to understand the bible more. I'm really happy when we have bible study in our house every week.

4) If you guys follow my blog, you probably read about my struggle with acne. That had been the worst moment of life. But last year, my cousin helped me in achieving an acne-free skin. Would love to share my secret if you also have acne problems like me in the past years. I now have clear skin and almost everyone is so envious of how smooth and clear my face is. And because I now have a clear skin, I get to wear makeup once again! YAY! I feel confidently beautiful with a heart! :)

5) Sometime in 2012, I found out that I have endometrioma and to cure the cyst in both my ovaries, my menstruation would have to stop so I was advised to take DMPA shots. But since the cyst in my right ovary was not responding to the DMPA, my OB decided that she have to remove the cyst so we can save my ovaries and so I could have the chance to bear a child when I decided in having one. In 2013, I had partial oophorectomy , a surgery in which my doctor and her team removed a cyst in my right ovary. Thank god, I still have a part of my right ovary! The left ovary is still intact. Though, the cysts were removed, I still have to go with the DMPA shots which would stop my menstruation cycle. For three years, I haven't been having my period. I think that is one of the reasons why I have bad acne problems for years. LOL. Anyway, last year, my OB advised me to shift from DMPA shots to taking birth control pills. She said I have to strive in finding a boyfriend with whom I can make a baby with. knowing that I am already in my late twenties, my doctor wants me to get pregnant as soon as possible. She tells me that every time we meet. As if that's easy. :/ I don't know. So after taking the pills, I finally have periods again. And I believe that also helps in clearing up my skin. After taking the pills for months, the acne breakouts were gone. I just hope my boobs will get bigger. They say birth control pills make your boobs bigger.

6) I became obsessed with ONE OK ROCK. I never thought I could fangirl another group aside from Arashi and TVXQ. Having two fandoms is a hard task, much more when you have another group to fangirl over. But no regrets. I love OOR and I'm crazy over Takahiro Moriuchi so that's fine. And I'm going to see them perform live next week! YASSS!

7) I haven't finished any novel last year. I lost my drive and I have not gained it back yet. Hopefully, this month I will be able to start a new novel. Wish me luck!

RESOLUTIONS & PLANS FOR 2016...?

Nothing much really. I'm not the type who do this kind of things because I believe I can never fulfill it. LOL whatever. I just hope that I can finish a novel this year. One novel for this year is enough. And I really have to be back to the gym because I want to be as hot as fuck as Candice Swanepoel! I WISH!

This entry is getting long~oops sorry! till next time! :D

Happy New Year!

Happy 2014!!!

Happy New Year everyone! This is some kind of a late post, because, hello? It's January 3rd already. Anyway, gusto ko lang magkaroon ng first post ang 2014 ko kaya I decided to write something on here.

Akalain mo `yun, naka-94 entries ako for 2013? Iyan na ang pinakamarami kong post ever. Nawa'y mas dumami pa ngayong taon. Feeling blogger ako, eh.

Last year, wala naman akong masyadong masasabi na bonggang kaganapan sa buhay ko, except sa naoperahan ako, `yun lang. Haha! Meron pa palang milestone sa buhay ko, modesty aside, pakiramdam ko talaga, maganda `yung pagkakasulat ko (well, for me lang naman) sa story ni Jaeden at Louise (Once And For Always) and well, I could say that it's my favorite amongst all other stories I've written so far. Kaya heto ako ngayon, hindi ko alam if I'm doing the right thing for Micky's story. Haay. It's always, like this, no? Ewan ko rin, eh XD. Alam mo `yung feeling na kailangang mas maganda ang story niya kasi may ibang tao na umaasa na maganda rin siya? I hate disappointing others kasi. Huhu. Kaya tuloy ngayon naaaning ako. LOL.

Pero iba na lang pagusapan natin. This 2014, I promise to be a little bit stricter on dieting. I wanna achieve that Victoria's Secret Angel body. That banging body. Haha. Parang imposible pa rin, kasi I'm not sure if I'm allowed to exercise/work out na. I have to consult my doctor first about this.Medyo excited naman ako to work out. Sabay gano'n? Bawal na ang tatamad-tamad this 2014. Haha. Saka, I hate seeing myself in the mirror, looking bloated and fat. So fugly. LOL. Nakakasawa na maging mataba! Sana talaga sipagin na rin ako sa pagda-diet. I promise din this year to be more masipag in writing. Yes. I want to take this seriously. Hiyang-hiya naman ako na 1 novel per year lang si Yaney Matsumoto. O, di ba? Ako na ang tamad kasi. Dapat madagdagan ang 1 novel per year na `yan. Pero higit sa lahat, sana matapos ko na story ni Micky para ma-submit ko na before 3rd week of January. Ang tagal ko na kayang sinusulat `yon. Since late October pa `ata. Also, I will try my very best to refrain from using too much of the internet. Lalo na ang Facebook. `Yang Facebook na `yan ang panira sa writing career ko, eh. Basta sana magawa ko talaga `yan.

So far, iyan pa lang naman ang naiisip ko. Ayy, sana pala this year maka-travel ako out of the country. Sayang naman ang passport kong malapit nang ma-expire nang hindi ko pa nagagamit. Hirap pa namang mag-renew.

Wala na akong ibang maisip na talakayin dito, pero bukod sa lahat nang nabanggit ko sa itaas, pinakagusto ko sa lahat, maging kamukha ni Miranda Kerr! LOL.

Hello 2013!

My very first entry for this year...

Hello 2013, Hello January! I have so many plans and dreams for this year in terms of my so-called "writing" career. Like what I've said in my previous entries, I want 2013 to be the year where I can focus more on writing stories. Pero sad to say, til now I'm not finish revising JJ's story. I'm stuck at Chapter 6 and I don't know what to do next T^T. I really want it to be approved. Ang kaso hindi ko pa alam kung ano ang gagawin ko sa kanya. Sana may magbigay sa'ken ng inspiration to be able to finish his story. Haist. This is what I hate about myself. Hindi ako makapagsulat ng nobela nang dire-diretso. Madalas na naliligaw ako -.- Ang goal ko pa naman eh, matapos ko sya before mag-end ang 2012, pero kumusta naman, January na! Basta dapat by this weekend, tapos na si JJ so I can submit it back to my editor. And so I can move on to another story dibaaaa. Pero siyempre, we have to stay positive! I can do this!

Anyway, change topic dahil masakit sa dibdib pag-usapan ang aking manuscript, my very goal for this year is to lose weight. Not only to look good, fit and beautiful, CHAR! But for health reasons as well. My doctor advised me to lose weight. So siyempre, I'm kinda pressured din saka I'm shocked to find out how overweight I am right now! :O And my biggest motivation to lose weight is, I'm going to attend a wedding of a dear friend in September. Nakakahiya naman sa magiging partner ko na I'm obese in my dress~ LOL. So yeah, I really have to lose weight so I can be the next Victoria's Secret Angel! XD

AKAMISHITE OMEDETTO MINNA, Happy New Year Everyone

foods flooding,
salad, lechon, ham, spaghetti and everything

fireworks,
noise,
full blast stereo,

these are the things you get to see and hear whenever we embrace the coming of new year. and with that, it's also perfect if these five good looking, adorkable, bakawaii stormy boys are greeting you a very happy new year!

and this is what they have for you...



you l♥♥ve their dancing, ne? Arashi can be very sexy for you. all ll♥♥ve and rainbow for me & you XD kitto daijoubou!!!

and they are wishing everyone to have a wonderful year coming!

happy 2010 everyone!!!

ah... they're so cuuttteee...

this entry is not only about ARASHI (just want to tag this to an arashi post)

every year each one of us makes their new year's resolution, but for me i do not remember i ever made one. coz even if i did make any resolutions to my self, i know i can't make the things that i want to accomplish in the coming year. i let my life whatever it brings me. last year was an exception, i wanted to really lose weight and i even wanted to be as skinny as mischa barton (that's what i posted in my multiply account haha), but i didn't achieve the body i wanted, because 2009 (last year??) i became really bloated! as in i never imagined i could be this fat as to what i look now. and i'm so so hating this! i hate being fat. but i couldn't do anything. i'm too lazy to exercise. i love eating. but sometimes when i eat too much i felt so guilty, i forced myself to vomit all my food intake. it's bad i know. i wanna die!!!! *grabs the knife and stabs self*

but what's good thing about 2009 for me?

1.) i got myself a job! yeah, 2008 was a bad year for me. i was bum for one year. all i did was write and write novels. because that's what i really want since i was young. to write romance novels. and i still haven't given up that dream. it's a passion i can't leave behind (echos!). talking about job, i'm loving my work now in the office, no pressures at all. and i'm being paid reasonably so i don't have any "reklamo" (compalin) at all hihi. i get to buy all the things i wanted. and what i like most is that i have savings! wagi!

2.) i was accepted to join the Precious Heart Romances summer romance writing workshop last May 2009! i got to meet a lot of different people. learn more technical writing and everything an aspiring romance writer should learn ^^ the bad thing is, i have not published any books yet. my last manuscript was rejected T_T i felt bad. really bad. i mean come on, i put my heart and soul to it. and damn it was rejected! how can that be??? i was depressed and bitter for one day. did i say bitter? i'm still bitter up to now (haha). guess it's common to frustrated writers like me. GAMBATTE NE, Leng, GAMBATTE!!!! i don't lose hope, i BELIEVE i can make my dream come true with the help of my Lord! Gambarimasu!!! and to make that happen i better start writing now! ho-ho!

3.) ARASHI love is contagious! uh-huh! since 2006, i'm a Matsumoto Jun fan. i've known him since Gokusen was aired here over GMA-7 that year. fell in love more with him, with his Domyouji character in Hana Yori Dango. and the love grew much much bigger when i came to know ARASHI. yes, i've known Matsujun is part of that five-member jpop group, loving their wish song but i don't pay much attention to them. but then i fell in love with We Can make it! it was the OST of Matsujun's dorama Bambino! that's it! i search them over youtube and found their PVs! and that's how it started. my love for Matsujun and Arashi grew bigger this year when i met my friend shy (special mention, ayiii) who was one of my classmates in the romance writing workshop i attented. she was an ARASHI fan. and she likes nino to bits. Dakara, officially i became a fangirl last May 2009. my crazy world gets crazier by loving ARASHI. all i can say is that, i'am a Jun-bait all the way! i never betrayed my love for him, even if i got to know ohno, aiba, sakurai and nino. in my heart Matsujun is my ichiban. never for one moment that i thought to shift to any member. they're all good-looking, talented and adorkable , yes i love them all!!! but Matsujun is saikou!!! i believe i'll be forever a fangirl. til my hair is gray. Fangirling introduces me to other fangirls, whom we share ONE LOVE... and that love we say is, ARASHI. 2009 made me so happy ^^ *does the A.Ra.Shi dance step*.

and what's in store for me in 2010???

that is yet to be known. the year just started this day. but of course, i have things i want to fulfill this time. and i hope, really hope that i get to fulfill all of this. if not all, may be at least two of the things in this list.

1.) to lose pounds!!! more and more pounds this year! i really wish to lose my unwanted fats! no, i'm not wishing to be super skinny, coz i know that's impossible, so this year i should lessen my food intake, avoid carbs and calories, try to have some exercise, do Valerie Concepcion's Slendance, and try belly dancing (well, i hope so). i want to have the body Goo Hara of Kara has. i wish!

2.) to write romance novels again ( i refrain from writing when i got the feed-backs of my Manuscript last september), hope to get publish this time. even if i don't get it right away or to my first manuscript submission this year, gambarimasu! i'll try and try and never give up! that's the spirit! fight-o!

3.) to accept the people and things around me more. i'm not the type of person naman who did not appreciate things. just be happy and be content to things i have in present. if i want something, i'll do my best to achieve that goal! yeah.. be a better person. to make up for the bad things i did last year.

4.) get myself a....boyfriend? do i really need this one? hmm, i'm still young naman... so whatever plans God has for me, i will accept it. i have dyowa naman in the person of Matsujun ^^ haha

5.) to spread ARASHI l♥♥ve~ and keeping the faith to my beloved stormy boys. l♥♥ve riida, aiba-chan, sho-kun, nino and Matsujun XD coz i BELIEVE that they will continue to give me more HAPPINESS and BEAUTIFUL DAYS and in return i'll give back my LOVE SO SWEET \(^0^)/

~TO ALL THE PEOPLE ACROSS THE UNIVERSE... MAY WE ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FRUITFUL 2010. AND MY WISH TO MY DEAR COUNTRY~ THE PHILIPPINES, THAT THIS YEAR THINGS WILL GET BETTER FOR OUR COUNTRY AND FOR EVERY FILIPINO. MUCH LOVE FOR EVERYONE~

and now i'm ending my blog. this is the first time i've written a long entry in full english. i tried my best to write it this way ^^. so if my grammar is bad and incorrect, gomen nasai *bows* i usually think and speak in my native language- filipino/tagalog.

happy reading!